Saturday, October 14, 2006

I did a good deed today,
I helped a few with their otakus,
I made a good theme for this one,



also I made a button and helped with codes for this one



please visit them and be their friends
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Friday, October 13, 2006

Tears of Blood ~For my friend Cant Escape (Kante)

You cannot see,
The tears she cries,
the screams of pain,
the hate she hides,
her heart seems dark,
but I see light,
light in the pit of black,
Don't forget,
your friends are here,
I will help you through,
your hidden tears of blood,
and soon you will escape your nightmare,

She stands in the rain,
to hide the pain,
It hits her face,
and blends with the tears,
A lost one to the light,
a wander of the night,
Soon you will feel the joy of life,
be strong,
and hold on,
you soon will see,
you can be here with me,
Alive and strong,
Alive in the sun,

So cry your tears,
No one is stopping you,
to cry is to be human,
to have no feelings is a lie,
So tell me what you can,
I will help,
however I am able,
Alow me to be the thing you need,
a friend indeed,
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

My hate my love,
my love is like a scattered dream,
shattered before it's end,
when you left there was sorrow,
and then a fire errupted inside of me,
the shell of sadness melted away,
and I stood here before you,
with my anger and hate showing through,

but then you held me close,
told me it was okay,
told me I had nothing to fear,
the pain dissolved,
and it was like a distant memory,

when you feel the wind blow,
and inside you feel love,
you know I am with you forevermore,


okay now I'll show 2 peices of fan art... yay! fanart!
tell me what you think.

her name is Koriko and she's an assassin.

this one is a bikini shot...




and this one is in her assassin attire


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Monday, September 25, 2006

heh I'm being lazy so I'm posing some old poems. ^_^;
Falling snow

you're here one moment,
and gone the next,
I love you like the falling snow,
you stay with me for a lovely time,
but time goes on,
and you must go,
my lovely falling snow.


I hate, I miss

I hate this emptiness next to me,
I hate my empty heart,
I miss you beside me,
I miss you deep in my heart,
you were the only one who knew,
for that I love,
I love you deeply,
and completely,
never change,
never change my love for you


Alone

My heart is breaking,
the cold truth I'm beginning to realize,
you're actually going,
and I'm to stay,
I can't take this aching pain,
that throbbs in my chest,
but thanks to your words I'll try my best,
you keep me alive,
even when your gone,
my heart will keep breaking,
intil we're whole,
until four years have passed,
it can never be just you and me,
but please don't forget me,
for i will always know you deep in my heart,
til death do us part,
this sickness in my head will soon clear,
with the thoughts of your return,


random questions... (my answers will be in *stars*)

1. what is a worse death, fire or water.(burning or drowning) *fire I'd hate to melt*

2. do you believe it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all? *yes the joy of love lasts forever*

3. are the best things in life free? *love to me is the best thing and it's free so yes.*

4. is the greatest joy one can feel is to love and to be loved in return? *yes*

5. could you die without regrets if the one you loved knew you loved them? *also yes*


now a pic.


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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I'm lazy and tired here at... 3 am...
so I'm gonna post one of my very first poems,
if you didn't see it b4 enjoy.

My Fire

I once was a nutrual warm,
the way everyone is made,
the cold world transformd me,
turned me into the bitter icy cold,
I was silent and cold lashing out,
randomly at the world,
then I met you,
with your burning anger,
the flames of vengence and hate,
the time I spent with you,
the cold exterior melted away,
melted away with the flames of another kind,
love and passion were the names,
the titals of these flames,
even though your gone and I've returned to ice,
my fire for you remains forever on the inside,
my fire is on the inside...

random ?'s
1) name- real or user I don't care.

2) is there someone precious to you, one you'll do anything for? if so who?

3) uhh... ... fav color.

4) do you like hentai, yaoi,
or yuri?

5)do you like my site?

6) will you be my friend even when the world plunges into utter darkness?
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

the sun rises,
the sun sets,
another day here,
another day gone,
so what if time passes,
as I'm alone,
I watch the clock tick,
and time goes on,
slowly slowly,
tick tick,
then you come along,
at noon or so,
we hang and play,
but the time still flies,
so what if it passes,
we are still here,
the night has come,
who would have known,
it could be so fast,
but who cares about it,
the passing of time,
it doesn''t matter,
I'm here with you,


*blush*
today I'm feeling a little perverted
so if you don't like that kind
of stuff do NOT look at the fallowing pic.









I warned you
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Friday, July 21, 2006

DO NOT READ IF SQUEEMISH

hmm today was a good day,
authough a strange dream I had,
I was eating my food,
and my mother turned to me,
carved off her finger,
and tried to feed it to me,
i did not know why,
I regected it fully,
there was no blood,
only the severed finger.
-_- am I crazy?


a quiz result.
nn
nWhat Inuyasha Villain Are You?n
nHosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.n

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

it's a rare feeling,
of happieness in my heart,
i will live it up,
for this summer,
I am with my love,
Bladez of angina,
heh heh I can actually smile,
for real,
without lie,
so here a quiz result,
to go with this poem,
of glad,

What Will You and Your Couple Look Like?::male and female:: by angel_drifter
Name:
Partners/want to be Partners name:
How Long Have You Know Them:
What You Look Like As A Couple:
What Makes Them Special:	they treat you like you are the only one for them
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

silence cannot save me any longer,
speaking,
i used to get yelled at,
so I just stopped,
now if I do not speak,
they yell louder.
what am I to do,
but just die on the inside,
then soon on the out,
for I know you were the only one who could save me,
from this nightmare,
and now you are gone,
and I'm here to die,
alone...
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Friday, May 19, 2006

drifting drifting,
can't find my way,
don't know where I am,
don't know my way,

did I ever have a way,
did I ever know where I was,
was there ever someone who cared,
i don't know,

I don't think,
because then the confusion spreads,
and I lose my mind,
so here I am zuruzuru zuruzuru drifting drifting,
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