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myOtaku.com: Maiden of life
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Thanx to a Friend
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My bf broke my heart as most of you know, but it was becuz he was trying to figure out wat path he was to take. Even if he broke my heart i still love him and last night as i was remembering all the time we had together he up and said the words i longed so much to hear--"I love always and forever I promise and sorry for the misunderstanding". I was so relieved to hear that and my heart slowly began to repair itself but not without precaution of course. My heart was shattered and tht pain hurt so much to bear that for now, even though i want to believe him, there is no reassurance that everything will be ok. So i've learned to kinda let go of him, sadly i hav to do this of my sake. I wish there was a way i could see into his heart to know for sure whether or not he truly loves me always and forever as he says...but there's not. But that won't stop me from loving him...and even in the end...if he doesnt love me and breaks his promise...it's ok cuz all i want is for him to be happy...that means the most. Though things are rocky right now i will be strong for the ppl who care. It was all thnx to a true and wise friend. She told me "We're only allowed to wander in the dark with our eyes closed for a short amount of time; after that, if you keep wandering with your eyes closed, you won't realize when someone comes around holding a lantern for you, and believe me, you don't want to let that happen. You might get dizzy, eyes open and not seeing anything, and you may fall regardless, but if you die, then your story will be a suspense novel burned halfway. It'll be gone forever, and if you love him, for the SAKE of him and us, plz don't do anything like that. We're always here for you and we're always carrying lanterns to help so plz... don't give up. You'd have never even experienced love had you let yourself die before." Thanx to this, I have desided to accept his love even if he seems to be reluctant because I still love him, and wen i promised always and forever i really meant it. Becuz he was the one who was the 1st to bring me a lantern. Inside i thought that i was dead til he came...that was the most special moment in my life...cuz like a sirens song he rescued me. And it's thanx to this friend who wrote the comment above that I am able to be strong and hope angain... So Tigra THANKS!!!^__^
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