Friday, December 3, 2004

   With good news always comes some bad...
First of all, I would like to give BIG thanks and a BIG hug to all those people who commented last time! Thanks! ^-^

Second of all, my week got progessively worse, and it would only take me hours ot explain why, so I'll just move on. Let's just say substitute teachers are easily stressed - much more than you would normally think. But today was all right - I went to my friend's party and had a great time! Woohoo!

But there is ONE problem, that I hope you don't mind if I rant about...

MY FRIEND. My friend, has been my friend for a while. As some of you may know, we've all recently moved onto secondary school, and things are beginning to change. I was talking to this girl I know (who isn't the nicest of people, let's just say that) and she told me that my friend had been saying how we had all ditched her and were all ignoring her. Now, this is true in some aspects.

ONE) We did not ditch her, or at least, I didn't. My other two friends walked off very fast and I was left to walk with my friend. Then she got annoyed with them and then said she wasn't walking with us anymore so then she was making her mum give her a lift every morning - then she went and told everyone we had ditched her.

TWO) She says we all ignore her. The fact is, at this moment, no one can be your best friend: because a best friend is someone you know like the back of your hand. Seeing as everyone's changing, that's impossible. We all try to socialise and make new friends so we can't focus on one person anymore. Every time I talk to someone else, my friend doesn't try to talk to them and then she feels ignored and starts complaining about how no one lieks her and everyone says hi to me but no one says hi to her (when she doesn't really try to make friends at all) and then she says how no one listens to her - and I do try but I can never listen to anyone for too long (because that's just how I am)

The only girl whose ever stuck by her, she acts really horrible towards, and then she just says 'oh I don't know why people don't like me' and she's rather big headed and boasts about all the stuff she has and all the things she can do, and she thinks that she's really nice but she really isn't.

So the question is, what shall I do?

She's been my friend for years, but I want to socialise with other people instead of sticking by her and pretending that everything she says is super interesting (she talks about ice hockey. All the time. Literally), I don't think i can do that anymore, but I don't want to lose her and make her feel more neglected than she already thinks she is.

PLEASE HELP ME, CUS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'm so sorry for ranting on like this, but I have no one else to turn to, and no one else nice enough to give me good advice. Thanks...if you haven't already ran from this super long post yet...lol *hugz*
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

   Confused? Why I always am!
It's been a very busy week this week. There's lots of homework, this stupid music teacher keeps forcing us to go to choir and he gave us detentions for not going (its extra curriculum, you don't HAVE to do it if you don't want to), and then there's the whole charity week thing, and I'm baking!

Oh AND I lost my PE Kit, as well as my jumper and my pens have stopped working (on the same day :S)

Even though I'm busy, I still have time to go on the net and post a few things, as well as comment on myO...these little things are very important to me ^-^

QUESTION:

How has YOUR week been? What are the things that are most important to you?

I've kinda said already, so yeah...but sometimes, I think that people need to sort out their priorities - my music teacher doesn't care what he does, as long as people come to his choir, he's BRIBED everyone (saying we get days off school and rewards and awards and chocolate etc.) and he's even FORCED us to go (he made us sing for no reason, then tapped us on the shouler, and whoever got tapped had to go to choir - he even wrote down our names *rolls eyes*)

Now is it just me, or is that just A LITTLE BIT sad?

*~EDIT~* YAY! As everyone appears to be celebrating Christmas already, I decided I'd try too!!! I've just changed the background so far, but I'll try to think of other things to make the website look more 'festive'!!! ^_^ hehe
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

   YaY!!!
Well, I'm going to begin on a happy note! I learned to use links and buttons! (*^-^*)

It may be simple to most of you guys, but to me, its a very big accomplishment. Gee, I'm so happy! Hehehe...I even made a button for my other site - it isn't too good, as I had to create it on Paint seeing as I don't have anything else to make it with, BUT, it's still a button and I'm VERY happy!!! (*^-^*)

QUESTION

When and how did you learn to use links and buttons, as well as images and thumbnails, etc? WHERE did you learn it from?

If you don't know how to use them, would you like to?

Well, I kind of typed it in on the search engine one day, and there was this tutorial thing that I had never seen before! It went step by step and told you about all these codes...gee, its so funky!

...I'm kind of too happy now to remember the more depressing note that I was going to mention...ah well, have a good day! Thanks to everyone who commented!

LOVE TO ALL AND HIPPIE HUGZ!
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

   Hehehehe....
First off, thanks for the comments, and okay okay, I won't be so harsh on myself! ^-^ To whoever hit me, thank you for 'knocking some sense into me'! I meant special by kind of, super power special, you know?

I've been trying to add backgrounds today - PUCCA! (copyrighted VOOZ) I'm obsessed with Pucca! I hope you can all see the background...if I find a better Pucca picture, I might change it...has everyone out there head of PUCCA???

QUESTION

Is there anything that you are obsessed with right now? Have you always been obsessed with this, or has it been a recent obsession?

Do you ENJOY being obsessed?

I am obsessed with...everything. Literally. I see something in a window, and I scream and want it immediately! That is how strange I am. Lol. I love to be obsessed, its so much more fun than being...normal ~.^
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Friday, November 19, 2004

   10 Wishes...
1) I wish everyone could get along

2) I wish I was more considerate

3) I wish that there would be no bad news

4) I wish that George Bush wasn't president of America

5) I wish that my family would be proud of me for who I am

6) I wish I wasn't so paranoid

7) I wish I didn't have so many imperfections

8) I wish that everyone could be happy and satisfied

9) I wish that I was happy and satisfied

10) I wish that I was something special

~*IF YOU WERE GIVEN TEN WISHES, WHAT WOULD YOU WISH FOR?*~


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Monday, November 15, 2004

   Buttons! Glorious BUTTONS!
Hooray! Thanks to S-chan (Sango123) and wordwok, I HAVE TWO BUTTONS! *Partay!!!* ^-^

This week, we have the school inspectors round...its kinda strange though, cus' all the teachers are suddenly super nice and actually making you do something (which isn't always good...) That's only cus they don't wanna get sacked...

QUESTION:

What would be you NIGHTMARE job? Why is it your nightmare job?

I'd hate to be a teacher, I'd be old and grey from the stress before I'd even begin to find the meaning of life! Lol

Well, that's all for now! Thanks to anyone who's reading, and to the people who commented last time!

*Hands out some spare Pocky*

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Thursday, November 11, 2004

   First born, first steps, first schools, first crushes, first life
At the tender age of 13, I think a bit too much (and make myself paranoid as well as unbelievably gullible). I was thinking, how everyone seemed so different now in "big school" - even me (and that bit was SCARY) I started thinking of how things were like, at first. You know, close friends who didn't KNOW how to slag you off behind your back, puppy love and all that stuff. I also thought back to my first ever anime.

QUESTION...

...What was your first ever memory? Or your first ever anime/manga that brought you to this anime obsessed world that we all know and love?!?!

I think Dragonball, or Sailor Moon was my first love. Lol, either that or Pokemon

PS. THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO COMMENTED LAST TIME! YAY!

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Monday, November 8, 2004

   Itchy and scratchy....
Gah, it appears that something has bitten me....and it itches like hell! *Sob* Things always like to bite me - and I'm not even joking! Mosquitos, wasps, bees, flies, random things that don't even FLY....

My dad once said that if you got bitten so much, you would eventually be immune to stings and stuff....dya reckon he's right? (*Cough*)

So....QUESTION: What is your favourite song (English) of all time?

I'm just wondering, cus right now I'm listening to one of my favourites, that, although is a bit pop-ish and stuff (so not what I usually listen to), I like it. It's a thousand miles, by Vanessa Carlton, heard of it? Please share! Everyone I've asked so far has LIKED IT! *YAY*

Anyway, thanks to the people who commented on my last post! At least YOU guys don't ignore me!! *Hugz and glomps*
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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   Quiz week!
After finally becoming anime obsessed again, I have finally found some decent quizzes that I haven't taken yet! YAY!

If anyone knows ANY good quizzes at all, please tell me, I'd really appreciate it cus' I'm obssessed with them and I can't seem to get enough of them! So...does anyone know any good quizzes?

Do you ever get the feeling that you're talking to yourself?

Like, you're asking questions that no one answers, and waving to people that you once knew, but now it's like they can't see you, they ignore you cus' they think YOU don't like them, and then your friend waves and immediately they just wave back and smile?

Sorry that was a bit of a rant, but I do wonder whether to just GIVE up when no one notices you anyway...

Thanks to anyone who might visit by the way!
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

   HAHA! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Hello whoever's reading this! Actually, whoever is reading this, thank you very much for visiting even though I haven't been on for a while. I've just been away, wallowing in my own self-pity, oh that sort of thing, and I just thought that no one would like to hear me moan anyway, so I didn't bother typing.

But anyway, how has everyone been? What have you guys been up to? Has anything changed much or anything exciting happened?

If something has, PLEASE SHARE. It's boring where I am, but I suppose that's kind of good (wouldn't want to be running around in a superhero suit I suppose)

I tried to learn some more Japanese yesterday, and I learnt...ah I forgot...how do you say 'how are you' in Japanese?

*P.s. I'm going to be visiting everyone's sites soon! But I have to go do homework now...blee...
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