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Birthday
• 1988-02-01
Gender
• Male
Location
• Canby, OR
Member Since
• 2005-01-04
Occupation
• Manga Creator
Real Name
• Steven Eugene Holland (Crowned One)

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Achievements
• My achievements are to publish my first manga...which I am working on currently.
Anime Fan Since
• I think that I have been watching anime since I was 5 years old.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, & Tsubasa.
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• To be well known for my abilities.
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• Hang out with friends, spending time with crush, going out, drawing, swimming, singing, cooking, sleeping, & relaxing under a brisk warm sun while looking at gorgeous scenery.
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• I am quite Artistic and I am very Creative...




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Monday, May 23, 2005

Bad News...

This is weird...I dont know what to do...I have these weird feelings inside me that just wants to be alone ya know...but not from the one I have a crush on...Jon...but...everybody else...shucks...I want to do what I want to do...but if it comes down to it...I always try to do what needs to be done...my friend Jessica aka Angelsinthewindow probably hates me because I tell her to treat herself right than to treat herself badly...and she says that if she did that she would be living a lie...why do people hate themselves so much? (Aye...my arms are tired from writing...ouch) Sure...somethings we wish to stop...but we must be good to ourselves and keep up our dignity to actually score ourselves a hott guy or gal...ya know...Jessica says that she has givin up on guys...but doesnt want to be a lesbian...and my friends...I dont really think are my friends...its wierd...except for Jessica, Kayla aka Veronica...and Jon...I see the world as something to live up to...tough it out to get your piece of the beef cake if ya know what I mean...lol...but...due to this...I feel like writing a poem...okay...here it goes...ahem...

Dusk has filled the sky...
Rain has filled the streets...
Obtaining the truth inside...
Overwhelms my true feelings...
Seeking the perfect guy...
Seeing him beyond my eyes...
Embracing him along with my body...
A lover's kiss cures my sorrow...
Purifying my hatred to the world...
Freezing my lore to kill those who hurt me...
Stopping my anger towards those that vain my body...
He hugs me...
Holds me onto him...
Violently...or Romantically...
It will hush everything that I have faced and turn it into my lust...

Haha...that just came out of my mind...most of it is for my crush Jon...yep indeed...lol...but...yeah...(I wonder if I should tell Jon that I am gay?...Hmm...)
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