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Monday, July 25, 2005


plz give me advice ppl, im no good with social drama!
Time 12:55 Mood: depressed and pissed off Listening to: Wings

ok ppl, well as of last night my life as gone dramaticly down hill. first off our AC broke along with the hot water heater, mum caused a seen at the local Pizza Hut, that ended up with mum and dad arguing yet again, and well i broke my own rule: while going out with one guy, dont consider another guy or u'll doubt ur relationship and all hell will brake lose.

well, as all the things stated in yesturdays post bout Will, i did break up with him cuz i never see him or get to talk to him, and well i considered another guy, take ur best guess on who, Jared from yesturdays post. well we were constantly flirting and hanging out and i ended up falling for him.(this is where things get complicated) i wanted to ask Jared out but like any human was afraid he would say no, but i figured after all the flirting he would most likely say yes, so i broke up with Will cuz i didnt want to ask Jared out while i was still with Will incase he said yes and i could've stayed with Will incase he said no and Will would never know the difference but i decided since i never see him just to end it. and so at work today we were flirting and later i asked Jared out, and he answered that he "didn't want a girlfriend right now." and so basicly i screwed myself over thinking that Jared would go out with me and i broke up with Will in the prosses and everything is a huge mess cuz Blaine(from camp) and i where talking on the phone and he likes me and he is wondering if he'll ever have a chance with me, and now im caught up with a social problem with 3 guys, one i just dumped and probly wont want to go back out with me, another who likes me but lives far away and id never see him, and another who i like who just rejected me. and so right now im just in mass chaos in my head and so ppl plz give advice on what i should do cuz i have no idea and its already blowing up in my face and apparently Blaine talked to Chris so now i can see it blowing up in my face even more so. and to put this simpley i dumped Will for Jared and Jared said no and now i have no one. and after all this u would say that Jared is a jerk but he isnt he's really sweet and i just dont know. im glad i have an ortho tomorrow so i dont have to go to work and put up with all this. well sry for ranting bout that and sry im not going to anyones sites today cuz im afraid i'll just blow up so this is it for the day.
EDITY!:im in the process of changing themes, Gundam SEED to Rurouni Kenshin

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