Sunday, May 20, 2007

Another day, another time...

Hello, I have returned! for now. I haven't really been good about updating often. I never have time anymore. It's like 2 in the morning. ahaha.
Anyways, I really haven't up to much of anything. It's rather sad. I enjoy when life has something going on in it. I've just had a lot of homework. That's about it.
I can't wait for summer to come and just relax. I wish. Mom's gonna make me get a job. If I don't at least try to get a job, I have to take care of my older brother's chores. SUCKS. But if he doesn't try to get a job, and I get a job, he has to take care of mine. So, that's pretty cool.

Well, so much for that... I don't really know what to talk about. I think I get better ideas when I'm around more often. Mainly because I can talk about stuff others talk about or something. I don't know.

Oh, umm, I was thinking of changing my theme, but laziness is taking over and I don't wanna. haha. just thinking of it. ahahhaha. yeap.

Okay, so I'm gonna go to bed now since I haven't yet. xD hehe. I loves yous!
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Sunday, April 29, 2007

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You can't keep running... eventually you'll have to stop...

*big yawn* :3 HI!

How's yous? ahahahaha, hi hi. *dancesaroundasifnothinghappened*

HEEEEELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

hahaha, I'm hyper. So, I've planned to have a party. yup yup. A tea party!!! er, duh, derr! no! lol. not really. More like a "get together." ahaha, I hate that term. It just sounds like.. I don't know, something. ahahaha. yeah... hmmm...

Papa was talking to me about the "..." stuff. I forgot what it was called, but like, of course it means that it's filling in stuff. Soooo, you should like read something and anywhere you see the three dots, fill in something in there. ahaha. yeah...

I make myself laugh. xD Though, you people do a better job of making me laugh than I do. *hugs* Thank you guys for always being there. :3 awesome-ness, truly.

Oh! on monday, I'm gonna see if I can get my driver's license. It's about time! lol. Though, if I get it, I won't have a car to drive, so, it can wait for as ever long as it takes.

Anyways, the other day, nothing... I've spent a while trying to think of things to say... I should just stop right here. hmm.

So, good night. Don't expect anything new. heh. *yawn* so sleepy sleepy sleepy. G'night!!!! *hugs* and *butterfly kisses* lol. ahahaha! yup!
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

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I love my friends.... even when they act stupid

I'm having mixed emotions at this point and I can't sleep. So, I decided to update. Maybe I can relieve myself of something.
well, I hadn't heard from my two bestest buddies at all over spring break, art and Justin... So, it was a bit depressing when they didn't show up at school yesterday and then again today. It's not like contact was unavailable, because Justin managed to send me a short little email telling me not to worry about anything for them not being there.

The three of us are like the three Musketeers(sp?) so the fact that I don't know anything makes me feel a little left out. But I'm sure they'll tell me when I see them. I have no idea why in the heck I'm worrying though. I suppose you have to conclude that when someone tells you not to, you do just because of that phrase.

Justin's dad is a drunkie, so that, of course, makes me worry more. O_o

So, in other news, did everyone have a great Easter???? ^___^ I had an exceptionally good Easter.

That actually did make me feel a bit better.. o.O surprisingly. SO, I'm sure they're fine. They just do a lot of stupid things, so it's kinda hard to predict things.

Okay, good night, my beloved friends. ^_^ whahahaha.
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Friday, April 6, 2007

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hello to all my friends...

Hey,
So I spent time working on a theme today rather than doing anything because... it ended up being a boring day.

whoa... the radio is playing two linkin park songs in a row! heh... >.> and they don't sound that bad. xD

Y'know how happiness from one person usually rubs off onto another, do you think the same occurs for any other emotion? ahahhaha... I'm laughing at something.

Anyways, what do you think of my theme? ahahaha, I spent absolutely... I mean, I spent several hours on it! I mean.. okay if you have a wide screen computer, you can tell where the wallpaper ends. I've spent most of my time trying to match the back color with the wallpaper. As you can tell, I've come really close. So close that I think I'll cry from happiness once I get it right.

Oh my gosh!!!! a third Linkin Park song! ahahaha. wow... must be something up with the radio station. and it's been picking out the good songs too. xD ahahaha, yes! *jumps for joy*

I'm so proud of myself, this theme has actually taken me three days... xD In case you're wondering, I use a different site to work on my layouts. *nods* ahahaha, that way no one comes to my site while it's in construction and goes "what the hell?" ahahahaha, yeah... I hate that.

Wow, this post must seem awfully lame... Let me try to talk about something else. oh, no more linkin park, it's skillet now. hmm... what else to talk about? *sigh* I don't know... oh well.

*hugs* I talk to you all later. ^___^ bye bye!
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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

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hello...

There's something awfully wrong with me. heh. -_-;
Oh well... on with the pointless stuff as usual. xD

So, it's Spring Break and all. hahaha. So greatful, but my teachers went crazy or something and gave me a weeks worth of homework! As if I have time... well, I do... but as if I want to use my free time on homework! It irritates me... *sigh*

Anyways, I'm at my grandparents' house which is nice. I can't sleep in the guest room though because my parents took it, so, me and my brothers have to sleep in the living room or family room. Somewhere... ahaha. We might go to Seattle tomorrow. hahaha, it's really not far away at all. xD And I've yet to meet up with the friends I made over the summer. That should be exciting and yet... there's a nervousness inside me.
I miss my two best buds back at home. I haven't heard from them at all. It's kinda lonely. ahahah, nah. Those two are probably hanging out together. *nods* doing... stuff.. >.> uh....
ahahahaha, I made myself laugh. xD
oh yes, theme! heh heh... I think I actually have time for that now! maybe... I mean, it's Spring break, so I should have time, right? ahahahaha. maybe. I'll see. I mean, my site right now is totally... uh, plain. I found it funny because I basically got rid of everything. xD that was fun. and slowly added stuff.
yep.... so, I hope the lot of you are doing fine. ^_^ I'll try and check in with you guys.
Goodbye.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

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okay, so hey!

yup yup yup... hello there! How are you?

so... I really don't have anything to say, but I wanted to visit you all, so I thought I might. And, I wanted to know which theme I should do... although, like I said, I'll pretty much do whatever I feel like even if it goes against the poll.

hmmm.... I have Spring break next week and will be spending some of the time with my grandparents which is nice. I think our trip got shortened though because they had plans to go somewhere I think. *sigh* I made friends up at their house over the summer, so i thought maybe I could go say hi to them. Maybe they've already forgotten me. ahaha... that would be sad.....

I have a general question for myO... have you ever visited someone's site and just read everything on there, but don't bother to say anything? I mean, like, you've read absolutely everything and maybe twice or more and yet you find yourself only reading something, and you even come up with something to tell them, but then you don't... or like, you come up with something and then figure that it's pointless in saying. Or something... I don't know.... Well, I might've just asked a pointless question... *sigh* I hate it when there's no point to the things I say.
The general point would be to be heard, get advice, or support. Usually, right?

The other day, I read an essay my friend wrote for fun. She told me to read it, so I did. It was about 5 pages long about her thoughts on life. I found it bizarre at first to think that someone could come up with so much stuff. Then, i realized that it wasn't basically life, but rather the... what's the word? errors in generally everybody in their teenagehood.
It just amazed me that all these things she mentioned were true. Not only that, but these faults are all natural... I mean, like, *sigh* she could explain this better. It showed like weaknesses of another that could seriously hurt someone else. Like she mentioned friendship-relationships where it had to do with the way people treat each other and stuff at one part.

anyways, the point I was trying to bring up is that I've had a lot of things on my mind even before she let me read her essay. And ever since she let me read her essay, I haven't been as hyper(?). Or maybe I have... I don't know. I don't even know why I'm thinking so much.

I apologize for my posts generally being so long... I'll try to shorten them if it pleases anybody... I mean, I usually just ramble and stay random crap that would be better off unsaid because there's no... point in some of the things I say... yeah, so I'll stop while I'm this far.

G'night and farewell. I want to visit people, so I'll try. ^_^ okies? mainly 'cause I don't know what's goin' on with anyone anymore.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

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Hello!

How's you? lol.
My brother made gourmet macaroni and cheese for dinner... which is funny because... how can you possibly make macaroni into a gourmet dish? ahahhaha... I guess it's possible... it just seems like one of those dishes that you wouldn't be hearing "gourmet" from.
It's tennis season at the moment. So, that's fun. And it takes up time... but, I've made a decision to come on myO more often.. no matter how many times I say that, it never works.. but I'll try this time. ahaha. yup! *nods* A++ for effort! lol.
I'm actually working on this stupid history homework... okay, not stupid.. very important.. *sigh* It's so tiring. But I took a nap when I got home so I can afford to stay up late tonight. Although, I'll regret it in the morning. -_-;
anyways, as you can see, I have a poll up there... I had more options on it before, but realized that I didn't want to do any of the other themes and would end up picking my own theme anyways. lol. So, then I came to a 50/50 thing. wolf's rain or .hack//roots... so hard to choose. lol. oh well. *burp* I burped... >.>
Well, I'll be off. yep... ^_^ So, uh...
haha, I thought of something funny... okay. ahahahha. G'night!
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

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I think it's wrong for me to update in the mood I'm in, but I'm doing it anyways because I can't sleep.

spring nicht

There's this pain going on since finals week which was the week before last. The past week was state testing... But that certainly has nothing to do with it.

Bitte spring nicht

Sorry if you came. I believe I've just wasted your time.

ich bin sehr langsam... bitte spring nicht

*fliegen* bye bye *hugs* HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY!!!!
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Monday, March 5, 2007

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   Hell............. o

How's it? hmm? Just wondering? eh? eh? eh???????? huh....
Well, anyways, like, I wanted to say hi again aaannnd..... I thought I'd get some feedback from you guys on my layout. Noticeably unfinished... *sighs* Normally I would wait to show you guys, but... I felt... no, my brain died. *sighs* I don't even know why I continue to fry my brain anymore. It's on the edge of the cliff here, ready to jump or die!
*jumps for joy sarcastically* >.> It's... I can't say it. I can't say the "f" word. it's the F**** week. *dies* So... so... so much s-s-st-str-str *malfunction of the brain* NNOOOO!!!!
It's not over! Or is it? I need a break! I'll get one later. Hmmmm......
Oh right, COLLEGE!!!!! Message to FlowerKiss if you ever in your life read this! Get into that damn college. Pass that test tomorrow/today! Yay for you if you make it. ^_^ ahem... not to mention I have to pass that test too... >.> maybe, but I'm not taking it tomorrow, nor at the same college, nor in the same city or county... but in the same state!!! ahahahhaha!
What am I talking about, might you ask. I am of course talking about running start peoples!!!! It's where you can go to college during your Junior and Senior years of high school and graduate with your Associates(sp?) uh, is that the right one? yeah... degree! eheheheh... I'm so stupid though. Thoughs, I kinda need to get there on my own.... car... steal car... and......
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JOY RIDE!!!!! just kidding peoples.
Um, I was like bored about 2 minutes ago.... and I'm so sleepy! School tomorrow y'know. But alas, so much homework to do and yet I'm wasting my time to write up a post on here. How sad am I? I think I should go jump off a cliff......
OH OH OH OH OH OH OH!!!!!!!!
Happy MARCH! I basically haven't talked to anybody in all of march except my family! woohoo! hehe. Except... my family has gone coocoo, not for cocoa puffs though. Just coocoo, but all in all, they always were... coocoos. BAWK!
I don't know what's wrong with me. Oh well.
But yes, please, I need help......... with *points up*
That table.... oh well. I'll figure it out in a week.
Ta tas people that actually come by. I love you! >.>





Once I've left this computer I will find some form of suicide..... >.>





I'm only kidding, yes? yes..
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Saturday, February 17, 2007

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   Hey!!!!!!

Yeah, I had.. have a four day weekend! whoo hoo!!!

I felt like updating... >.> Yes, so I have. Actually, I felt like it yesterday too, and the day before... But I forgot. ahahaha. Oh well.

Anyways, I hope everyone had a wonderful Valentine's Day filled with love from those who love you and maybe a special someone! lol. I love that day because it's also my birthday. *nods* hehe. Although, it's probably not the best day to be born on, but I still like it. For.. some reason. uh... I'M SIXTEEN! lol.

I totally spaced out there... >.> Too much on my mind. I should start a diary. I told myself that before. I should really start one. I haven't yet thought. I will eventually! okay. hahahaha.

Yeah and yeah... I know there's something I need to say but I can't remember it. As I think you've begun to notice. My randomness always ends with something. bleh...

FLY AWAY!!!!!! uh... I have a question, maybe. What do guys usually want on Valentine's Day? It always seems like it's the girls who get all the boxes of chocolates and roses and stuff.
Another question: Do you like dots? (it's this sorta thing I've been talking about with a friend. It seems that more guys like dots than girls.) The candy, right? You got that?
And lastly, What are you supposed to get a guy who doesn't like sweets? ahaha. a heart-shaped balloon? ahhahaha.
aaaawwww, I just realized something sad... T_T oh well. Time to be happy! It's Saturday! whoo hoo! ahahaha. No time for sadness. meehehehe.
Okay, well, I think that's all I'll mention.

Oh wait, I remembered something! The Valentine's Dance, y'know? I'm friends with someone who was planning for it and stuff, so I guess, someone in ASB? Yeah. So, she asked me if I had any ideas of one way to make it special, and it was to have a mas.. mas... masquerade(sp?) ball! or something of the other.... She totally put a word in! But not everyone had some cool mask. I mean, a lot of people did. It was cool. Although, I found the dance boring. I always find them boring. Why do I go to these things then? *sigh* Especially when my date doesn't really enjoy it. *sighs again* That's why we leave early! ^_______^ hahahahaha.

And lastly, my grandparents are over to visit because of the four day weekend and yeah. Okay, bye bye. I spend day with family now. lol. You all have a fabulous DAY! hehehehe.
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