Monday, December 27, 2004

   Damn
I can't believe it my mother buys me a game without knowing that you need credit card to par for it. And she will not cooraperate with me ahhhh no I am stuck at the first screen. I am dying to play it but can't (The Game is FFXI) I will make my rounds today bye bye.
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

   Merry Cristmas
Merry Cristmas People but I can't talk I am so excited my dad bought me the trench coat I always wanted and the FInal fantasy XI so I have to install it. See everyone tommorow.
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Friday, December 24, 2004

   Happy and understanable
My father and I was talking about same old stuff. My school population... My population is low... way low and then he asks me what people do I hang out with (like social Suffering artis that stuff) I told him Goths and he started to go crazy a little (on the fact that he already is crazy 0_o) He said that he understands if I am a goth or not and I am saying THANK YOU !!!! SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!, but laughs and says that you have to red two books to become a ture goth I was wondering what he ment by that. One book is The wall and The red Death. So I laughed and smiled. and came here. smile... Thankyou for all the comments to all my questions that really made me feel happy.
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

   Admit
Okay I am back and have loads to tell. I am turning Gothic and it is called out with the old in with the new. (Except anime I love that to much.). I have been thinking and pondering. I came to many dead ends. My mother and father just finally relized of what I am. You will laugh at this. My mother saw me waering off white and black before that it was black and I will give you a hint about the day before that? It starts with a B and ends with a K. lol. Well my mother says I am in the dugeon and I need to come out; my father says that I am expressing who I am, and you know what he's right. I been having problems about the world latly and I wish I was away for a good year Be alone in pecie so I have some questions to ask anyone who reads this. 1: Do you like being around people or being alone? Second question Do you like the light or the dark better? pick. last question would you rather stay close to people or far away as possible?.... you choose.
Merry Christmas ^_^
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Mysterious Guy! The living riddle! You are smart, a
kind of a mysterious loner and you love to talk
in riddles, girls can't resist that. Great for
you.


What kind of Boy are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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   The Nightmare is over
I have finished all of my projects Yess now I have more time on the computers and all sorts. That means all the time on the otaku and making my rank go down also I have time to talk to all my friends. I have been a bad person I am sorry very very sorry. I will try to make it up to all my friends. SMILE
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

You are very distant, cold.... The element you are
destined to be with is the element 'Night/Dark'
you are classified as a loner, but you don't
care what other people think of you. You are
the silent type and have no friends and you
want to keep it that way. You have a very
mysterious personality, and the only best
quality of yours, is your eyes, they are really
deep and hypnotising. People rarely or never
sees your softer side, and your favourite
colour is most likely to be black.


What element were you destined to be with? (Anime Pictures)
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   30 min time space
I must take this chance now to post something up for the otaku. I am so sorry I was not on the otaku for the past weeks i have projects like it was nothing and I have completed 3 out of 4 projects and I have one more project and it the hard one so I am taking this time to get it in. I have been having a bad week I have been having a bad month and I can't take it anymore from my mother to my grandmother I can't stand it. I always have to hear everything from a lot of people and they disrespect me all the time and they don't see that yet. I hardly have any friends because of my aloof aditude and they make it worse. I wish that this can all just stop with out me resorting to any non sence.

on the happy side I can greet everyone and make my rounds smile.
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Sunday, December 5, 2004

   Sorry with a Giant S
I won't be able to come on the otaku for a long time because of the marking period. Becasue it is near the second I have to do project like it was nothing and they are all test grades. I have been flying around the whole place and I apologize with the deepness od my heart. when the chrismas vacation comes I will be up here like crazy, but for now I have to hoof it.

ja mata ne
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   I might
I am going to my uncles house today I might be able to have time to post my things and talk today. Me and my friend Has alot in common she understands what I am going though. I have been in deep thought for two weeks and I couldn't come to the otaku. Me buisness. I have been having a lot of thought and I notice how my life has been messed up and every time I try to fix the problem a new one acurres. I will talk more but I have to get change. peace!!!

ja mata me watashi wa Sebastian lol
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