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• 2004-11-28
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• college student, athlete, and an anime freak!!
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• learned to snowboard without breaking something lol
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• Speed racer was on the air
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• WAY WAY TO MANY!
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• go to Japan!!!!!! and learn japanese fluently.
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• drawing and singing, watching anime, and whatever im doing now....i forget!
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• sing, draw




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myOtaku.com: marz


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Dear........YOU!

what happened to us?
we used to be the best of friends
we knew everything about each other
inseparable!
what happened?
we did everything together
we only knew each other
a short time
but still
inseparable
you need a place
and i let you move with me
you need your space
and i gave it to you
inseparable!
what happened!?
i know,
i know what happened
i found others
that we both knew
and you,
you fell in love with the wrong person
always mad,
mad that i didn't spend every waking hour
at you side
you became possessive
possessive over the wrong person
sure YOU can can find someone
but when i do, you
you fight, hate, and scold me
it pissed me off!being locked out
sleeping in a common room
you pissed off the wrong person
so what happened?
you became obsessed
controlling
cynical
you took out your anger out
if not me
my family
i gave you everything i could
but you wanted more
all i wanted you respect and friendship
but you had to take it to another level
you had to start treating me
as if i was your "boyfriend"
but i was nothing like that
just your friend
but you treated me like dirt
like you were better then me
until it slapped you in the face
i had it with your shit
and you
you just had to go and hit me
i have never hurt ne one
smaller than me
but you pushed it
you pushed the wrong button
im sorry that i put you though that window
but im not sorry for something
that you blamed me for doing
something i find perfectly fine
so i found someone for myself
someone to make ME happy
so for that you take everything out on me
thinking i "broke up" with you
hitting
kicking
throwing
i tolerated it
putting it off
till you, like times before,
insulted me and my family
and you wonder why i never
treated you like the "princess" you think you are
and for that and all the above
we no longer speak.
i have tried
and asked
to see how life was treating you
but all you did
was insult me
writing back on the hell bound "myspace"
"you're a stupid bitch and you dont know what you're missing"
or even
"you're pathetic"
im not pathetic
i never have been
and yes i know what im missing
im missing someone that before
we were inseparable
always together
never apart
but now
you're a distant memory
that pains my past
and though i wish we were still friends
im glad that we arent
or you might be here
in this po-dunk town
ruining my chances
to make the friends
i have made today

thank you for the pain,
ME
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