Birthday • 1993-12-09 Gender •
Male Location • Not telling. Though I was born in Wales. Member Since • 2008-01-02 Occupation • Cold Hard Bitch. Real Name • Addie Epic preferably, ;) Though I've been known as Dandylion Head, Colt Legs, and Jacky-O,
Personal
Achievements • I ran with scissors and lived. Anime Fan Since • I became the Queen of France Favorite Anime • Jisatsu Circle, Elfen Lied, Shakugan no Shana,Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni, and Togainu no Chi Goals • To become America's next Top Model,grow up to be impersonater of Tina Turner, shoot King Kong off dah Empire State Building, and to dance the night away! Hobbies • What's it to you, you lint-licker! Talents • Therapy, hating myself, crossplay, chugging, being the bitch that makes your mom hurl, and wasting money
myOtaku.com: MaleRagDoll
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Mood: Cant explain it. Perplexed? Ehhh....
Listening to: Nothing
Watching: Tombstone
I wantz: A break from here.
Recently, I didnt tell anybody but Ive been avoiding this place. I just cant stand to be here and I dont even think its worth it to try. Ive met quite a few of you that Ive really cared about but this is too much for me. Every time I come back here, Im exponentially depressed. The only one here I really feel comfort in seeing is Karasu too. But if youre still on my friends list, I care about you.
Contact my email and watch more episodes of Project Runway in my honor.
Also, Im only taking a break from now on Ill just be speaking to Karasu for a while and coming for nothing else. Ill just delete a few friends in the mean time.....
Besides the past month or so..... I have not been myself or anything close. I'll be going to the hospital again for multiple reasons too probably.
Mood: Gassy, mellow, slightly sleepy, and bored however content. *smile*
Listening to:
PreTeen Violence-Mindless Self indulgence
Bang your Head-Dope Stars Inc.
VyperPunk-Dope Stars Inc.
Watching: Shear Genius reruns because I'm just that gay.
I wantz: Hugs from all! Ive been so busy and lonely!
First off since you have the right to know, and since i dont want you all leaving at the end of my post feeling rotten, i decided to explain why I've been so busy. My friends have been avoiding me recently too. But thats all for the same reason. Dustin and David kept this secret from me because I was busy and they were just trying to be nice friends.
I'll just spit it out...right about.....NOW!!
Dustin has AIDS.
We've known him to be "HIV positive" and "sexually active" for a while but...this is still a shock for me. I only just found this out 2 days ago. They also mentioned him dying in the near future as well....
I'm sad for him but Im not crying anymore. Im going to try and make him as happy as I possibly can and be especially optimistic now.
Good news, my theme is new and sexy. It's Christian Siriano from Project Runway.
And Im almost done with the crafts and stuff that people have requested from me in my area.
One, two, three
A tragedy that's built on destiny
It left you with everything but
Blood from the knife that I cut your heart out with
Now relax, close your eyes, what comes next is the surprise
This valentine is doomed
The smell of blood has filled this room
If I could do it all again
I would change most every single thing
I would let you
Chorus
Kiss me, Kill me
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy
Our tragedy
Seems to be killing everything it sees
Like death itself
This valentine still looms
In the darkest hour, the killing moon
If I could do it all again
I would let you
Chorus
Kiss me (You're all I'm wanting)
Kill me (This feeling's haunting)
Your kiss is torture
But killing me would be too easy
Killing me would be too easy
Your eyes unwind the tragedy of our lives
My eyes went blind
Believe when I say
Hell burns bright
When this night dies
Hell burns bright
Chorus
Chorus
Chorus
Killing me would be too easy
Too easy, too easy, too easy, too easy
Mood: Amused
Listening to:
My Alcholic Friends-The Dresden Dolls
Watching: Zip
I wantz: To dance.....nekkid.
Well for a long time me and my mother have had problems so my mother decided I should go to a boarding school. A Catholic one at that.
Well for the past few days I've been going to a school like that. It's somewhat a trial for those who've never gone to boarding school before. So far, I'm failing.
In the school, I'm the only one orginal, with piercings, tatooes, and dyed hair.....umm, yeah. There's also the fact that
I'm not Catholic!
However it's been fun there. I even played a prank on one of the nuns. Just think of the most typical, immature prank you can. Because I'm pretty sure I did just that.
:/
Anyways, during class after she found out it was me and after I got "a stern taking to" *cough*Whackedwitharuler*cough* I had to wear the "dunce cap". To be honest though, I was excited as freaking Hell to wear it!
I said to her. "Wow, Sister R! I didnt evne know they still had these things! It's like medieval torture or something!" I gladly put it on and sat in the corner of the classroom and tried to contain myself.
Then there was this one girl yesterday who tried on me. She asked me: "Are you really catholic?"
"No. I'm the son of Satan. A plague upon thine house!"
"I figured you werent....are you even 15?"
"YES! The son of the devil is meant to be younger than he."
"Funny. They also said he would be charming and attractive as well." She gave me this incredibly expectant look.
"Okay. That's enough....I'm not the AntiChrist...besides, you're the one with the devil's curly hair you little tart."
She also tried to give me kisses many a time. But I'm fast runner when i'm really freaked out.
Hehe.
Other than that it was fun. All the kids there called me "Satan". But, Heck, they could very well be right! Now if I only had curly hair.....
A HUGE bunch of pictures of myself! From age 12 and up! At least the ones Ive uploaded on PhotoBucket. And considering how small my post box is, youll be scrolling a lot. Have fun.
Mood: Tired, exhausted but psyched to be back my friends! ^__^
Listening to:
Bring me to Life-Evanescence and Linkin Park
O Green World-The Gorillaz
Watching: XXX
I wantz: I dunno this time....*sigh*
Well I am back from seeing my grandparents from my adoptive father's side in Canada!
Now say it 5 times fast.
And my grandpa is so freaking cool! We kept having these manly Gai-sensei and Rock Lee type moments. He even gave me his motorcycle. He cant ride it because he has a plastic hip and thigh now.
:/
I love the guy because he's nothing like my dad was.
My grandma was busy though. She work as a nurse. I know, I may as well be shouting "Random morbid statement!"
I have to go to bed now. So....bye....*waves slightly*
>__>
I woke up in the morning with a bandage on my head.
Mood: Exhuasted still.....
Listening to:
A child on TV playing the recorder horribly. I am rather amuse by that
Watching: Full House.
I wantz: to count some more of the things ive collected, to read, and *BLEEPS OUT LONG EXCESSIVE RANT*
Ive decided Im not commenting for a a while. Ive left many rude posts and stuff so yeah.....
I can't say I give a rat's ass about me being generally unpleasant or at least cynical though I can say I know its unnecessary being that way excessively. I probably wont message anyone other than Karasu either.
I'm very sick. That's all I am saying. However it is no excuse for the way Ive acted.
I'll get back into my usual schedule when things are back in the norm and or at least until I get my meds back. It's been 3 weeks since Ive had them.....
Don't worry, for I will be using the time to learn how to somersault again. Wish me luck. *bends over fruitlessly and tries to roll forward* Rrrrghhhh.....I quit. I'll touch my toes instead then.....which I'll be getting back to you on.....
EDIT: Could not touch my own toes. Attempting ampuating one of my legs as we speak.
Obviously, it's always that obvious. 
Happy Anniversary, Karasu! 
Back in black! 
Failure has made you so cruel 