Friday, July 1, 2005

   Kindred Spirits.
Thank you very much to everyone who commented yesterday. It really made me feel better that I’m not the only one in the world that feels the way that I do and there is actually many. It also made me think and have some words of encouragement that I can hang onto.

Even though everyone’s comments made me feel better, Jaxx was most encouraging. I suppose I will just have to yell louder. Thanks Jaxx.

As for Death T-2’s comment: I know it does sound gothic, but that is how I feel and there is nothing wrong with that since apparently a lot of people feel the same. As for you question I really don’t think so (then again, I’m not really sure what you meant). Why would someone who understand me want to exploit me?

Anyways, Thanks again to everyone. It makes me more comfortable about posting me feelings online since I’m not very good about talking about them in real life.

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

I view into my feelings - I have never really done this before...
Well, a pool party I am going to is today. I'm bringing a friend I met not too long ago, but I am still a little worried about it. I am also reather depressed about several things. My mother got mad at me when I first woke up and yelled and then she got mad that I wouldn't give the baby chips in the morning. She said "I just don't understand you." I hate to say it, but no one does and I would give anything to find someone who does understand me.

I admin, I have friends, but in my entire like, I never had a 'friend' you could say. I was always alone even around people I know. It was almost like I was traped in side a glass box or more like a sound proof oneway mirror. I can see and hear everything that is going on outside, but no matter how much I scream to be let out, no one can ever see me or hear me.

It is even more so hard since I am in a new city and have no one to even talk to (not that I could ever tell my true feelings to anyone other then a true friend that I am looking for) but it would help if I new people. I am going to take part time classes at the local hightschool and hope to meet some people, but everything I heard about school is bad. People pick on you and are mean and nasty and me being the shy, nontalkive person I am, I sometimes think it might just make things worse.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

FMA is now the current theme (finally got one up) and I am so tickled on how well the new layout turned out. I had to write the code and everything because of the loss of files on my computer but it was fairly easy this time around. I suppose it is because I don’t have the link banner like I always do. This time I played around with the tables and found that I like them better the way that they are. Well, Enjoy the new theme.
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Monday, June 27, 2005

FMA the movie!!!
Ok, FMA theme coming as you can see. I lost all of my clover pictures. Anyways, I was doing a Google search online and I found that a FMA movie is coming out in Japan this summer! w00t w00t. Come back tomorrow and I will post the link to the trailer.
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

   stupid hackers
Sorry for not updateing or getting to anyones sites. I don't think I will be able to vist you guys until my theme is done. Everything was going well, untill a hacker broke into my mom's system and messed everything up. I had to restore my computer and since it was so bad, it wouldn't let me back up my files so I lost a lot of stuff. Ironicly, the background that I was going to use for my new theme, I still have because I put it online while running some tests.
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Monday, June 20, 2005

Half themed
Well, I'm sort of half themed today while working on a new Layout. I have decided to go with CLOVER this time.

Can't talk much. I will try to everyones sites later.
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

   More then a bad hair day...
In the words of animated Jacky Chan, “Bad day, bad day, bad day!”

First off, my mom almost left me home when I didn’t get ready fast enough this morning to go to the store (she was pulling out of the drive way and everything) and my hair looked bad to begin with.

Then, this afternoon, I got about for virus just by clicking on a thumbnail to look at this picture of Yuki Sohma. I scanned once with my virus checker and it didn’t find it so I when online and scanned again. Half way though the scan, my computer over heats and crashes. I then just deleted all my temp internet files where the virus was and hope that it got it. I really should back up my computer.

I was already bummed from the virus incident but when I reached into my backpack to get a mint while my computer was scanning, I found out that some taffy I had put in there a while ago, melted and everything was all sticky so now my backpack is in the washer. Funny how I didn’t find out until now…

Sorry, for not making it to all your sites yesterday. I don’t think I will make it today either.

Ok now about yesterday…..

I went to the mall and bought this beautiful Japanese shirt that was onsale for half price (I wore it to the concert) and I also got D*N*Angel Vol. 6.

After that, I went to Battle of the Bands in the park and it was pretty fun. The lead singer in the first band was about my age and pretty cute. I have the address to his online message forum that I plan to check out. Maybe I will get to meet him since he is local. 0_~
He was a good singer and had a good band, by the music drowned out his voice though.

The second ban was a riot! All of there songs where sang super fast. One of the guitarist came out dressed as a cow and they band had all there crazy friends dancing around. The first song they played was about Seagulls taking over the world. They also played EarthAngel, but it was speeded up about 20 times.

The third band had the oldest members, about in their mid-20’s to early 30’s and they where the best! They all sang in harmony and sang some old rock songs for the older folks. They where so good, everyone begged for an encore even though there time had ran out. We did get our encore. XD

The fourth and fifth act where solo artists. The first was a girl that sang beautifully but she needed voice training because she would hit this pitch that would make you wince. The next guy came on just as I was leaving and I had good timing too.

Even though I left before the voting, I’m sure that the third band would have had the most cheers and won.


*Takes deep breath* Wow…long post…

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Friday, June 17, 2005

*sigh*
Well, I finally have my friends list cleaned out. Hopefully, I will be able to get to everyones sites again. ^^


Ok, I really need some idea's for a new theme. I would like to do a fruit basket one since I seem to be going crazy about it lately but I have no idea how to start it. Feel free to give other theme suggestions since I could use them.

Answer to HardLuckyWoman's question:

I was able to get the profile info over to the side like that with a CSS code that I got from Seto Kaiba Freak. I also got the code for the post table from her as well.

Well, nothing to post other then that save for the fact that I am going to my first battle of the bands concert tonight. It should be fun.
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Contest has ended!
Here are my stats for SKF's contest. Below is what she posted about me.


Honorable Mention: With a 69/50 in judging and only a point away from third place and having finished her theme so late in the contest, this award goes to Master Marik.

As you've probably all realized, Honorable Mention wasn't on the original award list, but because it was just a point difference, I've decided to give the award anyways. And she finished her theme really late on in the contest, so she obviously got less votes. Of course, when she did finish her theme, votes for her came rolling in.

*sigh* I should really learn to get thinks in on time, but at least I won Honorable Mention (when they weren't goining to have it) and I was one point away from thrid. Also, someone commented on her site that was a congrats to me which was pretty cool. I thanked him for it. ^^ Next time, I'm going to get done early and win first! XD

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

   Updates and other cool stuff...and shirtless bakura!
Well, the results came in from SetoKaibaFreak’s contest. I am currently tied with two other contestants. We know tomorrow who will win the whole enchilada.

I found a cool new site over the week end that has some wicked anime avys. All you have to do is give credit to the artist. If everyone likes I will post the link tomorrow. Also, I found the song Iris by Goo Goo Dolls that makes me wonder if they are a Fruit Basket fans because that song is almost like Kyo’s theme song. I will see if I can find the link to the Fruit Basket music video with that song because it is so good. I almost cried when I watched it. Since my Saiyuki theme doesn’t look like it is coming up, I am thinking of a KyoXTohru theme with that song.


They are so cute together, no?

Thank you for everyone who commented. From now one, I’m going to try to comment on more sites since I also plan to clean out my friends list. Don’t worry Yuna2004, I won’t delete you because you’re away. 0_~

Hot pic of a shirtless Bakura for commenting! Also thanks to everyone who wished my little sister happy birthday!



I love that tatoo by the way. What the heck! I love everything about 'kura. *glumps*
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