Thursday, July 21, 2005

Hmm....
I seem to have to atone for my sins.

What I have done can be cruel to some, but in exchange I could receive things that others cannot and opportunities will pass by, I know, but in my years I could recieve little things that make my life matter...of course I can get large things too! :3

Sigh, this is a good day kinda...no sleep though...I beaten Final Fantasy VII yesterday and Nanaki can do over 5000 attack per hit! :3 But yeah, I LOVE YOU NANAKI!!!
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Jessica Called...
She wanted to ask to see if I would go to the Youth Group thing at a different church that I dont even know where it is at...some kind of thing where we do stuff for charity and box food up...sound boring to me, that is because I am not a charity type of person...I do great things but to me, giving away stuff is a big hassle if you dont even get good things yourself, yeah, I am selfish...a little, but sure helping the homeless or whatever makes you feel good but it is a great waste of time.

I was talking to my lil' pups when I was also talking to Jess, on the phone, I kissed my dog Freedom and Jess said something like, 'did you just give me a kiss over the phone?' I said no, that I was kissin my dog, but she just said that I was just usin that as a cover up or somethin', why would I lie about that...the next thing I know I go outside to let my pups out cause Bear woke up and I needed to take them out to do their business ya? But I took them out and I clearly said,"Wow, its a beautiful day today...maybe I should go swimming" and the thing she said for me to go to was around 6:00 pm to go to her house so she can show me where this church is...I dont really like churches...their bad news for me. But when I said that thing when I walked outside, she hung up on me...I dont really feel like going, she thinks that I have a secret crush on her and that I am just using my boyfriend Mike as a thing just to make her get to me, I can be hard to get, but when the opportunity to get Mike was at hand, I went straight for it...sigh...I always think of that day when he went to school to get me, I regret not introducing him to Jess though...but she did get to know him a little, but I'll tell you mates somethin about him, he told me that he was Jewish. :3 Nothin wrong with them, I admire their way for not eatin pork...lol...not a big fan of pigs either. I love him, even if he is a Jew, my brother hates Jews, dont know why, they are just like everyone else and they had a hard time with the Germans...oh and one thing...my brother is German...he was born in Germany...I have been there...well, gotta go mates...c'ya later! Chao!
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Healing...
My body is healing faster than normal people do, my body doesnt ache and yes I am still kind of sinsitive to hot water. I didnt use to. Yesterday, was quiet, I did alot of the chores around the house without being asked, I do that, my parents forget that they ask my brother too much and they think that they were asking me later on. Kinda crazy huh? But I did a great job, I am just doing my chores so that when my boyfriend comes in 8 more days, they'll either allow him to stay the night or I would go down to Dallas,OR with him! I am excited for that...it has been lonely, maybe my parents would pay me for the chores that I have done and me and my boyfriend could go and have a nice long lunch together, or we can grab food and go to a nice beautiful forest that has a water effect in it, a romantic quarrel in the forest together, eating...lol...*blushes* I am being pretty goofy. ;]

Yesterday I was playing Final Fantasy 7, the old one and I have gotten farther than what I currently had, I think I am at the last boss...I think...it's when the whole gang finds Sethiroth in a materia Holy in the deep crater in the Earth, in the very bottom of Gaia, the monsters there are tough, but my Nanaki(Red XIII) can kick there asses with 1300 or more per hit and he can hit about 2x per one main attack, but I cant kill Sethy because he keeps on using Blizzagga or something like that on himself and he gets healed like 6000 or so and my Bahamut summon only does 5000 and more but Sethy keeps on doing it and I could only summon Bahamut 4 or so times in a battle...I beat weapon though! :3 But anyway my characters have very good Limit breaks!

Yuffie

LEVEL 1
Greased Lightning
Clear Tranquil
LEVEL 2
Landscaper
Bloodfest
LEVEL 3
Gauntlet

Cloud

LEVEL 1
Braver
Cross-slash
LEVEL 2
Blade Beam
Climhazzard
LEVEL 3
Meteorain
Finishing Touch

Nanaki

LEVEL 1
Sled Fang
Lunatic High
LEVEL 2
Blood Fang
Stardust Ray
LEVEL 3
Howling Moon
Earth Rave

I always use these people, and personally Nanaki is my favorite! He is a lion! :3 And I use Earth Rave with him alot of the time, I should use Howling Moon on Nanaki so that his strength is way more stronger, but I think it makes him beserk but his attack is tripled...I think...oh, and I havent gotten Vincent yet, I dont know the code to get in his vault in Neblehiem or something like that where Cloud and Tifa grew up. I'll level up my characters and see if I can kill Sethy later, oh and Nanaki is the strongest out of the whole group!

Oh yeah...my summons too, I forgot to tell you what summons I have!

Shiva
Ifrit
Hades
Choco/Mog
Leviathan
Bahamut
Neo Bahamut
Rumuh
Phoenix
Titan
Kjata

Those are my summons...I dont know if that is all of them...but oh well...yesterday I also drew pics! I finished a picture for a request with Cloud and Nanaki, and I drew a picture of Kite off of .HACKsign the videogame. Kinda crappy I think but it is still good...I think...but I'll let you guys decide when I upload them when school starts. Well, I gotta go peoples! C'ya!
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Lol...pain, too much pain!
Okay, yesterday I told ya that I went swimming, ya? Well, we went to a river rapid place called Wagonwheel, I have been pushing myself over the limit to climb up the speeding rapids, sure some of the gusts of water pushed me down a little, or I let go for my whole body ached, but I still pushed myself, my whole body, meaning my legs, chest, and arms hurt like hell. My hands where numb and bleeding so I could barely carry stuff without them slipping out of my hands, and my feet felt so tired and brused that I had trouble walking. I had fun, I want to do it again, but after my body has healed its wounds. Well, talk to ya guys later! C'ya.
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Monday, July 18, 2005

Sorry...
I had fun staying at my friends house playin Final Fantasy: Crystal Cronicles, I came back a day or so ago, lol. I cant really remember! :3 But, yesterday was the worst, (I think that is how it is spelled.) my father was really angry and well, he woke me and my brother up at 10:00 in the morning, he made us do chores while he was outside, he said that we havent been doing chores since school went into summer, its a lie, I like doing chores, but not outside chores, unless if it is to water the plants and garden that we have outside, I should draw a map of my house to show you what my house looks like, ya know, a blue print. But all my brother did as I worked my ass off, I did the clean dishes, the dirty dishes, sweep and mop the floor, cleaned up the entire yard and stacked wood, the only thing my brother did was sit on his ass watching me do it, when father gets into viewing range, he gets up and pretends that he is working, its hard I was sweating really bad, it was hott out there in the morning. But Jess called, I talked to her for a while and I decided that I could try and get her some friends from the friends' daughters or sons of my mother's work. My mom likes her, she thinks that Jess has a good personality and can tell that she likes me, remember I already told my mother that I was gay, but I think that she is only worried about me because of the people out there who kill homosexuals...that is too bad yeah? Oh, and my boyfriend told me while I was in school that in Dallas,OR, one of his gay friends was killed down there, it was bad, I felt sorry and more scared of the world, but my boyfriend gives me the strength I need to overcome the fear. But yeah, today it is going to get hott agian! :3 Wee! Well, we are going to go swimming agian today, so watch out, here I come! :3
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Final Fantasy: The Crystal Cronicles
My cronicle has started, my dairy for the journey has started yet for 4 years in the world, my home town is Citrius, I am joined with my friends in my adventure and will strive and fight for the treasures we come across are very great, mythril is a rare stone and I have gotten many with no sweat though I have died only twice, thank god my companions help out when they can, so do I, in the money department.

Translation:

I am spending the night over at my friends and together we are play my game FF:TCC, its fun when playing multiplayer! We are going over to Chris's today and we are going to play it with 4 people! :3 Yay! I am having fun! :3
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Excited!
Okay, yesterday my boyfriend e-mailed me. And guess what? He is going to come down to see me on the 28 of this month, he first is going to stay here, and then I'll be going down to his house for his birthday! :3

I am so glad that he is okay! :3 Sorry I didnt write yesterday, my brother was being a pain in the ass. I havent heard from Jess either...hmm, maybe she is mad at me? But silence is finally served, I like to be alone for a while...I done like to be handled by people I dont find sexually attractive, but she should just move on ya?

I'll tell ya what my favorite chip is! :3

Tostitos: Hint of Lime! :3 Mmm, tart and tangy! :]

Okay well, I better get going and get ready for him to come down here and stuff! :3 C'ya!
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Monday, July 11, 2005

Pow Wow Over, thank GOD!!!
Thank goodness the trip is over, the trip itself was fun, but with Jessica all over me, it drove me nuts. I set up my tent when I first got there and throughout the weekend she followed me most of the places I went. I NEED PRIVACY TOO YA KNOW!!! When I go in my tent she asks if she can come in, I say, "sure, why not?" she comes in when I am drawing and leans on me as if she were my girlfriend, I felt uncomfortable and I couldnt do anything without her hurting me. Holding me, GOD SHE IS GETTING ON MY BODIES NERVES!! She has offically gotten too involved in my affairs. I have a boyfriend and anyways I am gay and she is straight and she said that she has given up on guys (yeah right). She is nice but I dont like her that way and she needs to respect my space and my devotion to my boyfriend, this, what she is doing is ruining everything, my heart and soul. Her father is indian and her mother is well, normal, she lives with a great loving family, I dont know why she cant just get along with them.

I got back yesterday, tired ya?

On my trip I only had $20 dollars to spend and I got good things too! I got one thing for my mother, a necklace made of crystal and amythst. I got a necklace of a sword with a dragon inscription on the back. And to show how much I love my boyfriend, I bought him a Rose Quartz (lover's jewel), it was pink at first, I clensed it and it began to turn purple, I love it so, my boyfriend will cherish it, that I know! :3

I had alot of problems with Jessica there that the Pow Wow but she just doesnt know how to give a GAY GUY like me some SPACE!!! o.o'

Gotta go!
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Friday, July 8, 2005

I'm ready, I'm reday! :3
Lol, its Friday, my time to leave to Grand Round is around 3:30 pm, this is going to be a weird trip, my first time actually going somewhere with a girl that has a big-time crush on me. I will stand my distance from her when she acts weird, but she is my friend, this is going to be fun! :]

Yesterday I went shopping with my mother, I got two colorful shorts that can be used for swimming, and I LOVE THEM! When I put them on and sit down...they make my package look bigger. O.O' I hope Jessica doesnt think...about it...and I got this awesome muscle shirt that is a navy blue color, or darker...it is really hot on my body! :3 But yeah, it is going to be fun! :3 Chao!
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Thursday, July 7, 2005

Pow Wow, and some other stuff...
Okay, this Friday, tomorrow, today, whatever, I am going to the Pow Wow with my friend Jessica, she really would get upset if I didnt go with her, my mother gave me $20 dollars to spend there for passing my permit test, I have to buy my boyfriend something for his birthday, and you know what is weird about that?

My birthday - February 1

My BF birthday - August 1

Our birthdays are on the first of our months, that is extremely alot in common! I am trying to get my boyfriend something lionish, like a statue or I can get matching t-shirts with lions on them so that we could wear them on the same day together or something! I am mostly packed for the trip, I need to take my GBA with my KingdomHearts/Chain of Memories and my Sonic Advance 3 game, it is fun...time to charge the GBA...and I will be taking lots of white paper to draw my characters, a hinged planning pad to draw maps and stuff on to give my ideas where stuff best look at places, and college ruled notebook paper to write the biograhies and other crap down that I would need to write to help my comic, "Lion's Embrace" I hope you all are waiting for me to post pictures of my comic, it is going to be a series so you are going to see lots more where this came from. Well, gotta do my laundry and clean my room, I feel for a cleaning, and cookin', I made shrimp stir fry yesterday and it was delish! ;p

C'ya friends, gotta go!

Steven~
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