Thursday, February 1, 2007

+ I'll love you always Mel, never forget 2-1-06 +

Ok, so I haven't posted in a while and so I'm not going to promise that I'll update more. I will promise that I'll post on the big issues in my life, and I'll comment you guys when I get the chance. Now for the purpose of this post. One year ago today, 2-1-06, one of my friends, Mel, commited suicide. So this is a post to remember her and here's a poem. To Realize "to realize the value of a sister, ask someone who doesnt have one. to realize the value of 10 years, ask a newly divorced couple. to realize the value of 4 years, ask a graduate. to realize the value of 1 year, ask a student who failed the final exam. to realize the value of 9 months, ask a mother who gave birth to a new born. to realize the value of 1 month, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby. to realize the value of one week ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. to realize the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet. to realize the value of one minute, ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane. to realize the value of one second, ask a person who has survived an accident. to realize the value of one millisecond, ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics to realize the value of a friend you have to lose one." Sorry if this put a shadow on your day, for that's not the meaning, nor is it for you to pitty. Just remember everyone not to take things for granted in life, tell your friends you love them often, and take the opportunities life gives you. Forget the grudges and remember the good times you've had, when you look back on your past you'll remember the fun you've had. You can't go back to fix your mistakes nor will you get a 'redo' in life. Give no excuses and have no regrets. Time Flies.

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

+ I

Time: 6:12 pm Mood: Neutral Listening to: Damn Regret by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Hello, everyone! If it wasn't for running I would go crazy, I even have withdrawls if I miss a day of running, lol. Nothing much new here. The only thing is that Kati, Hieu. & I are plotting, lol, this shall be interesting with us. So here's the story & hopefully I make it short. Kati kind of likes Heiu & he kind of likes her but they're still getting to know each other. There's this guy in my P.E. class that I kind of like, not for sure yet though. He's really nice, funny, & calm but I hardly know him. He's friends with Hieu though. So Hieu & I came up with let's have a movie night to help break the ice with everyone. We got Kati in on this. Our plan was to have it next Friday so Hieu doesn't have wrestling but the other guy is leaving for Michigan on winter break so now we're revising the plot to have it on next Thursday on the early out, so that way he can come. Well, I have to go eat so I might be able to visit, but I don't know. Be safe, later days!

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Monday, December 11, 2006

+ Sick of This School +

Time: 6:49 pm Mood: Angered Listening to: It's So Simple by Saosin Ok, I've managed to post two days in a row, yay! So with the subject title. I was running after school with Kati today and when we ran by the wrestling room we stopped for a drink & talked to Megan & Keely (wrestling managers) a bit when our Sports Director walks up, doesn't even lower his voice or call me aside and says, "Haze, are you planning on playing soccer this year?" Me- "Yea." Jenson- "Well you better get your grades up cause right now you'd be ineligable. Your season isn't that long anyways." He also stated what my grades where in those particular classes out loud in front of about 5 or 6 people who have no buisness knowing. I'm pissed, I know my grades are my reasponsibility & my fault if they're bad, but he doesn't have the right to say this infront of whomever he pleases. In this year alone I've dealt with harassment, vandilism done to my truck while it was in the school parking lot, & being stalked by a classmate which the school has done nothing about any of this, they treated each of them as a joke. Jenson during that incident violated my rights, Buckley Amendment, about sharing my grades with people who don't need to know. My parents are angry to say the least & it looks like I'm going to have to switch schools, not only because of whats happened to me, but many other incedents at our school which make it un-safe. I'm refusing to run cross country or play soccer for any other school though, I love my team mates & I've already laid down my fondation & I'm not starting over with that, having to work my way up all over again. Varsity cross country as a freshman & back up sweeper for soccer to the Senior Capt. who was also my sister, I've worked for that and I'm not losing it. So yea, that's all that's new here. Please listen to the song in the profile. It's If I Am by Nine Days. And what do you think of the new theme? That's all from here. Be safe, later days!

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

+ Disapearing Act is Over +

Mood: Bored Time: 12:17 pm Listening to: Damn Regret by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Ok, so I've relized that I keep promising to stay on here and how I'll stay active and then I go missing for a month, lol, well my new vowe is to post here once a week or at least once every other week. This should become easier with winter break on the way. Now for little notes on what have happened with me since I've been gone. + Cross Country is over. + I lost a bet with the cross country boys capt. and now have to dye my hair blonde. + I've joined the school's T.A.T.U. group (Teens Against Tabacoo Use). + My 16th B-Day was Nov. 23, yes that was Thanksgiving. + I have 2 new pet rats from my B-Day. + I also had a lobster. + For my B-Day party had a band play (Aternicy, check them out on myspace please) and the cops came about 5 times telling us to turn down the volume, lol. + I need a job. + I have my license now. + I'm going to start running on Monday to get in shape for soccer which starts in March, lol. Again, sorry I haven't been here. My to-do list for today is home work, visit people here, change profile, and play video games. I'm also going to be cutting down my friends list, since I'm prone to disapearing. Well, that's all for now. Be safe, later days! +P.S.+ I've just finished the new theme, it's now Naruto, If I Am. I'm going to miss the Sing Your Heart Out one though, I really liked it.

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Saturday, October 7, 2006

+ Haven't Been Here In A While +

Time: 10:14 am Mood: Good Listening to: Lips Like Morphine by Kill Hannah Sorry I haven't been here in ages, been pretty busy. I'll try to post here on a weekly or every other week basis. I've been trying to post here for a couple weeks but haven't been able to find the time. Here a couple things that have happened since I've been here: -Caught a mouse at cross country practice, took it home and named it Queso(cheese in spanish). The day before I was to set it free again, it got loose in my room. It ended up getting loose twice *sigh* We caught it and set it free though. -Erik and I broke up. He still a really sweet guy, but it just wasn't working. I was his first GF who lived out of town from him and he wasn't used to making sure to call back or just to call when I hadn't called him for a couple of days. -I took out a cymbal player at band. He was tying his shoe when we were practicing and the bass drum line backs up right in line of where he was and my being first in the line ends up falling on him bass drum and all, lol. It really hurt too! Luckily the cymbal player isn't bad looking, lol. -I have one more meet for the cross country season, after that I told coach I'm going to be a manger for him so I go with those who make it to the state meet, lol. -Our home coming is on the 21st! I'm going with my ex, Erik's old room mate Derek, lol, they were like best friends too. Well Derek is awesome and kicks major butt so it's going to be a good time. - The new Evanescence CD came out the other day in case you didn't know, it's called Through The Open Door. On the same day the new X-Men movie came out, X-3. Kicks butt, both of'em. - The new season of BSG(Battle star Galactica) started last night! Kicked butt 2 hour long episode, lol Well today I have my last band competion of the year. Our show is called Dreams, or teach put a couple of songs together to make it look like some one's dream. We have a bed on the field too and Laura(class mate) is shown being tucked into it and then running around in her dream, it's pretty cool. The songs we play are Return of the Animals(It's really slow, don't let the animals part make you think it fast) this where Laura is tucked into bed, City of Angels Theme Laura wakes up in her dream and is in a 'chase', Halo Theme!/Way of the Sword Theme the nightmare/horror part of the dream, it makes it look like some one close to Laura gets sent to war(this isn't suposed to offend anyone in anyway, our teach said that he didn't want like goblin scary to cheesey and that sending some one to war would make the crowd relate and it would be pretty scary to have some one you cared for being sent off) and they don't come back for whatever reason(flags get to use riffles finally), then we play Ice Dance which is suposed to be loss or remorse, and then for a complete change of the mood cause let's face it dreams never make sense Agustus Gloop from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! Lol, I love this song the bass drums and quints get to run around the field looking stupid and we(the bass drums, yes I'm a girl and carry that huge bass drum) started to do this salsa dance and then the band stole it! How dare they! Well, now our whole band is doing the salsa at the begining of the song. At the end the bass drums do another little dance thing, it's pretty fun cause we're right next to the Tubas(Basses and Tubas are the sections that are best friends pretty much) and they're dancing too. This song is just complete and uter chaos, lol. I'm such a band geek. Now that I've made this post uber long, I'm going to go and get my things packed for the band trip. When I get home I'll come visit you all. Be Safe, Later Dayz! ^-^

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Monday, August 21, 2006

+ It's Been So Long +

Time: 6:39pm Mood: Good Listening to: I Can See Your Point by The Mascara Story Hey! Sorry it's been so long. I had to finish up my math class this summer, then band camp started and so did cross country. Well, here are some pics from camp. While I was there I got a BF, yay! He's such a sweet heart! Alexa, Emma, and Bret Bret after Alexa and Emma put his hair in pigtails My RA Bryan. We asked him random awkward questions each night. (Where do babies come from? What happened to all the unicorns? What's Batman's real name? Boxers or briefs?If you had a monkey what would you name it? Is it awkward seeing 3 girls pushing 2 mattresses across a hallway?) Bryan after we asked him if he had a knee fetish. Bryan, Thomas(my RA last year), and Roan(head RA) AKA Robocop. This Derek cross dressing in Emma's clothes. Derek and I cross dressing. I'm wearing his clothes, including his pants. Derek found a random object. Derek liked the random object..... Derek could do all these crazy handstands and flips. Derek and me play DDR. He didn't like his pic being taken, lol. Erik and Derek playing DDR. DDR got violent. I was a dirty chain mail hooker! This is my BF Erik, he has really blue eyes. Kieth in a tunic from class. Emma doodled all the way up my leg on the last night 'til 2 in the morning. The sticker says 'Stop Killing People'. Graffiti white rabbit. Thomas can do the spilts! All else that's new is that band camp started, I'm playing bass drum this year. Went to Anime Iowa, fun. XC practice started, woo hoo! On Wednesday school starts for us, uhhg. I have to go eat dinner now, then I will get on again and comment people since I haven't in forever! Be Safe, Later Dayz! ^-^ (Quote for the day- Why are you mooing at me? -Allison)

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

+ BACK +

Time: 4:25pm Mood: Good Listening to: Stab My Back by All American Rejects Hey guys! I'm back from camp! Well, I got back on the 15th but turns out mom broke my computer again, so we had to get it fixed. I also come home to find out my truck is in the shop, not cool. Well camp was fricken awesome and I wish I could go back *cries* meeeeeeeh! OK I'll show the pics later, they take forever to resize and all that crap so yea. That's all for now, can't visit I got behind in math and I need to catch up a whole chapter and it's a hard one. Be Safe, Later Dayz! ^-^

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Friday, July 7, 2006

* ATTENTION +

Time: 3:36pm Mood: Good Listening to: 37mm by A.F.I. ~OK guys, I have news for you all. I will be going to camp for a week and I am leaving Sunday, so I won't be here for a bit. It's an educational camp, I'm taking a class called Midevil Worlds (sp?). Yay! Fun fun, woo hoo. ~I am now done with drivers ed, I passed. I still have math class though, Monday-Thursday 10:45am-1:15pm. That goes 'til June 27, unless I get done sooner. ~I have to get moving on my cosplay so that will also eat up a lot of time. I really need the skirt done and to order my other items. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~I rented FF7 Advent Children, I'm in love with it! Mitch is going to come over and watch it lol. The other day he spotted my Cloud figurine and he almost stole it! Grrr! That's two people who tried, he didn't make it out of my room with it but Iris got all the way to the back porch and almost left with him! He's mine! My Cloud! *hugs Cloud* ~Another good movie is My First Mister, it's funny. Best line in that whole movie is "Dad!" Lol, you have to watch in order to get that. ~Emma and I played DDR the other day, it was fun. I have Inside Your Heart stuckin my head. I started singing it in the car during drivers ed, my teach was scared, lol. That's my favorite song on the game. ~That's all I have to say, so you won't hear from me 'til I get back from camp. I'll try to visit you all sometime before I leave. I might go see Pirates of the Caribean tonight though so I might visit some of you tomorrow. Hope you all had a happy 4th, we had a shitty fireworks display. My uncle(he's beat all the FF games) and I played FF games 'til we couldn't talk about anything else. We wanted to break into the Chem labs at the school so we could make our own fire works show. Be Safe, Later Dayz! ^-^

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Monday, July 3, 2006

+ Busy +

Time: 1:27pm Mood: Good Listening to: Miyavi Hey guys! OK so I got my hair cut the other day and here are some pics. Well we're having on and off storms here so I don't know if I'll be bale to run or bike today. (Call me Emma if you want to exercise with me) Pics of what I'm wearing to A.I. coming soon! Yesturday Allison and I went shopping. I got bows for my hair and some ear rings and lip ring. Ba(my grandma) got me the new Lost Prophets cd, I'm in love with it! ^^ After that I went to watch Onee-san play soccer. She was supposed to play Onii-kun's team but he wasn't there. So it was teams Los Bucaneros vs. Master Debators. Lol! OK a couple bands you should check out on YouTube.com: Band- Lost Prophets <--I'm in love Songs- Rooftops or Last Train Home Singer- Miyavi Song- Jibun Kaku<--Current myspace song Band- Gazette <--I'm addicted Songs- Reila, Zetsu, Ruder, Shadow, Miseinen Be Safe, Later Dayz! ^-^

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Saturday, July 1, 2006

+ Chores +

Time: 10:41am Mood: Good Listening to: Trashed and Scattered by Avengend Sevenfold OK, today I have a lot of chores I need to get done. I'm doing major work on my room. Mom said she'd take me to re-pierce my ears once my room is done. Allison and I have plans to hang out later today and Emma will come in to the mix cause we have evil plans, mwahahahaha! Lol, anyways.(Emma if you read this, don't leave your house and work on your San costume!) Yesturday I went to Iowa City for an ortho appointment and I also got my hair cut. Once I actually get around for the day I'll take pics and put them up. Also with those pics for my costume for A.I. sorry they're so big, I ment to adjust them but forgot. I'll fix that later and re post them. That's all for now. I'm not sure if I'll be able to visit, if I do it'll be later tonight. Be Safe, Later Dayz! ^-^ (34 days 'til A.I.!)

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