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myOtaku.com: Male Dragons Mate
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Monday, July 4, 2005
4th of July...
No big, It is 2:39 am...I am so tired...but I cannot sleep alas...my boyfriend is gone, he is visiting his grandmother still on that cruise...it must be over probably, he has gotten my lover sick, but my love for him lives on, I will never stop loving him for my love with never break as long as I know he loves me.
Jessica, geez, she is getting on my nerves, no I dont hate her...it is just that she wants too much of my attention, I feel as if she is desperate enough to do..."things" to me. It grosses me out, my boyfriend will not tolerate this, Jessica is my friend but she keeps on kissing me and gets too close, invading my personal gay bubble, I dont like girls sexually at all but she just thinks that I am BI and I am just saying that to get away from her, she says that she has given up on guys but she still flirts with me, I need to be away from any kind of girly contact (physical) I dont like it at all, I thought I was gonna hurl when she kissed me on the lips and we played the Sims together, our Sims are qoute on qoute "in love" in the game, she gets super close to me, wrapping her arm around my neck choaking me, she says that "we" are in "love together" on the game, she is trying to do something. I dont like this, she drives me insane when she does this, I like her as a friend, but no way in hell I would be caught going out with a girl! I want to act gay as much as possible in my way, but when she is around, she doesnt like it so I dont do it, but she is with me all of the time, she asks me to go to the library or something else to be together, but, I dont know what to do...I need help...I am trying to be conservative on my body but she...I think she is trying to draw me near the line that I would be with girls, but she doesnt know this, I dont HAVE ONE OF THOSE! I dont have that pressure point...not now, not ever, I hate to be the bad guy, but...I just like having my time...and spending time with my boyfriend, I havent seen or heard from him in a while, I care for his safety and I hope he isnt hurt, and with Jessica flirting with me the whole time, she makes me think of my boyfriend, she makes me want to cry, I miss my boyfriend, I want to see his smiling face, to have our lips touch, to have our bodies collide once agian. I want to be beside him at this very moment, I dont care about the sex, (I am still a virgin, so I cant technically say that) but I want to know that he is okay. I got to go friends...I...dont feel all that well, being away from my lion lover...
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