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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

It Rained Today
Funny thing about depression, it is a thundrstorm that happens on the inside. Some folks have rain, but I also have lightning that is fierce, as well as rain. I try to keep the lightning inside. I have had several things happen over the past week-- one I cannot now discuss, then this weekend to add to the fun I had an impacted tooth that had to be extracted, and my jaw is so sore, and I continue to have fevers.

Today we are supposed to have a meeting at work that is more like the showdown in High Noon. I have a question for you , my friends. What do you all do with folks who shout you down, tell you to shut up, but when serious stuff comes down, want you to do the speaking up? I have been trying to be still and small, it is so hard not to shout. What do you all do when anger is so high you want to throw something? Any suggestions or thoughts appreciated.

You all are really great folks, sorry for the rant, but I just about feel like I have been jinxed! If something or someone is raining on your day, may you find a bit of a rainbow.
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