Wednesday, April 27, 2011

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Have not updated since I got out of the hospital.. Well you guys should know, I did relapse briefly. My weight went back down, not AS low but low nonetheless. However I worked on it with the help and support of my friends, family, and an outpatient treatment program, and I am currently at 98 pounds. It's a struggle, and the honest truth is that my ED will always be there, and I will always be fighting this battle. However I have been able to eat more normally than I have in years! Hence why we are going out for Mexican tonite.. or not really why, but how I am able to :)
Grant and I are very serious. It feels weird, because everyone in our group seems to be settling down! Remi and Miles have been settled down since junior high so that's nothing new. But I still can't believe Mina has a family now! And that Gretchen is engaged, and plans to start a family soon hahah. My sister Kat is also in a pretty serious relationship with a Russian guy hahahah. As for Brita, she just broke things off with a guy she was dating for like 2 or 3 years. She's so strong and independent! She's focusing on herself and her career, so proud of her! She's only 20 years old, she sees no reason to settle down at this age. Remi and Miles really are the only acceptable exception hahah. Seriously, WHO dates someone since the 6th grade consistently? SOULMATES, that's who. They've been 'engaged' since sophomore or junior year of high school. Remi is not rushing into a wedding. She's enjoying her old people relationship, early nights in with Miles, drinking tea and watching reality tv hahaha.
As for me and Grant, we've been together for like 2 years officially? idk honestly, I don't care about stuff like that. I only really had 1 serious relationship before him. Remember Nicky? Well we're still good friends. And if ever I DID marry Grant, Nicky would be there hahaha. But things are effortless with Grant, and that's what I love!

Mom and Dad invited him to come along with us to Russia this year! I am so excited! Grant has offered to pay for himself countless times but my dad is way too hard-headed an rich to let that happen.. haha I don't brag about money but it's no secret my father has always loved spoiling me. So in the fall probably, my parents, Kat, her boyfriend, Grant and I (along with the Russian family we have in America- Naty will come, and some others I've never mentioned here) will go over to Mother Russia for probably a month :) Grant gets to meet ALL my family!! I am so excited! I take advantage of any chance I get to 'live' in Russia. Though California and LA is my home, I don't think anything can ever really beat Russia for me. This works out because I had to withdraw from school when I was hospitalized, and I havent gone back yet. I'm in no rush, honestly. I don't know what I'm gonna do just yet, but I'm finding myself. Kat is graduating, so she'll have time. And I think Grant is gonna end up working with my dad.. he's in school but nothing that can't be..adjusted. heheh.

Okay so Remi and I have to go meet the boys now. Hopefully we can catch a movie after. I will definitely try to update more often, it's so therapeutic!
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