myOtaku.com: marz

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1986-07-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• my dreamworld of japan
Member Since
• 2004-11-28
Occupation
• college student, athlete, and an anime freak!!
Real Name
• in the intro

Personal

Achievements
• learned to snowboard without breaking something lol
Anime Fan Since
• Speed racer was on the air
Favorite Anime
• WAY WAY TO MANY!
Goals
• go to Japan!!!!!! and learn japanese fluently.
Hobbies
• drawing and singing, watching anime, and whatever im doing now....i forget!
Talents
• sing, draw

myOtaku.com: marz

Thursday, November 29, 2007

sooooo.....................
so im going to start off with this.......
you know the feeling you get when you are in a room full of people and you know you arent alone...but yet you feel so lonely....
well i had that feeling tonight. and all i could do was to deal with it as much as i could then leave.
i felt soo lonely and it ended up depressing me so much. i have all these sisters and i love them and i know they love me.....but when you are the only person in a chapter that has no big or little, its really lonely. and i know that a few people have tryed to "adopt" me as their little, but its just not the same as having your own......and its even sadder when you've been passed around. hell my first big leaves, then the one that adopted me afterward leaves, and then someone else wants to adopt me...i think ive had it.....im tired of being passed around. and i bet when it comes down to it...i dont think i will ever get a little, and that makes me even sadder thinking about that.
i really will be the outcast of my group. hell my "bigs"didnt even leave for the sake of graduation...they just left. and i know i understand their reasons...but it still sucks!
o well what can you do...ill get over it.
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