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Gender
• Female
Location
• Mushroom Kingdom
Member Since
• 2006-04-12
Real Name
• Justine... but people call me Steen

Personal

Achievements
• Being a loyal Nintendo fan. I've never played anything but Nintendo consoles. If I touched a PS2 controller, my hand skin would probably melt. Sad? Perhaps.
Anime Fan Since
• I don't care anymore... but for as long as I can remember. My brother was a big influence. He got me into it
Favorite Anime
• I haven't seen an anime that I don't like. Current Favorite: Women at Work
Goals
• Make my comic into an anime series and eventually a video game... FOR NINTENDO!!!
Hobbies
• Drawing, video gaming, loving Roy and other red-haired, sword bearing guys, writing stories, creating stuff, and sleeping... doing nothing at times is good too.
Talents
• I am the ultimate Roy master!!! >:D naw but I luvs me sum roi

myOtaku.com: mamma DX

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Yeah, this is for Amanda

Not written for... but she wants to read it... sooooo.... here it is ^^

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I hate my shadow
My silhouette of black void
I hate it so much that
I leave it on the ground or wall
I couldn’t care less
If I were never to see it at all
I hate my shadow
It reminds me of what I am
My oddly distorted shape
And my overly large hands
How awkwardly I stand
My crooked mind
And my ultimately disgusting soul
I hate my shadow
You best not touch me
I wouldn’t want the darkness
To infect and consume you
Your beautifully delicious shadow
The one that I envy each and every day
I fucking hate my shadow
I’ve had enough of your pretending
Your false eyes on mine
Telling me these unbelievable lies
That my shadow has more prize
And that I should start to believe
In what I just can’t see
That you love my shadow
And that I should too
But you see?
You should hate my shadow
I can’t believe in what I can’t see
This beautiful shadow that you
Speak of to me
In this you’re wrong
So very wrong
Your shadow and mine
Absolutely don’t belong
Your crying only worsens it
Why continue what makes you that way
When even I can’t understand what I say
Or what I do
Please?my Shadow
I just don’t know anymore
Maybe you could leave
And let me be
Because what I want to be
Is someone with a perfect shadow
So I wouldn’t feel bad about feeling this way
And that I wouldn’t feel like the other
Shadow deserves more than what it got
Because what I want the other shadow to have
Is all but one thing
To have my perfect shadow
You love my shadow
Yes, it seems to be true
You tell me so from the bottom of your heart
So true it’s hard for me to bear
I won’t question why you do
I guess I’ll suck it up
To make you happy
I’ll completely remove my sad
Take away my impression of my own shadow
And pretend to love it too
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Well, there you go! X3

..::mDX::..

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