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Monday, January 8, 2007

Killing Me....

Like i told you ppl b4 my bf's parents dont approve of our relationship and now they're planning on him not seeing me anymore...by bf and i dont wanna be apart...but his parents told him he cant date till he's 16. I promised him I'd wait for him till that day wen we can be together again forever, but idk...i cant stop cry knowing tht things wont be the same and i cant tell him i love him cuz it could ruin his relationship with his parents...i just dont know wat too do...im scared....that becuz be4 he and i went out i tried to kill myself so many times...and he was my end to tht..but im afraid if he leaves...and even tho he'll still love me...im scared tht i might revert into the person i was b4 i met him...im starting to feel like im tht old person right now...and i cant take it...i'm crying for this pain to stop but sadly it wont till i can be in his arms again...itll be hard...3 years without him...i might just...i might just hav to...but i cant i promised to be with him wen he's of age...but this pain wownt stop..its killing me...i cant stand it....i might just...

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