Thursday, August 9, 2007

You're a Pants-man now

They should show this at the next Anime Hell ^_^ And of course.... your daily exercise/english lesson class: -mDX

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

I rise again!

Hola, everyone ^_^ Um, I don'thave really anything to post about but I'm gonna anyway cuz I'm actually on a CP! Woo. Um let's see...... I was locked out of my room today. My sister locked it and shut the door... only she was... outside the door -_- But the upside was to get it open... I had to dropkick the door. I've never done that before and I always wanted to... but I did hit my head on the linen shelf o_o (policeman dropkick) (animoo dropkick) (stickman dropkick) Ah...... yeah and for those who don't know, I got a little critter to call my own. It's a Suger Glider. Kinda like a flying squirell only... it'n not a rodent... it's a marsupial. Got mine as a baby ^_^ like this. Hazzzzah! Her name is Momo. She's cute but she doesn't like me too much -_- She likes my mum more...... And there was a... nasty thing that happened to me. So there was this abandoned garbage bag in our recycle bin (we... don't recycle) and my mum told me to get it outta there and so I picked it up... and a crap load of maggots fell out. I dropped the bag and like... screamed. It was..... uhg. Eventually I got enough nerve to go back.... they were everywhere. It was horrible and they were everywhere. Eh....... No pics for that... gross. Anyways........ my birfday is coming up.... um. Yeah. I want to get my haircut...that's about it.... Oh! nd I want my damn computer back..... damnit. *sigh* I leave these up for you guys. They're pretty funny ^_^ Part one Part 2 Part three So long....... ^_^

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I can't take it anymore

Ok….. I’m normally not the one to bitch here on the otaku but I’ve received so much fuckin crap that I can’t take it any more. Why I’m unhappy with Michelle? Mostly the things that she’s said to me…. And here I thought I was the world’s worst communicator: ----- 1) I can't remember what it feels like to love you. ... I really can't. 2)And yeah, Apanda called Justine to come over and...stuff. And yeah...it took her like 15 minutes or so, but she came. And...I just seemed like a huge emo. Like...when we were walking around...I just didn't talk at all. Justine needs to learn to talk louder, becasue I CANNOT understand what she's saying unless I'm right next to her. I mean, I guess since she's not actually talking to me...she shouldn't have to worry bout it...but whatever. I seriously don't have a problem with her...I just loose all my "being fun" properties around her I guess. Whatever.... Amanda was EXTREMLY excited that she was gonna call her after school...so yeah...I didn't really get it but...hah. 3)Justine...I can;t say i miss her being my girlfriend too much ----- And amongst other shit in written notes and stuff. Like when she cheated she was like “you should be angry at me.” And at first I wasn’t but when I was angry she turned the tables like she so often does and then said that she was pissed at me. She said shit like “Aimee’s a person too” ….. I fucking know! I never said anything negative about Aimee ever. Even when things got bad. Never dissed her in any way. She always makes me feel like it’s my job to apologize for anything. And you know what? I usually do even when I didn’t even fucking do anything. Not talking to each other is a two sided problem. It’s not ALL my fucking fault. She turns everything I say into shit pretty much. Anything. It’s like she always has to be the last word. I wrote this whole paper about how I felt and sure enough it was replied to in the most fucked up way making me feel twice worse than when I started. And, yeah, I’m expecting a huge comment or PM that’s going to do what I expect. I’ll be waiting for it. Or ignore it. I don’t give a damn. She said I never complemented her enough. …… That’s like…. All that I did. The only one’s from her I recall was a list she made only because she said I complemented her a lot…… WHAT?!?!? That makes no sense at all. She says she has an emotional problem. Ok, wow. The whole world has an emotional psychological problem. And so do I! I don’t recall her ever regarding my problem but she doesn‘t stop taking about hers. It’s kind of selfish, really. Demands attention but won’t give any unless it will benefit her. She says she feels left out. That it’s like it’s me and Amanda AND THEN her. You’re not left out. Once you make the effort to actually talk to me correctly, maybe you won’t feel like that. You said that you can’t talk with me or you don’t feel comfortable talking with me? Well, I feel confident when I talk to Amanda. I don’t feel scared or nervous about what she’s going to say back to me. She’s never made me feel like shit. And that’s probably why you feel that way. That’s how I feel when you and Amanda are hanging out. I just don’t dwell on it. I don’t care that you guys hang out without me. I know it’s going to happen once and awhile so it doesn’t bug me that much. Jesus christ…… I apologize (damnit) to everyone. This is normally what happens to me when I keep my feeling inside for too long. It explodes out. I'll prolly regret this but my brian is fried at the moment. There for, I do not care. Ah….. Sorry. DAMNIT! I’ll leave with a few pictures. Left to right is Me, Aimee(in the back) Apanda and michelle on the end This reminds me of my story sooooo much Ah…. While I’m at it…. I want to apologize to zinke….. You know what for. The only thing that makes me truly happy -_- Ok, I’ll be gone before it gets any worse. -mDX

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

   REPOST: (and then some)

I'm missing so many things. So many places. Everyone loves. Everone changes. The world moves. And the skies dance. People hold hands. People rip them back. Caress my face. Then slap it cold. The world changes. I stand as life goes by. Everything changes and so should I. ----------------------- That's a weird poem picture type thing. I thought it was an appropriate time for it.... i dunno. I'll try to tell you what happened during the summer.... (seeing as it's almost over) -Well, I was going to leave but then I decided to stay.... OH! -Before that Michelle stopped dating me. But that's like.... old news. -Um, so she started dating Aimee. And they were both happy but she had to go to Alabama. -Then she was like.... I'm staying here. -Now she's all religious (something Michelle... well, you know obviously has a problem with) -Aimee said she was straight and single and stuff.... see GB fiend's page for more details. -So now.... I don't even know. I want to say the right words... but I know I can't. Um... I guess... I know how it feels.... I know I'm bitter and selfish... but trust me, I know how it feels. ^HAHAHA! That doesn't exist, silly!^ So, Michelle, It'll get better. It doesn't seem like it at this point but... life goes on. Aimee (I know she'll never see this) you sound happy... and, uh, I'm glad that you are but... you know. Where here... and it's... not a sin to talk to us. Apanda... apanda, apanda, apanda! You've been such a help to me during the summmer as well as during school! ThankyouThankyouThankyou so much! Pyro T.... you're a true friend. I like this avatar. So, c'mon. We're going into junior year soon. Let's make it a good year, alright. >Michelle, Amanda, Me I dunno..... it's cute. Damnit! I like this one too -_-; ^For Apanda ^_^ ^Another for Apanda.... couldn't resist ^_^ I'm sorry.... one more! Teh heheheheheh! Ok, that's it. Changing the theme. Damn Panda's are so cute! Personally, I like red pandas ^_^ ^I have that exact doll^ Lookit, I want one ^_^: This will be Amanda and Me at Acen next year: See you guys next time -_- -mDX

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

DamnitDamnitDamnit!

I'm missing so many things. So many places. Everyone loves. Everone changes. The world moves. And the skies dance. People hold hands. People rip them back. Caress my face. Then slap it cold. The world changes. I stand as life goes by. Everything changes and so should I.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

[Enter Subject Here]

Hello there. Um, I just want to inform you guys that I won't be here (on the Otaku) alot or... perhaps at all during the summer. No compooter, you see. My mum doesn't let me on and when she does she's like... hovering over my back. I am supposed to get a new one. Soon, I guess. I shall tell you guys when I get it. And name it. And love it. And... breed it with my TV or Radio. So, yeah, this was just to let everyone know that I'm not: -hating on you -ignoring you -forget/forgetting about you So, yeah. Done! Theme: Bowser, a kickass villian. Pics: Heh ^_^ I want one! This may explain some things. I would never want to eat this! Something that can get you killed... or worse... expelled! -mDX

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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

(Posted a day early)

Finals are today. Blah. That is all. Can't wait for the summer. Post later. Must finish work. You guys have a good day, ok? PEACE~ -mDX

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Nothing really

Um, no news. I'm not sure when I'll be able to post again. The media center is like... off limits due to finals. So I can't go on the computers there. I'm in my (recently) favorite class. With my favorite teacher ^_^ I'm finishing up on a DVD I'm making. It's not bad... I can't help but feel bad... I dunno. I haven't been happy with anything recently but I don't want to mope around and spread the horrible. -I'm don't know what I feel about anything anymore -I'm failing alot ALOT of classes -I haven't slept for 3 days (my choice I know) -First thing I've eaten in two days: KitKat bar, gimme a break! -Everyone makes me feel like an idiot... and I mean everyone I suppose I will continue with the cute pictures. Perhaps it will cheer me up? Eh? I dunno. ~Aimee~ ~Amanda~ ~Michelle~ but I couldn't really find a good one Cute ~zinke~ I love dogs... and I'm not only saying that becasue that was deemed my animal. I love my Shmushie, Saydie, and Keems. Especially Moussie... I love him so much. I like him more than most people, actually. I REALLY LIKE THIS PICTURE!!!!!! See ya' -mDX (better alternative: mFX)

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Monday, May 28, 2007

FILLER POST!!!

Just to hold up until I can post a real one at school ^_^ ~bye!

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Lack of sex can drive one insane

Oh, How I hate everything Everyone thinks they have it bad Selfish, selfish fucks Too much hate, oh, too much But it can't be helped When everyone's a bitch Everyone's a bitch? Yes, Everyone's a bitch Maybe instead of depression I will join the bitch population And we would all be bitches together Rather than me being alone Viewer disgression This is what I get For keeping the tape on my mouth Nothing comes out No words nor sounds But I'm ok with that Insanity and isolation That in which I'm bound So, today I guess I'll refuse, ok? So I'll see you later You selfish Bitches. Avatars: Pics: What the...? First thing I'm gonna do when I get outta this hellhole is dye my hair black Trial Acceptance Defeat It's all very hard. He was wearing a hat like this. Ok... enough sulking. I can't do it very well. --------- Um... this is sort of strange but I'm starting to regain my old self... like the... stupid clumsy Justine. It's nice. I hate getting older... I know that I'm young as it is but the way you want to have fun changes. I've been neglecting fun for some time and I think I'm getting it back. Yesterday, I sat down and played video games for hours. Truthfully, the last time I video gamed was... at least four months ago. Way WAY before Acen. I also drew yesterday. All were horrible, of course, but that's only because I haven't drawn in awhile. Also with zinke, I was acting... well... happy... but maybe I shouldn't dwell on this too much. I leanred that 'happy' doesn't last forever. Ok... This was kinda a 'whatever' post... so don't mind me. I was just bored... Oh... and sorry about the title -_- Heh. -mDX "Love takes hearts for bloody pulps and it ends in worst of ways" -Daxflame -Peace

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