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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-02-01
Gender
• Male
Location
• Canby, OR
Member Since
• 2005-01-04
Occupation
• Manga Creator
Real Name
• Steven Eugene Holland (Crowned One)

Personal

Achievements
• My achievements are to publish my first manga...which I am working on currently.
Anime Fan Since
• I think that I have been watching anime since I was 5 years old.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, & Tsubasa.
Goals
• To be well known for my abilities.
Hobbies
• Hang out with friends, spending time with crush, going out, drawing, swimming, singing, cooking, sleeping, & relaxing under a brisk warm sun while looking at gorgeous scenery.
Talents
• I am quite Artistic and I am very Creative...

myOtaku.com: Male Dragons Mate

Sunday, January 23, 2005

The girl...
Okay...well today...I sent her a message that was like weird...because she was mad at me...and she was being really wierd and rude also...but...I am sure she didnt mean it...but...I typed the following to her...and see if I actually did the right thing...
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?!? Okay...I am not wanting to undo our friendship...but...it is like you treat me like the only guy in the world for you...and I dont like it...I cant tell things like that in front of people...because I am not really a mean person unless I have been messed with too much...which you have been doing...leaning on my shoulder...trying to sweet talk me...I am gay...so I know when I see flirting...I am trying to give you the clue that I dont want a relationship with you other than friendship...and Kayla knows how I feel about that...right now...I am trying to find the perfect guy...Billy hasnt contacted me in a long time...for about the New Years Party...I am starting to think that he is cheating on me and/or doesnt care how I feel...but I pressed on with no feelings hurt...well...a little...look...your okay to hang with...but when people are joking like when Dawn says I am a retard...you say that I really am and then Dawn says that she is just joking and you say that it is so true...I find that rude and heartless...look...I took a quiz with specail teachers to see if I was...and I AM NOT!!! So...everytime I hear that I go nuts...and you so happen to be the person that actually meant saying that I was a retard! You also call me stupid...and jackass...I just called myself a mean bastard...you should've said...why did you say that if I dont like it...then dont talk to you? See...I expect something like that from a girl because they are sensitive over crushes...well...I am gay so I dont care how you feel about me....there is no way that I am going to be with you...only the guys I have a crush on...but there is currently none...and that doesnt mean that there is hope either...I dont want to go out with a woman period! Just the thought of one naked makes me sick! Look...I dont eat sushi...strictly beef...and I just want a life that I would love and enjoy with my husband...cuddling, comfortable together...probably shirt-less all of the time...laying on each others chests...sleeping in the same bed...that is my life...I dont want to spend it with a female...I am sorry...but I cant go out with you at all...maybe as friends...but not as bf/gf...you have to find someone else...please...you have to find someone else...because...if you follow me, you'll ruin both me and your own lives...I have enough burden on my shoulders...I joke around sometimes...but only to get attention...which is alot because I usually hardly talk or you guys dont listen to me. I normally dont draw women...that my life in drawing is drawing males...they are hot, sexy...and even handsome and cute...in some ways...and I am sure the people out there would agree with me...anyway...try to search for someone who doesnt have the same talent as you...because if the person is better than you...he/she might brag about them being a better artist and it'll make you pissed and sad...right now...I have no feelings for you...and never will...friendship doesnt hold the key...please...dont flirt with me...please dont touch me in a sexual way...and please...dont ruin my life along with yours...

Neruku
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