Friday, June 24, 2005

Summer comic...
As I told you guys...I go the front pic of the title done...I need a background to it and some other characters. I have a confession too...I am not a Japanese animetor...I am an American artist...for I draw best...furry characters...not human animation like the Japanese do...I am not that good with them...but I am even better with my art on furries...(I think that is the appropriate term for it) I dont really draw porn but I am gonna get close to it...but anyway...the comic, Lion's Embrace is mainly about the main character and his lion lover. They are both lions but they go through things and stuff...I'll try to make it sound very realistic as much as I can and add some fantasy too it. Make it sound as if they were real, right?! I need to think up some animal characters...not just big cats and wolves and dragons...some others too...the main character is younger than his boyfriend lion...but the main character is a bit different than the other lions...I'll make him...well...have bizarre markings or something...but I will have some human characters in there so dont worry, I probably will create some weird story line and everything, I will also probably color it too. I need some good names to think up too. Hmm...okay...I'll start drawing them tonight and see how much I can do...

Oh...and the comic thing I am lookin up...Circles' I know 2 of the main characters names...the otter guy's name is Douglas and the Cheetah's is Ken...I think Ken is a gigalo or something...thats what I read up...I think...and they are both gay...*meep* but hey...they are my favorite characters on there because they are hott and cute...as far as I know...lol...they are attractive...woo! :3
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I...am lost....
Okay...I took the test today...I...failed...I got a 76%...my father said that I would've passed if I got one more question right...I am going in on Monday to retake the test...I am studying once more...and my grandparents are here...*meep* I hope they dont take my room to sleep in...they dont know what goes on in my bed...if ya know what I mean...and plus...having the old people smell in my bed...such a big turn off...but I'll have to clean my bedding before I sleep in them again if they do sleep on my bed...okay...well...hmm...well...have ta go peoples...c'ya.
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Nervous so really nervous...
I am really anxious to get "Circles" and well...I have to wait until I get some money...this job...I hope I get...the test tomorrow...I hope I pass...and well...I just hope everything goes my way and I want to really get that "Circles" pic so so bad!!! I'll post it...if I remember how to do that. Okay...wish me luck friends! :3
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

Big Day...
Today is gonna be so hard. I woke up and right now it is 5:00 am...I cant sleep...I actually woke at 4:00 sharp...anyway I have to study for my exam tomorrow and take the test tomorrow for the thing I am studying for...lol...too much writing eh? But my grandparents are coming over tomorrow too and well...I have ta clean my room. But thanks to my dearest friend Yaoishoujo here, she gave me information on a comic book series called "Circles" I love the way it looks and everything! :3 I got some pics and well...I LOVE IT...but...I have ta go now...clean up my room...hehe...okay...well...c'ya people (no I am not racist either...lol)
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

I am BACK! :3
*meep* sorry guys...I have been sleepin in...so I didnt have enough time for me to use the internet before my parents wake up...lol...they think I am looking up porn...well my dad does. But anyway yesterday I got Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memorys and I have been playing it for 10:50:13. I am only lvl 43 too. I thought this game was gonna suck but not really. Okay...but I have to go now! ;3 C'ya!
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Monday, June 20, 2005

Weekend?
This weekend...I couldnt do anything really...my unlce Dwane had a heart attack and so they came to our house for a barbeque...weird right? Because...Dwane was there...I was like...why is he here when he had a heart attack but the news reached us too late...meep, are we like leftovers or something because that family seems like they only want to have us known is to give them gifts on their parties and stuff when they dont even give me anything for my birthday...selfish scum...but oh well...their last gift was really crappy...I dont know what else to do ya? But yeah...I've been having these weird dreams lately...like...is any of this real...or not? (oh great...I know where I got that from...Kingdom Hearts) But I have been busy reading or...studying my DMV booklet...I am taking the test on Friday...and I have been playing my PS2 game RPGMaker2 it is graphical...but alot of it is confusing...I need to work on it still but I'll get it someday...okay...well...c'ya friends...lol.
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Friday, June 17, 2005

Thursday...
I studied yesterday...it was boring so I stopped for the reason that the information wouldnt stay in my mind at that point...but I decided to play the Nintendo 64 so I hooked it up and played it...*meep* I played The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask and Banjo-Tooie...I have more but they are that much to be playing...but it is going good for me here. I just hope I can get my drivers permit...if ya all are driving...just be sure not to be drinking a driving...or have at least under .08 alcohol in your body...okay...or dont park at least 10 feet from a fire hydrant or 15 feet across a fire department...or 7 1/2 feet from the train tracks...okay...lol...just testing out how much I can remember...c'ya later guys and gals! :3
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

I am going to study today...I was too bored yesterday night to actually get the information in my mind to stay there but I dont want to play video games today so I will study! Yesterday when quite okay...but it is early so it is time for me to shower myself really. I had a dream with my boyfriend last night, it was really great! But...really...kind of personal...hahaha, but I just hope ya all have a safe and fun summer, I dont want to hear that any of my friends are hurt! I have been safe...but scared at night for 2 nights...I dont really like it when I am alone...that was the last time I was out a day ago at night time...I wish that my boyfriend was there...but at that night...was the place where me and my boyfriend first went out to get to know each other, sigh...right next to Fred Meyers and sitting down at the bench near the water fountain...up surrounded by the trees, glimmering moonlight swept over our shadows, stars began to glitter as for I didnt see it then...that we were great for each other, my Leo...my dear sweet Leo. I will always treasure him dear, but I am sorry if I keep on talking about him...he just...he was the first one to actaully...change my life...he was the one who made me who I am today, I wasnt that shy because of him...I talked more because of him and I was more intouch with my inner soul and poet. I just...want to make it up to him...I'll draw him a one and only picture...he'll love it. Sorry people I havent started on my comic yet...I will begin once I get my permit...that is indeed a promise that I shall keep!

I will see you guys later and be safe this summer,

love,

your water guardian barrier
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Studying...
Okay...I am begining to study for my Drivers Permit Test...I have a great memory of it too...I only read it for 2 hours last night...I'll try to take the test tomorrow if I happen to finish the book tonight...I will...but I had Chinese not too long ago and I got a fortune cookie it read,

"You will have good luck in your personaly affairs."

I hope it is indeed true, ever sence Michael came into my life when I first moved here...I was more opened up about my sexualality...but I still hid it from my parents until this year from my mother. My Leo's mother knows that he is gay too...but...I am waiting for a good time to tell my mother if I do want to let her know...but my relationship with my boyfriend...I dont want to keep any secrets! I want to build a strong relationship with him. I'll talk to ya guys tomorrow! C'ya!
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Hey
*meep* this is taking forever. I am trying to try out the trial on EQ2 (Ever Quest 2) but my computer probably doesnt have that good of a graphics card or something....it pisses me off...none of the GM's could help me...this really sucks...but I thank Jessica for letting me borrow the demo...but I am not sure if I could play it...for my computer is too slow...*meep*...I'll need to work to upgrade it...I'll do it...just...really boring...okay...you guys...I'll see ya all later...sorry nothing really happened...
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