Friday, May 9, 2008

   Happy Anniversary, Karasu!

I wanted to use this oppurtunity to tell you what you mean to me as best I can and what's happened since I met you and your effect on me and stuff. I am no romantic but at least I'm trying..... I love you. You Love me. I flirt around, I'm emotionally disturbed, I have it bad for your friends, I have high expectations of you, I didnt know your birthday, I'm incredibly complex, and you still love me. Out of everyone I've dated you're the only one who has meant this much to me. This is also the first time I've never felt incredibly guilty in a relationship or anything. Your personlity. Youve really treat me w/ respect. You're fun to be around, you're romantic, you're gorgeous, and you need me. I need to be needed it feels like. You fill that need. Your personality is hardly repetitive and its very refreshing. It makes me want to hear your actual voice. You advocate and communicate so well. It makes me glad. The good times. The times I've comforted you, the times Ive made you laugh, the times Ill remember that wont make me sad. Remember our first conversation? I certainly do. Some of the most fun I've had in my life. We went to Victoria's Secret and disturbed some people. We kissed behind your ex-boyfriend's back. That was personally my favorite part. You saved me from that pervert. Another time we teased the Hot Topic clerk and you almost had sex w/ Zordon from Power Rangers. The 2nd time we talked I told you I had a crush on you and I made you blush but that's not all that happened. *wink, wink, nudge, nudge* And of course our wedding. There was never a moment during that time that I didnt cry. Sorry our honeymoon wasn't much though. My life gets busy when I'm happier for a change. You've effected me. I've not smoked in monthes, have not misused my meds, or stop smiling since Ive spoken to you. I've been more extroverted,(if you can believe that) and I've become much more of a show-off. You've opened my eyes too. I finally have a purpose in my life and that's to help you move forward and to inspire you. You're honestly the first Ive liked that Ive ever really enjoyed touching me the way you do. Im beginning to make physical contact w/ people more. I'm also more of an artist now. Lucky coincidences came up. My dad was thrown in jail. That pretty much speaks for itself. Your kisses Oh my....I better not say this in front of the Children(Otaku)! Oh well. I dont really care about making another huge repetitive description when what I truly feel in this part is so blatantly obvious. I just wnat them bad. You never disappoint You never cease to amaze me/make me smile/make me blush/make me dance/make me fly/make me scream/make me masturbate/make me wanna fuck you like an animal. Despite how cheesy that last part w/ reference was. It's very true. Was that song by Purple Filth? I honestly dont know or care since htis is about you. Amazing ol' you. YOU! YOU YOU! You...... Did I forget to mention that I love you? Do know you you just make me smile the way you are? If I told you, I dont care because you still do and I really just wanted to say it again. Okay....now that thats out of my system! Lets have some fun! Not only because its the hottest thing there is but becuase I love you. And because it's untraditional for me to be traditional..... http://www.theotaku.com/cards/view/94676/ P.S. Bye-Bye. Comments (3) « Home