myOtaku.com: Manic Webb

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1984-06-21
Gender
• Male
Location
• California, where it never rains... except in the fall, winter, and spring
Member Since
• 2003-08-19
Real Name
• K. Webb

Personal

Achievements
• The C. Montgomery Burns Award for Outstanding Achievement in the Field of Excellence
Anime Fan Since
• 1998
Favorite Anime
• Excel Saga, Slayers, Tenchi, DBZ, Sailormoon, Captain Tylor
Goals
• To become a voice actor or TV personality
Hobbies
• Writing parodies, listening to that Neo-Soul music
Talents
• Some say I'm a fairly decent actor.

myOtaku.com: Manic Webb

Friday, October 1, 2004

A Rare Super-Rant

You know, when most people think of online journals, they think of angst-ridden adolescents, relentlessly unleashing their complaints and gripes on the internet. In many cases, this is true; and I mean many cases. I've witnessed this with many of my friends. I just want to get some things out in the open.

I've had to deal with my fair share of shit in the past. Some people very close to me have survived multiple heart attacks, incarceration, comas, drug abuse, mental illness-- and this is only my immediate family. Some of them haven't even moved on past their problems. Throughout all of this, everyone expects me to keep it together. What kind of bull is that? Sorry, Grampa, but I guess Grandma's heart attack happening simultaneously with mom's coma on Christmas got to me! No, dad, I am not bi-polar; I'm just a stressed out. What the fuck does everyone mean "you're too young to be stressed"? Sorry, bro, but you haven't given me a reason in the past to remotely care about you going to jail. No no, everyone can just leave me on my birthday. Go ahead, skip my graduation to get high. So what if my lovelife is fleeting? Go to hell, you racist bitch. Damn right, I quit my job. What do you mean you relapsed? Fine! You know what? I'll just sit here and pretend nothing is fucking wrong, and then let everyone ask me why I seem so depressed!

And that's only a fraction of the stuff I've been holding back I've reserved it all for one single entry because of two simple words: "Much Love." I say it at the end of all of my entries. Why? With the exception of today's entry, I don't want people to walk away from my weblog either depressed, or annoyed by all my ranting. There's way too much angst on the internet, and I just want to provide a diversion. That's why I have the Cartoon Chronicles; so I'm not reduced to complaining about every factor of my sad, little life. So before you take the CC for granted, remember that the alternative can be found one paragraph back.

Much Love

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