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myOtaku.com: Mamma Vash


Sunday, May 7, 2006

Gremlins!
Psst! Hey, is it safe to come out yet? Ok, I think I am going to venture out of the the closet now...

Kureneko: Don't leave the door open too long.. you never know what else will roll out of that closet....

Well, I told my boss a call would be coming to him-- that I am looking for a new job-- Big M was transferred and I wish to transfer. He spoke to potential new boss-- one more interview on the phone next week (Thursday morning- 7:30 AM!) There's 4 people for 1 position, but I am still in the running. This weekend and all week I have been so anxious I have misplaced just about everything, or tripped over it. Spent Saturday knitting up a storm... I think I will be finishing another blanket in about 2 weeks. Also watched some Bebop and Trigun and Samurai Champloo episodes... I think I'm feeling more settled inside. I guess I am probably going to move to Chicago, and that maybe I need the challenge of change. You all have shared some great insights about change-- thank you so much-- you are all so wonderful ! I think its safe to come out now... and am beginning to smile at some of the silly things I have done. I misplace a lot of stuff when I get anxious--- today I have just been shrugging my shoulder and stating "just gremlins--" ::blush:: I lost the clicker for the garage door! Well , I think I left that at work, but I can always replace that. And I lost the bit for my drill. I think both of those events means just make today a "play day" and do the chores next weekend.

Pimpin Satan- You are right! Change can be good... just have to stop shaking and take a glance out of the closet.

Kitsune Tsuke- Thanks for the cookies! The closet seems to have infinite space!

CosmicSailor- today I think the inner storm is beginning to calm. Once that worry machine turns on , its so hard to try to calm my mind. What has worked for you at the height of the storm?

Hidden Golden Eye- thanks for you support!

Yensid- I guess getting INTO the stress is a good goal I will try for (but I am such a scairdy cat at times, the closet still has a certain charm to be able to duck for a bit)

What manga are you reading? I think today is a good day to step out to Borders, have a chai, and look through manga. I will try shutting the closet door for a bit.

Love, peace and hey! the biscotti jar is empty again! LOL Will see you tomorrow--have a beautiful day.
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