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Friday, February 10, 2006


I WON, I WON!!!!
I WON, I WON!!!!!
hahahaahaa!!!!!! *falls over laughing* nope, just kidding i didnt win homecoming queen, the cheerleader did.....but that was something i already knew^^. i knew she would win cuz she is someone everyone love......not cuz she's beautiful(even though she is), but because of her personality and the way she treats everyone fairly and kindly....so im glad she got the win^^. ne way.........today i may seem cheerful(which i am in a way), but i feel like total SHIT! my head hurts, my throat hurts and i cant seem to stay standing for more then a few mins then i get dizzy. i really dont know whats wrong with me.......i might be getting sick, but no one around me has been sick, and its been worm out the past few weeks except for today, but im wearing a sweater.....so naturally i should be good. hmmmmmm.......come to think of it i was feeling this way last night too..but not as bad. oh well.............i just hope i feel better soon, cuz i hate having to sing and not being able to. POO ON THAT!!
what else..........oh yeas^^, ill have pics to you guys of how i looked last night up tomorrow......i felt all funny in a dress, but if i didnt wear it i might have been mugged! so yeah^^.........hehe and i was thinking of this when i was reading your comments for my last post......you guys do know im in COLLEGE right? my homecoming was a college one^^. in high skool...i was never nominated for NETHING....except for most likely to kick a guys ass and win award...which was just for kicks.
hmmm......i really dont have much else to say, so me go now...i need to take some medicine before i go to my choir class. love you guys!! see yeah!

ps-to all you valentine's haters out there......beware, the day is drawing near!!!!*screams and runs for life*


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Thursday, February 9, 2006


Thank You!
thanks everyone.....you guys really helped me yesterday. and there is no need to wry about me commiting suicide ne time soon if ever. i love myself to much, and the people around me and you all here on myO i care for deeply, so i would want to cause ne pain for ne one. but i am in a much happier mood today. the sun is shining and its homecoming night......thats right today is the crowning of our new homecoming king and queen. im nervous, but calm at the same time. i really dont plan on my winning this thing, but just being nominated makes me feel a little noticed in the world(or shall i say in my skool). hehe the reason i say that is cuz no one...unless they went to the same high skool or they live in the skool's small dorms......knows who i am. and being nominated just means that someone noticed i was here^^.
hmmmmm.......lets see........oh yeah......i really have to say this, but i really dont know why it matters but, Loveless has to be one of the best manga series i have seen, well except for Fruits Basket and DNAngel^^. i know that the first volume just came out but already its it sooo good! now i cant wait for the rest of them! but im still going to work on Fruits Basket and DNAngel, oh yeah and Princess Ai(this is a good one too).
what else? oh yeah i took everyone's thoughts on what i should be for the convention into consideration and i am still thinking long and hard on this one.....but i think because of my red hair i will probably go as Asuka from Neon Genesis Evangelion....but im still not sure......im still thinking.
well i best get going, i have a trig class to get my butt to. i love you guys! and thanks again.....FOR EVERYTHING^^ *hugs everyone tightly*


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Wednesday, February 8, 2006


I SWEAR UNTO MY LIFE.....................................
hey guys.
well lets just say that i really wish that i had a million dollars right now, because i just found out yesterday that not only do i owe $200 dollars, which i was gonna go ahead and pay, but i have fees from last semester that equal up to another $550 and someone cents. i really thought that i was going to kill someone. but for some reason all i could do was cry about it cuz i was sooo frustrated. and it the bad part was that i was kinda scaring Krista, cuz she had never seen me cry before and she didnt know what to do. but i cryed so much that my eyes didnt have ne more tears to cry. so later on last night i decided i would cool my head a little and take a shower.......well lets just say i had some very unpleasant thoughts of suicide.........and i really dont know why, but i really considered it, mainly cuz i also decided i needed to shave my legs for homecoming and the razor was right there in my hands, i think thats a main reason i thought of suicide and because i became very depressed wehn i got in the shower. but then i just kinda fell to the shower floor and started crying again, i just couldnt stop myself from crying. and just the thought that i even considered suicide made me cry even more, reason being is cuz i love who i am and who i have become and what i know i want to be. so the whole suicide thought really hurt me inside. and i just i was crying so loud that Krista came into the bathroom to see what was wrong but i didnt answer her. and when i got out of the shower about an hour later she wasnt in the room.........so naturally i went to turn on the tv and take a nap, but when i reached for the remote...the tv was already on, and so was the dvd player with one of my InuYasha movies ready to go. yeah thats right, Krista put in the movie for me, for when i got out of the shower, and i found out later that she used my phone to call my mom and ask her what makes me happy. and of course my mom, knowing everything about me^^, told her that watching InuYasha and just being alone always makes me happy again....so i watched my movie, and thank Krista when she came back to the room. and later on i watched the episode i had been waiting for since last tuesday of InuYasha, when Miroku confesses his TRUE feelings to Sango......it mad me even happier. so today i am much better.....still depressed and frustrated, but still able to hide it from everyone^^.
well i guess you all are tired of reading al my ramblings of what happened to me, and im also glad that you liked the cosplay pics.......and thank you for all the wonderful ideas for cosplay costumes for me, i will take them all into consideration.
again thank you for reading this if you did read all of my post, it means alot. well i need to go now.....*hugs everyone* love you guys!


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Tuesday, February 7, 2006


OMG!!!!
well i really dont have much to talk about for today.....but i do have to say this......
MY HAIR IS PULLING AN ED ELRIC!!!!! for the past 2 weeks my bangs have looked exactly like Ed's, even with the one piece of bang that sticks up in the air, and i cant keep it down!!! i really dont mind it, its kinda funny! oh yeah, i have a question to ask all of you, and i really need your help on this. there is the JAFAX anime convention this June in michigan that my parents are taking me to, but they said the only way i can go this year is if i dress up.........so here's the question
what anime character do you think i should go as?
i am asking you all cuz i cant think of NETHING!! and its really getting to me. well thats really it for the talking part, but since i was in the mood for cosplay here are a few that i found over the net of Naruto cosplay:

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there you go^^ i really liked all of these!! hope you do too!!well i best be going now! i love you all!!!!byebye!!




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Monday, February 6, 2006


NEW LAYOUT!!!
hey everyone! well remember the contest that i was in for best Otakian.....well i won, and the theme you see, is the theme that i won! its totally sweet.....THANK YOU INUYASHA311.........I LOVE IT!!
well on other news......today starts the voting for homecoming king and queen and i am so friggn nervous....even though i know that its a slim chance that ill even be voted for, but its good to hope and dream right^^.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm..........what else do i want to say........POMPERNICKLE
hehehe.......dont even ask.
well i best be going now...i love you guys! and take great care. oh yeah.....if my comment box isnt working right, just leave me a pm if you want...k...byebye!



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Sunday, February 5, 2006


hello to all out there in the big world.


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Saturday, February 4, 2006


SPREAD THE LOVE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!!!!
hey everyone^^.
okay yes i was REALLY hyper yesterday....but i just couldnt get the oscar mayer wiener song out of my head^^. and now......now......*busts out singing*
SUGAR, BABY LOVE, SUGAR, BABY LOVE!
i didnt mean to make you blue
Sugar baby love, Sugar Baby love
i didnt mean to hurt you
All Lovers make
Make the same mistake
Yes, they do, yes all lovers make
Make the same mistake
as me and you
*darts head back and forth looking at everyone staring* hehe...........sry^^ i love that song! but it sounds sooo much better in the japanese version^^. if you wanted to know who that was by...its by Yoko Ishida...shes totally awsome!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........you know i cant seem to figure out what i want to say, oh well^^, if i figure it out....which will probably be by tomorrow, ill let you all know^^. well me must be going, cuz i have to do my calistetics(sp) before i go to sleep......bye bye! i love you all! so spread the *sreams*LOVE!!!!

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Friday, February 3, 2006


I Wish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*starts singing* OH...I....WISH......OH I WISH I WERE AN OSCAR MAYER WIENER,
THAT IS WHAT I TRUELY LIKE TO BE........
AND IF I WERE AND OSCAR MAYER WIENER.....EVERYONE WOULD BE IN LOVE WITH ME!!!!
*stops singing to see everyone staring*
O.O....hehehe^^ HI!!!!!* waves to you all*
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okay yes i guess that was just a little random^^
man you guys are awsome^^, you make me feel so loved, wait i am loved....and so are all of you! YAY!!! cuz me love you^^, and you love me...well thats at least what you all said^^, so me believe!! do do doo doo doo doo doo dooo doo!!!!! *hugs everyone reallt tight to let all the love in*

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Thursday, February 2, 2006


Bored With Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING!!!!!
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006


Another day of life.........BLAH!!!
hey everyone!
how are you guys doing? well i hope. well today is just another day. but i am a bit happy, cuz the skool that i am hoping to traanfer to after this semester called me yesterday, making sure that i had been recieving my mail that they had been sending me. well naturally i said no cuz i hadnt, but then i realized that they were probably sending it to my aunt's house in Carlsbad. so i had them change the addy so that everything would be sent to me at the skool^^. so now i also have a tour date of the skool....on march 4th, and also and audition time on the same day for the choir. now all i have to do is get a hold of the cross country and track coach, to see if i can run for the skool and get some kind of scholarship.
hmmm.........what else do i want to bore you all with^^, oh yeah, next week is my skools homecoming........thats kinda weird since we dont have a football team, just basketball........oh well. but next week is also the crowning of the homecoming king and queen which im a nominee for...but im not getting my hopes up, i am running up against a cheerleader, and most of you know how that goes. but the gurl is really sweet, so, hehe, i might even vote for her if the nominees are allowed to vote^^.
well i dont think there is nething else i have thats boring/interesting to say...so ill let you all back your your lives^^. byebye, love you all!!

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