Friday, February 11, 2005

   My apologies...
Sry i havent updated in such a longgggg time. lol ive been quite busy being depressed n stuff, i was also pretty busy doing other stuff too. forget about that stupid poem from before... i dont know what i was thinking when i wrote it... its just something i do when im depressed. Well congrats to erika for getting her work into a book! i got my Ited scored back yesturday... idk if i did good or bad but other people say i did really good... how did that happen? -.-'
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   A more updated poem...
Well first of all, my school had a field trip to sleepy hollow (a ski trip where u can ski, snowboard, n go tubing n stuff) I stayed at school because i didnt want to go... it was boring...

Heres the more updated one... I'm beginning to think it sucks... It's too long...

People always say,
That love makes you take off the mask
That you are afraid to take off

The mask that you’re afraid,
That you can’t live without,
The mask that protects your heart and soul,
While also holding it in,

I finally found the courage,
To take off the mask,
I showed you my true self,
We had some laughs,

I admitted I love you,
I thought u were special,
I let my guard down,
and opened up to you,

But you took my heart,
While vulnerable and weak
And crushed it
Like it was nothing

I die a little inside,
Every time I see you smile,
Because I wasn’t the one,
Who made you smile,
Every time I see you hug,
Because I wasn’t the one,
You hugged,

I tried to withstand,
the pain and torture,
you put me through,
but I finally broke,

so I decided to leave you alone,
For you don’t need me anymore,
I hope the special person you chose ,
Will make you happy,

I'm sorry if me leaving,
Makes you sad,
It's not your fault,
It's just fate,

I don’t really want to leave,
But I have to,
Because if I stay,
My heart will never heal,

For it would shatter,
Every time I see,
And think of you,
Every time I remember,
The fun times,
We had together,
And the way,
You crushed,
My heart...

Now here I am,
Scarred for life,
As I put my mask back on,
I pick up my scattered heart,
And walk away,

As I walk away,
I close the door ,
That was left open for you,
Hoping,
That one day,
My heart,
Will be whole again...
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   Plz review this...
I got bored today so I wrote a poem... Plz review it n tell me what I should change n how I can improve it!!

People always say,
That love makes you
Take off the mask
That you are afraid
To take off

The mask that you’re afraid,
That you can’t live without,
The mask that protects your heart and soul,
While also holding it in,

I finally found the courage,
To take off the mask,
I showed you my true self,
We had some laughs,
And times I will never forget,

I thought u were special,
But you took my heart,
While vulnerable and weak
And crushed it
Like it was nothing
But a (something that rhymes with weak!)

I die a little inside,
Every time I see you smile,
Because I wasn’t the one,
Who made you smile,
Every time I see you hug,
Because I wasn’t the one,
You hugged,

I decided to leave you alone,
For you don’t need me anymore,
I hope the special person you chose ,
Will make you happy,

Now here I am,
Scarred for life,
As I put my mask back on,
I pick up my scattered heart,
And walk away,

As I walk away,
I close the door ,
That was left open for you,
Hoping,
That one day,
My heart,
Will be whole again…

I lost my original copy so this is just a quick over view of the stuff I remembered from it -.-'
This poem is far from done
Thz for helping!!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   My finals...
Sry I haven't updated in such a long time... I've been kinda busy lately... well my grades for my finals are back... I failed my GCS (geographical cultural studies)finals and and I also failed thae class T_T so I got to retake the stupid class again!!! I barely passed lang n lit... I got a D and I got a C in Science and a B+ in math... -.-'
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

   Final Final!!
I took my math final today and it was wayyyy easier then I thought it would be, then I took my tech ed final and finals were over! yay! It was so cold walking down to the lib!!!! BURRR!!! so windy n cold!!! well now I'm here n I'm soo bored...
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   Finals today...
Well... I took my Science final today... I messed up on it so bad! i did like 50 problems over again cause I forgot to turn the page... so I just gave up because I would have to start all over, so I ripped up my answer sheet... lol I just finished my Keyboarding final and I'm still in the room because we cant leave until the time is up... o well... so bored...
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   Todays final...
Omg... we took our GCS finals today, it was so long!!! 200 questions!!! I didn't even finish the last 50 questions n i just guessed on them!!! O_o I dont think I should of done that knowing that this final determins whether or not I pass GCS... well I'm still at the lib now...
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Well finals today is over...
I'm at the library right now... i get to stay here for 5 hours! O_o o wel, lol I think i failed the lang n lit final today... It's not like i have a furure anyway...
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   I got bored... lol
You are the tender care giver:
You take good care of your girl you help her all
the time and listen, that is a very good thing
but you should remeber to also treat her like a
sexual being and not a child.


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You would do anything to make a girl happy, good for
you.


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