Friday, March 31, 2006

   to be happy...
my parents don't want me yet the will not let me go,
I have been asking for happieness seince you left,
but none I have recived,
my happieness has drained,
drained form me from a funnel,
as I silently fall into black I remember the light,
the light of you and your promise to me,
so I will live a little longer,
long enough to see your beautiful face once more,
I long to be held by you once more,
in the warmness of your embrace,
I will live with the hope to be happy once again,
with you,
to be happy is it such a hard thig to ask?
for me it is,
because with out you I fall into the black,
the black sorrow...

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

.... just a pic


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Monday, March 20, 2006

yet another poem
I hate this emptiness next to me,
I hate my empty heart,
I miss you beside me,
I miss you deep in my heart,
you were the only one who knew,
for that I love,
I love you deeply,
and completely,
never change,
never change my love for you

What your tears say (anime)

You tears are tears of depresion.You have a great deal of grief in the past.The pic above is your mind.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

   a poem and a quiz
My heart is breaking,
the cold truth I'm beginning to realize,
you're actually going,
and I'm to stay,
I can't take this aching pain,
that throbbs in my chest,
but thanks to your words I'll try my best,
you keep me alive,
even when your gone,
my heart will keep breaking,
intil we're whole,
until four years have passed,
it can never be just you and me,
but please don't forget me,
for i will always know you deep in my heart,
til death do us part,
this sickness in my head will soon clear,
with the thoughts of your return,

What part of life do you represent? (Anime Pictures)

You represent the end of life. You are dark and hate everything, expecially humans. You despise the world and it's hideous creations, and want everyone to die along with you. Do not feel down, some day they shall all feel your pain.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

   a poem i wrote with pics


You're the only one,
the only one who knows,
the seacret pain I hide with my innocent smile,
my fake laugh,
to hide the real tears,
I silently cry in the darkness,
the darkness that would soon consume me,
when you appeared,
with your promises of happieness,
light shown in my world,
my world of black,
for then I knew true happieness,
Love,
Love for you,
your love for me,
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Friday, March 10, 2006

yet another day

just the same ol' crap! parents bugging me bro's beating me... you know...
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Thursday, March 9, 2006

just another thursday morning in the kori household................................
Well today I actuall got up on time yay me but my parents started bugging me about my hair and contacts...

they all attacked me at once....

mom: Yuki you shoul,d really let your hair go back to blond.
Me: No mom I like my hair as is... (white)
dad: at least take out the blue contacts
Me: no dad I am happy with the way I am!
bro1: she doesn't want to because she's an anime freak!
all 3 bros sing: anime freak anime freak!!!!

I hate my life....
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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

   Sigh
my parents yelled at me agin today....
I acidentally didn't wake up for school and they bitched about how THEY had to take time out of THEIR scheduals to take me to school so they didn't have to go to jail....


ALSO my bros have been ganging up on me more than usual putting bruises on me where no one can see.... *sigh* It's times like this I wish I could just die.... but I'm tooo much of a coward to do anything.....

Cowardice
I sit in my corner wondering,
what would happen if I die,
Would anyone notice,
would anyone care,
Would anyone see the emptieness of my chair,

I lie awake at night dreaming of that better place,
in your arms I am safe,
the only happieness,
is with you,

I am a coward afraid to end my suffering,
I wish I could just get it over with,
and be in my better place,
in your embrace,
but that is impossible until the end,

by maiden of ice
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Friday, March 3, 2006

   A rare feeling
I was happy today my Bf beat a guy who was calling me an anime freak... He punced out a guy for me....
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

Just like the falling snow...
you're here one moment,
and gone the next,
I love you like the falling snow,
you stay with me for a lovely time,
but time goes on,
and you must go,
my lovely falling snow.

By maiden of ice
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