myOtaku.com
• Join Today!

My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results

Contact Me

E-mail
• Click Here
Website
• Click Here

Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-02-01
Gender
• Male
Location
• Canby, OR
Member Since
• 2005-01-04
Occupation
• Manga Creator
Real Name
• Steven Eugene Holland (Crowned One)

Personal

Achievements
• My achievements are to publish my first manga...which I am working on currently.
Anime Fan Since
• I think that I have been watching anime since I was 5 years old.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, & Tsubasa.
Goals
• To be well known for my abilities.
Hobbies
• Hang out with friends, spending time with crush, going out, drawing, swimming, singing, cooking, sleeping, & relaxing under a brisk warm sun while looking at gorgeous scenery.
Talents
• I am quite Artistic and I am very Creative...




Jump to User:

myOtaku.com: Male Dragons Mate


Friday, April 29, 2005

   Sick...kind of...
I cried so much yesterday for Ryan...

I didnt want to give up, I wont stop loving him...there is no way that I will stop...its weird...I still love Ryan even though he hurts me so bad that I cry as though that I was going to die...he walks past me and just ignores me...I told him to go to his other friends but he said that he would rather stay with me because I was sad...I had feelings for him...he said that this is the first time he actually had to go throught this because I am his best friend and I dont know how to really explain myself...he said he wanted to turn me straight so that we could be better friends as though that I am not already his own...I cried...I felt like my life was over...I cant kill myself yet...for I am leaving something behind...I have yet to fulfill my life...someone...I shall not know who...but in my mind...I always want that person to be Ryan...even though I said my life was in his hands...and if things go too critical...of me going into a break down...just dont do that while I am near any near sharp or a high place...for it might end there...
Comments (12)

« Home