Saturday, October 7, 2006

   NO CH!!!

Hello there O buds!!! Well, no Ch for today... in fact no Ch for theO ever because as of now my typed work can be found at: www.fictionpress.com/~mammadx So, yeah so if you really didn't even want to read System Failure you can read the other story that you did want! Yeah... yes indeed. Well, I havn't got much going on. Are you guys doing fine? I hope so ^^ That's all... untill tommarow! ~mamma DX

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Friday, October 6, 2006

   Second Ch Ahoy!

Well, one more Ch until this story goes up on some sort of organized fic-site, so if you want to continue reading this don't fret. I'll anounce System Failure's new home soon. Here goes: Speak the way I want you to, Man in the backseat Aug 14th: Entry no. 2 Wow… very confused right now. In car. In parking lot. She kept calling me Night so maybe I am Night. But why can’t I remember this? So, Night’s house and car are mine. I am Night. It feels like I never had name before. Hungry. Very hungry. What does Night like? Could eat anything right now. Checking out car. Smells very nice. Open glove compartment for food. None just more crumpled paper and notepad. Decided to write in notepad. Wrote about when I woke up and writing about now. Other things are written in book. Read them later. Now, I decide to write about what’s going on. Paper balls fall out of glove compartment. Night is a slob. Why? Why was I such a slob before. What’s making me feel differently? Looks like I enjoyed being dirty. Didn’t care. But I care now. Trying hard to think. To remember. Anything. Did not know the girl. Did not know the red liquid. Did not know self. Thinking hurting head. Had to grab it again and lean downwards into lap. Feels better this way. Not so hungry anymore but tired. Cannot lay in front seat so climb into backseat. Man there. Sleeping. Is this Night… no… forgot. I’m Night. Then who is this man? He looks young. My age. His face very slim and has black hair that has some blue. Look at license. Not same. Like girl, did not know this man. But seemed to. Hard to explain. Still tired. Don’t want to wake up man. So, decided to lay next to him. He made noise and turned facing me. Still asleep, put arms around me. Wanted to move. Felt weird. He wouldn’t let go. Used my voice again but nothing happened. I faced away from him and decided useless so went to sleep. Write more in morning. The sun rose high and bright so I had no choice to open my eyes and get up. But I couldn’t. The man was still hugging me. I tried to use my voice again. “I don’t like you touching me.” I said strongly. The man stirred a little. He made a smacking noise with his lips. After, though, he continued to sleep. Why is my voice not working? My voice is useless. This young man was a bit smaller than me but had an amazing grip. I tried to struggle but it didn’t work. I remember that the girl threw a pillow at me. Maybe I should throw something at this man? Sadly, there was nothing in the car to throw. So, instead, I leaned over him and threw my fist. Hit him fairly hard on his chest. He immediately shot up and held his head. Did I hurt him? Why’s he holding his head? I do that when I’m hurting. He regained his posture and fluffed his jet black hair. Then he looked at me and said nothing. He looked at me as if he was waiting for me to speak but I didn’t because my voice doesn’t work. He looked down confused and his upper cheeks turned a pinkish color. “Night, you aren’t gonna’ yell at me for crashing in your car?” he said. I was surprised at his voice. Why does his voice work and not mine? Even so, I liked his voice. It was calm and was just barely noticeable as a man’s. He sounded like a teenaged boy. I decided to try my voice out again. “You didn’t crash it.” “Ha! Very funny” he said quickly after I spoke. I smiled. I was glad that he could hear me. I wanted to talk even more but he started before me. “So… how was Ms. Goth?” “Ms. Goth?” “Don’t play dumb with me. I hooked you two up at the bar last night!” he whined. I just stared at him. Why is everyone asking me questions? I’m the one who needs the answers! “Hm… did it not go well? Did you have sex with her?” I continued to stare. Not only is he still asking me questions but he’s asking ones that I don’t even understand. “I don’t know.” I replied blandly. “Ah… wait. What?” “I really don’t know what you’re saying.” I told him. “C’mon man, are you hung over? Did you get off with her?” “Are you talking about the girl who kept screaming Night?” “Heh heh. Ok, now we’re getting’ somewhere… but why are you in your car, though?” “She was too loud and annoying.” “No kidding? Well, another down the drain, I guess?” He’s still talking nonsense. Why does nobody speak the way that I understand? “I’m sorry but I don’t know who you are.” He looked at me oddly but then he laughed. “Ok, bud! I’ll get you through this hangover! I’m your best buddy, Tye!” “My best buddy?” “Yeah, you know. We’re good friends. Knew each other since childhood.” I got excited! He knew the previous Night! “I don’t know If I’m hung over but when I woke up last night I couldn’t remember anything. I didn’t even know who I was or where I was.” “Hm… and you still don’t?” I shook my head no. “Geesh… some hang over, huh, Night? How ‘bout we see if Ms. Goth is still at your place? Maybe you could have some fun and it’d flood back to you? But if you don’t want to, do you have anything that might help you remember something?” Let’s see. I have the image of a red filled sink, dirtiness, and lots of crumpled paper. Oh and- “Well, I found this.” I said as I grabbed the note pad. He took it and flipped threw the pages quickly. Then he smirked a little. “I didn’t know you had a diary.” he laughed. “Will it work?” I asked, staring to get annoyed when he laughed. Was he laughing at me? “You know what? I’d rather read through this myself! I want to see what a 23 yr old man writes about in a diary” “Will it help me?” “Sure, Night. Whatever.” he said as he opened the book and started reading. “Should we see if Ms. Goth is at my house?” “Mm hm.” he mumbled. Okay… we’ll go back to filthy Night’s house to see Ms. Goth. I wish it was somewhere else, though. That place makes me want to hold my head. As I drove back from where I came, Tye just read the little book. “Okay, I’m gonna’ read this out loud so you listen, alright?” he said. “Yeah.” Before he started, he reached in his tight pants pocket and grabbed a small wrapped object. It was a ball on a white stick. He quickly removed the wrapper and revealed a small blue sphere. The electric color matched his bright eyes. He popped it in his mouth and said: “Alright, let’s get this party started.”

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Thursday, October 5, 2006

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Um, hi. No ch today but tomorrow, I promise the next one will be up and… up. Today, I just want to tell you some problems I’m having. I CAN’T DRAW YAOI!!!! God, no I can’t indeed. I tried doing a NaruXSasu but the bodies are all deformed… wah. I CAN’T DRAW BODIES!!! This is probably why I can’t draw yaoi. Oh well, practice, right. I’ve got some drawings that are almost ready to get up to myO so check back soon! QotD: What is the one thing that you can not do or at least have trouble doing Sounds weird but my answer has to be drawing. ~bye bye!!! Have a goooood day!

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

   The results are in...

Yes. They are in but very poorly... more people... vote more!!! Oh well. The important thing is that I got a result so listen well. Don dah dah... DAH!!! SYSTEM FAILURE!!! … oh??? And FATE!!! That's right, people. We got a tie here. How exciting ^^ Well, here‘s what I‘ll do. I‘ll post the first Ch of each story and you tell me which one you want to hear more of. First one up will be System Failure. Overveiw: A young man wakes up and finds that most of his memory was lost. Night leaves in confusion and meets up with a man named, Tye. Tye apparently was his friend before his memory was lost. So, together, they follow clues to try to find out what happened to Night. What has happened to him and why? Why is red coming out of his mouth? Where does it all lead? In each Ch, it starts out with a journal entry written by Night then it goes into the actual going-ons. It’s confusing at first but you get used to the craziness. ^^ Are you ready for the first Ch? OK!!!! Here goes!!!! WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS BLOOD, GORE, SEXUAL PREFERENCES, AND YAOI... WHAT A COMBO “August 14 but I don’t know for sure” Aug 14th: Entry no. 1 Woke up. Put pants on (no pun intended.) and looked around. This place scared me but I felt safe at the same time. It was dark and this clock blared the red numbers of 3:24 a.m. There’s someone in this bed. Don’t know who she is or why she’s there. She smells dirty. Like sweat. There’s a desk. Better sit down. Messy. Plastic cups are empty. Smell bad. Crumpled paper everywhere. Opened one. A bunch of squares and numbers. Some letters. Eyes started to hurt when looking at it. Put in pocket anyway. Girl moaned. Sensation in my throat. Wanted to lay down next to her and do things. Decided not to. Don’t know who she is. Small card on top of computer screen. Turns out to be driver’s license. A pic of a young man. Blonde hair w/ green spikes. Spiked down not up. Small glasses. Ears pierced to much. Looks like he could be a magnet on a fridge. Notice mirror on wall. Look in. This man is me. Wait… what? I walked closer to the wall mirror then looked deeply at this man. Then, I quickly looked at the license. They both were the same. I read the card to myself in my head. Name: Gregory Night Eyes: Blue Sex: Male Hair: Blonde Date of birth, social security number, ect. What is going on?, I’m thinking. I stuff the card deep into my baggy pants pocket. I look back at the mirror. It’s the same exact man in the card and this is me but it doesn’t look familiar. I look around in the dark room, scared. Where is this place? Why am I here? My head started to throb so I grabbed it in both hands and knelt down to ease the pain. “Who? What? Where? Find your own answers!” a voice said aloud. My eyes widened and I looked up from the ground and over at the girl sleeping in the bed. She didn’t stir whatsoever. Who’s there? Nothing gave me a response. I pulled my head down tighter. Someone’s talking to me but where is he? Is he a coward? Or is it me, the one huddled to this stained carpet? I slowly got up. I’m not a coward. Weird. When the word coward entered my thoughts I felt horrible. Terrible pain that I won’t be able to bare. I won’t be a coward, not just yet… I stood up and walked over to a door. I reluctantly opened it and inside was a toilet. Out of all of the things I can remember, it has to be the place where you shit and piss. I stepped inside and closed the door quietly. It’s dirty in here too. Whoever used the toilet last didn’t flush and there were toilet paper roll tubes in a pile next to a garbage bin instead of inside. With nothing else to do, I picked them up and put them where they belonged. I stood up too quickly and I bumped my head on something hard. The sink. I looked at the cream white countertop. I was almost knocked out by the smell. Stepped over to it. It was filled halfway with a red liquid. It smelled bad but looked pretty nice in the white bowl of the sink. I lowered my face down to it and sipped some. It was tasteless. Who would put this crap in here? I stood there for a few seconds until my stomach had a churning feeling in it. My vision went blurry and I groped for the walls lazily. What the hell is happening? I don’t… I cant’… Before I could finish my confusing thoughts I lurched forward and a disgusting and warm liquid projected from the back of my throat. I made an unbelievably wretched sound and I couldn’t breath until it came out. I looked down at the floor. It was the red liquid that was in the sink. In fact, it was the exact same and I even smelled it to ensure my estimate. Scared, I backed up from the puddle that was spreading on the flat surface. What is this stuff? Why did it come out of me? I rushed out of the door and laid my back against the cold wall. I felt a papery substance so I got off and examined. It was a big blown up picture of a barely dressed woman. Her eyes were half open and it seemed like she was actually looking at me. Then, I looked at the girl on the bed. Is she dressed? What kind of man lives in a place like this? I decide not to look under his covers. However, I did decide to use one of his T-shirts. A black one with neon green rings around the neck and arms. I also saw a pair of shoes too so I decided to use them as well. I walked over to the front door near the computer. Damn nice computer, though, but not mine. I want to leave. I grabbed the silver door knob as gently as I can but it still made a clicking noise. The girl on the bed moaned again but this time she sat up and held the cover up to her chest. I didn’t turn my back. I’m not supposed to be here. This is not my home. Not mine. So, I continued to open the door but the man’s girl stopped me with her voice. “Night? Where are you going? Are you leaving me here?” she said sadly. Don’t turn around. She’s looking for Night. I don’t belong here. I need to leave. I opened the door and stepped outside. I turned around, curious. The girl’s eyes turned angry and she clutched a pillow and threw it at me. I let it hit me because I had a feeling that It wouldn’t hurt and it didn’t. “Why are you ditching me all of the sudden? You didn’t have a good time last night?” she whined. “Are you talking to me?” I choked. I was startled by my own voice. It’s like I had never heard it before. She looked up offended. “Night, are you still drunk?” “Drunk?” “Night, I’m worried. Do you need a doctor?” “Night’s not here. I’m sure he’ll come back if you wait for him.” I said as I shut the door. She yelled something but I couldn’t understand her voice. It wasn’t as strong or loud as mine. Night must be a real jerk, leaving a girl naked in his room. I walked down the stairs and noticed a lot of other doors. Did other people live here too? Not wanting to know if other disgusting people lived here, I walked up to the door. Next to it was a rack with a lot of keys dangling from it. I wanted to take one but I felt weird. There was one pair that had two keys on it. A long one with a black handle and a short silver one with no handle. There was a dog tag on it. It said it belonged to a man named Gregory Night and it had his address engraved on it. I grabbed those because they looked nice and I wanted Gregory to feel bad about the girl. I walked out and into the street. The girl called again. “Night, please don’t leave me!” The girl started to annoy me so I ran up to a bunch of cars. One specifically caught my eye. It was black with a purple stripe running along the side as if it was petting the automobile. I looked down at Night’s keys and tried putting the black one into the car’s keyhole. It fit and it turned as well. I opened the door and a much softer smell came out. Much better than Night’s home, anyway. Smelled like fruits and made me feel pleasant. I slowly sat down into the driver’s seat and again took the black key and pushed it in yet another keyhole. I turned it downward and the car roared. The sound was loud and startling but familiar. I guess I remember how to drive too. Sorry Night. Just borrowing you car you bastard. I switched the stick shift into drive and started to move into the bigger street when the girl ran through the front door. Her black hair was messy and she still wasn’t dressed. She was only covered by the blanket. She screamed this time. So loud that it rang in my ears for awhile. “NIGHT!!!” I drove off, faster than I wanted to. She was annoying and loud. I looked up and saw my first stoplight. It was red like the liquid but at least I remembered what to do. During this free time I thought. About the girl and how she spoke to me. I can’t remember, but, am I… Night?

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   Just a re-post! Don't vote if you already have!!!

Well, from what I got from a past post was that you guys would actually read my story. *don’t make me bring it back up* Well, I’m being nice enough to give you your choice here. I’ll tell you the story name, and briefly what it’s about, ok? Here we go. 1) Fate- a story mainly about mainly about looking beyond appearance or race. A group of friends find themselves in a battle between Angels, Demons, and the feared Half-breeds. A good one that I’ve been working the hardest on. Includes me ^^ and some explicit content 2) ES2- yeah… this was the one that I tried putting on before that no one seemed to care about. You guys wanna’ give it another shot or no? Hellsing style. A guy becomes a growing legend when entering the ES2, a demon eliminating squad. I like this one as well. Includes my fav original character: Zeke! 3) System Malfunction- my most recent story. About a guy who wakes up and has no idea where he is, came from, or how he got in Night’s house. A real creepy one. This contains extreme gore and naughty-ness. Some yoai as well. *even though, it’s a story and not anime… but when I thought of this, I saw anime pictures, so there!* This one keeps you guessing. So alright, have your pick, good people. Think of this as your QotD, ok? I’ll keep this up for today until I count which story got the most requests, alright? This is the last day to do this. Ok ^^ Here’s some pics to help you… uh… get the picture of the story… you know… I sample, I suppose. From left to right: Fate, ES2, then System Malfunction >choose wisely, for you only get one chance< ~you guys have a good day -mamma DX

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Monday, October 2, 2006

   Yes… *grins evily*

Well, from what I got from a past post was that you guys would actually read my story. *don’t make me bring it back up* Well, I’m being nice enough to give you your choice here. I’ll tell you the story name, and briefly what it’s about, ok? Here we go. 1) Fate- a story mainly about mainly about looking beyond appearance or race. A group of friends find themselves in a battle between Angels, Demons, and the feared Half-breeds. A good one that I’ve been working the hardest on. Includes me ^^ and some explicit content 2) ES2- yeah… this was the one that I tried putting on before that no one seemed to care about. You guys wanna’ give it another shot or no? Hellsing style. A guy becomes a growing legend when entering the ES2, a demon eliminating squad. I like this one as well. Includes my fav original character: Zeke! 3) System Malfunction- my most recent story. About a guy who wakes up and has no idea where he is, came from, or how he got in Night’s house. A real creepy one. This contains extreme gore and naughty-ness. Some yoai as well. *even though, it’s a story and not anime… but when I thought of this, I saw anime pictures, so there!* This one keeps you guessing. So alright, have your pick, good people. Think of this as your QotD, ok? I’ll keep this up for today until I count which story got the most requests, alright? This is the last day to do this. Ok ^^ Here’s some pics to help you… uh… get the picture of the story… you know… I sample, I suppose. From left to right: Fate, ES2, then System Malfunction >choose wisely, for you only get one chance< ~you guys have a good day -mamma DX

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Sunday, October 1, 2006

   some celebrations

gabuki92's friends Sara , Sarah and Wowie have a birthday on october 3rd but they're having a party today so wish them a happy birthday! Woo!

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

   Hi, there.

New theme is up. Resident Evil 4!!! (It's quite bloody, I know, but that is the beauty of RE) This game is probably one of the best games created thus far because of it's graphics and story-line. If you haven't played/heard of it I suggest you fix that right now! Well, I'll now do my tradition of displaying vids, pics, and cosplay of RE4, so enjoy it! 1) Some vids: This one is very funny! (Explicit content) This is another funny one: 2)Okay and some good cosplayers: From left to right, it's A Belle sister, Dr. Salvatore, and another Belle sister. And here we see that Dr. Salvatore received a make-over! ^^ 3) Ok now, serious-ness. There was talk of a RE5 for the Wii. This section was quoted from Nintendo Power Vl. 206: "We'll admit it- we know absolutely nothing about the Resident Evil Wii game that was announced, so putting it at #4 on our list might seem a little aggressive. We're obviously pretty giddy about getting to use the Wii remote to control a game in one of our favorite series. If Resident Evil stays on the path paved by RE4, the remote could be perfect for frenzied, FPS-style zombie-blastin'. And it's hard for us to imagine a better way to control the original-style Resident Evil games. Now if only they's make a chainsaw controller attachment..." -Chris S. I read this over and over again. ^-^ Out of all of the announced games for the Wii, this is the one that I'm on the edge for. Well, ok. Think that's enough for today, huh? Hope you like the new theme. Untill next time! QotD: Have you ever heard/played any of the Resident Evil games? Did you enjoy them? If you haven't, will you for me?

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   WOAH!!!

Zinke, Michelle and my very first theO friend, has showed himself!!! That's right. Zinke appeared late last night yesterday and I'm soooo happy! He said he's gonna be on more often! He's really cool and funny. (he draws awesome chibi pictures but he doesn't have a scanner to scan them..-.- Go visit zinke's site. Sign his GB, add him, whatever. You won't regret it! He's a really cool person! (You'll be seeing more of him on Michelle's as well as mine. QotD *super round!*: 1) What was the most stupidest thing you did? 2) Age? 3) Tales of Symphonia or Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of time? 4) Favorite band? 5) If I started putting up my stories will you actaully read it? ~my answers~ 1)mine... god... was when I was playing JackAss and slid down my stair way on a snoboard and broke our glass closet door... it all happened in slow motion too... god, I'm so stupid... 2) 16, baby, 16. 3) Oohsh... hard to say... probably ToS... sorry LoZ... T-T 4) The Offspring 5) Of course I would, Justine ^^. Justine, you're so cool! Okay, enough of my stupidity for now! You guys have a good day, ok?

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

   Some hurting involved… : (

Well, my back has been hurting a lot lately. (I have a thing called scoliosis- curvature of the spine) I’ve had it for about three years now and nobody seems to care except for me and Michelle but she only cares because I complain about it everyday. Anywho, my mom took my in to yet another ‘referred’ doctor’s office and he said that I might undergo surgery. And I know that this sounds bad, but to me this is awesome. I never had any extreme hospital-related things like this happen to me before… god, I’m such a creep to be estatic about this… but it is cool for me. Afterwords, I’ll probably be taller. (I’m the 2 shorty of my friends) And ,not that I care, but slimmer. As of now, though, I don’t know when this is gonna’ happen. I’ll inform you guys when I know, because odds are that I won’t be on theO for awhile when this is happening. Let’s get out of this topic!!! Too much pain! I finished a club banner. (you probably noticed it) SakuraHatersBack’s Anti-Sakura Club is up and running. If you can’t stand Sakura just PM SakuraHatersBack. I guess that’s it for now! Hope you guys have a good day, alright? QotD- What was the worst injury that you have ever gotten?

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