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Monday, April 4, 2005
frustrated!
hey everyone. how is everyone's day going so far? better then mine i hope.
well as in the subject line, im so frustrated. i can seem to get ne thing done right. okay like one example. i am taking voice, and i have to have 5 songs learned by the end of the semester, and i got the songs about 2 months ago, and i cant learn them. i dont know what it is, but its like i forgot how to site read! and i have been site reading for almost 10 years with no problems, and now i cant. i dont know whats wrong. and last night i was trying to read through my music and i actually started to cry(this is a big thing cuz i havent actually cryed since i was 10, except for when Tamm past on). i felt so worthless, i didnt know what to do, so i just sat there are wrote a poem thingy, which i will put at the end of the post. but yeah, i started crying, and it really scared my roommate. she didnt know what to do.
and as for today, im still frustrated, not only cuz of last night, but also cuz i still feel body dead. i couldnt run at all this morning.
well sry for the rant post, pleaz forgive me, i just had to get it out. and well here is the peom thing i wrote last night.
what is this pain that i feel?
the frustration taking over
my head spinning,
my body aching.
why wont it stop?
what have i done to deserve this?
this frustration in my life
taking over, controling.
please stop......
please stop the pain,
the frustration,
the spinning the aching.someone please help stop the pain
before darkness crawls through
the crevases of it all.
before my dark side takes control,
someone please stop the pain,
and frustration.
please help.
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