Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Sick...
Uh...my sickness has gotten worse...and I have to go to school...as I woke up this morning I threw up....I couldnt sleep...anyway...if the school wants me to call home...nobody is gonna be there due to my parents at work...so sick...I feel totally helpless now....
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

   Water!
I love water!


Water! You're a very sensitive person who can
almost smell it when someone around you feels
bad. Maybe you're a dreamer but you always care
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   ....
The world has layed to waste...
My soul aroused the life of my friends...
Without my spark...
I will surely set off another...
But...
Without my dear dear friends...
I am nothing...
Just like the dust, in the sky...

Well...thats how I kinda feel right now...having real bad trouble with my friends...saying things like...why did you dump Minasekun...its like they are trying to bring us together...

I made up my mind...I cannot go back...the future is now...I will follow the wind...I am a Aquarian...show me the path...to whom I seek...shadows and flames...a hell to be...kinky demons...hot bodies...or shall it be the holy heavens of my mind...to take me to where I will never be sad...nor angry...to be happy...for ablivion...is the truest indeed...for you will always be happy...no matter where you'll be...the world is great...such a curious place to search...people looking...for the loves of their life...friendships spread...like the sea over the land...my eyes open...to see the world that is ahead of me...so...take my hand...I will lead you through my life...together...as we atwine our hearts into a bind...seeking into our eyes...they glisten in the moonlight...having our lips touch...as the eclipse begins...sitting at the beach...gazing at the stars...a perfect place for us to stay to socialize...it doesnt matter what your sexuality is...it is god's why that he made us...there are plenty of beliefs...mine is the Dragon...the Deity of the South West star...the King of the Dragons...Bahamut is his name...aura of strength overwhelms his masculine body...admirers of many...claim to serve him...but I am his...no...I wasnt born from a woman...in my life...rather...born as his creation...Bahamut...and the Father of Jesus...are much alot alike...so...if what they say is true...am I the new profacy of the light of the Crystal Age...nothing can tell...nobody...but my father...Bahamut.

Odd...I just started to type that...I guess I have many things inside me that want out...
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   Making A New Comic...with a sketch book to get me started with great ideas...
Last night...I spent almost...well....okay...after i finished my homework...it was 9:38...then I decided to make a way better comic than Collin...his characters look like he had drawn it in Preschool or somethin...but he is so nasty in there...he says he is not gay...and he draws my friends Ryan....and soon to be myself....naked...that freak...though he censored some parts out...but....I can make a way better comic book than he can...I might even publish it with my friend Veronica...
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   Boring...
My day was shit...well...it was bad....

But one thing is for sure...I got Veronica's b-day gift to her today and she loved it! Though her birthday was on the 11th of this month...sigh...and the worst thing I had to do today...was to kinda dump Minasekun...it was hard for me to do, I dont even have someone that is near me to actually be doing stuff...but...I feel sad...and I hope to Bahamut that Minasekun doesnt kill himself over me...I would feel like I murdered someone in person...I know how that feels...in my dreams...my heart has a wound...darkness seeming inside me...inferno in my eyes as I keep on thinking of Minasekun...scars on my body burn as for the pain is too deep...but I need to grasp for the light that is inside me...for Minasekun is too far for me to love...no...love is not just for sex...well sometimes...but it is also about comitment...to the hearts of each others love... :[
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   Sorry...
I am sick...that is why I have been gone for the whole week or so...I have been sent to school because of my father...I got sick from my 3rd hepatitis shot that was supposed to help prevent the flu...but I got it anyway right after the shot...I missed my best friend/sister's birthday...and I am terribly sorry that I didnt make it...I told her that I was going to make her homemade cookies of mine...but...I will when I get better...I am tired...sigh...I need to work on my novel...sorry for those who are looking forward to it...I havent heared from Minasekun...worries me...
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   Comic...
I kind of drew a comic....but...it is dirty in the first page...lol...but...it is still good...I'll just write the dialog

Rasoar: Eh

Neruku: 'So sleepy'

Rasoar: Grrr...

Neruku: Uh...

Rasoar: ROAR!

Neruku: ...

Rasoar: How did you like your big birthday gift?

Neruku: I loved it!

Rasoar: Heh!
____________

Neruku: Rasoar!!!
Fuck...it was only a dream...

Damn...and that lion, Rasoar was hott too...god!

I guess I should get dressed...

lol...there is alot more...just dont have the time to write it all down....too....into going home...I guess...well...I am really worried about Minasekun...I hope he doesnt kill himself....
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   Final Fantasy XI!
Oh...okay...I was lookiing into a game that is a on-line game...and well...I found Final Fantasy XI...well...I have alot of their creations...but...I thought that I wouldnt really like their on-line game...and I looked into it and well...I got the urge to play it...yay...I will buy it when I have the chance to...Lineage 2...well...I liked it...but...it will just have to be sold for $50...I never used it...so I'll seel it to anyone who wants it that lives close to me...

I will be a Hume...that looks like me...I am thinking to be a White Mage....or a Red Mage...lol....but I will be the Hume no matter what! ~_~ I will get that game...for the computer anyway....lol.
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   ....
Yesterday...my friend Jessica who has a crush on me...well...er...okay, this is how it goes...one of my friends, Dawn began to take the stuff out of my bag and was playing around...right!? Well...she saw the Spanish Dictionary that I was borrowing from her until the end of the trimester...well...she said, "Oh, and that reminds me...if you lose my book...you are going to have to pay for it!"

"I know...but I dont have to if Dawn takes it!" Yeah...Dawn was doing this in front of us...and it would be obvious...I would expect Jessica to say...'Hey...give that back to him...that is mine and he is borrowing it!' but NOOOO...she had to say...

"No because it is your fault!"

"My....fault..." I didnt know what to do...I was begining to become enraged...

"Yes...your fault!"

Well...my outburst is really bad...since she is Lutheren...or whatever that is spelled...I thought of yelling out about her damn religion that she keeps on talking about...(Angelsinthewindow dont start...I was angry and I need release of this hatred...so dont take it personally....I dont know...god.)

"GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!!!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!! FUCK JESUS!!! FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!" I was super loud and people looked at me weird. Jessica was scared...alot of people were scared...I am usually a nice person...but...this...this is a rare sight to see...though I didnt last long...it lasted...5 minutes...and that wasnt my FULL RAGE...oh...and you dont want to see that...my best friend Veronica helped me...she helps me in these though times...(by the way...my religion is my fathers...Drakian) I am draconic...I dont care what people say...if they start making fun of my father Bahamut...I will hurt them badly...I will single handedly punch them in the face with FULL STRENGTH!!! And sorry to those Jesus believers out there....
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   My Birthday...
My birthday is today...and it sucks...my parents didnt get me anything...weep...but....sigh....I am sooo weird...I want stuff...but...as soon as my parents get money I will get the new game that is coming out this Spring of 2005 and it is called Shining Tears...it looks really awesome for the fact it is an anime game, it has a werewolf character that you can have as an partner or a dragon....and some other characters...but yeah...and then my friend Dark King Ganondorf is gonna get me Castlevania, Sympathy of the Night for the playstation...I love the music and the game is really fun though it is a really old game...just love it alot!!!
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