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Tuesday, December 16, 2003


Love Ramble
She who you love more
Is no more
Than just a friend
And will never be more
Than your friend

You talk to her everyday
You look into her eyes the way she looks into yours
But she sees something different
She doesn't see what you want her to see
She sees a friend

She wasn't going, so you didn't ask
She wasn't going, but you asked anyway
She wasn't going anyway

She went
Without you

You daydream
You have visions akin to "Dangerously In Love"
You see yourself growing old with her
Raising children
And returning for the class reunion together
Or choosing not to together
You see your careers
You envision the conflicts with her parents and how you manage to overcome
You look into her eyes and you see the future
She looks into yours and sees the present
She sees the now

You are just friends now
You will never be more than friends

Separated
Divided by the progress through life
As one once said:
Even the immortals know change
For even if you never change, times do
And you sometimes find yourself alone
Because you didn't want things to change
But things wanted to change themselves

And thus you went to different schools
Not too far
But far enough
Across a vast state
A state of mind
And a state of America
However, you remain un-united

And she keeps her diary public
So you read everyday
Well, not everyday
You can't stand everyday
But you read more than once each week
And you realize she has someone else
Well, she doesn't really have him
But she has him more than you ever had her

Be damned if you're going to annoy your friends with the details
You're more private than that
Besides, what would they think?
They knew her
One of them still knows her

And when you write this ramble, they'll all know
Well, most of them will

Maybe you don't love her anymore
But the hurt remains
And your confidence drained
The fear that you can never be more
Than just a friend.


Much Love

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