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Birthday • 1991-06-19 Gender •
Male Location • Out of my mind. • Bellevue, Nebraska • Somewhere you'll never find me. Member Since • 2004-07-22 Occupation • Student (10th) • Lazy Bum • Personal Web Designer • Weirdo Real Name • Matt (duh!) • Whatever I feel like going by at the moment • There are other aliases, but I shall not name them here.
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Achievements • I'm learning how to play the piano... • I figured parts of PHP out for myself. • I'm one of the weirdest people I know. Anime Fan Since • Pretty much, I don't know! Favorite Anime • InuYasha, but I barely ever see it anymore... Goals • Get Good Grades • Draw more fanart • Learn Japanese (Eventually) • Be able to write C++ programs • Somehow, learn to draw. Hobbies • Computers and internet • Programming • Web Design • I own some of the least visited sites on the internet! Very well designed, but no good content and few returning visitors. Talents • Insanity... • I have a rather thorough knowledge of HTML and such. • I'm an optimist and a pessimist at the same time.
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I wrote stuff that no one will read again. It was a really short rant sort of thing about the relationship of two words. Nothing all that interesting.
Well, How long's it been since I posted last? Way to long? That's what I thought. But I don't post much because my life is so frickin boring that I don't have anything to post about! I haven't been out of the house except for specific purposes since around when school got out.
And I'm still not sure what's going on with my girlfriend and I's relationship. I'm thinking that I'm history, but I don't know. I just hope that it's over, because every day at school I saw Jessie, which made me think of how bad my first experience was. Then now the thought of such has been freshly imprinted on my mind every time I think about either the relationship or just her in general. I managed to get along just fine alone in fifth grade. It was years like seventh through the present that have been the most messed up. I never want to do my work. I'm always depressed to some point. I'm always staying up until three, four, five, sometimes six, in the morning. I'm never able to focus for long. I'm always... well, I'll leave this thingy out because only a few people would get it... I just have been messed up since seventh grade. All I know is that I just can't focus and do much more than complain about how I can't focus on anything. the stuff onscreen only appears clear if I'm specifically looking at it directly, all else is too blurred to even notice. As I type, the ad on the page is blurry since I'm focusing on the words I'm typing. All around it is. This summer is going to be hard. It's never a good thing when I go into the "new year" (this one's year revolves around the end of school) depressed or just feeling like crap in general.
I should probably shut up so I don't... I don't know. I'm just going to shut up now.
--*insert alias you prefer to recognize me by here*
I decided to try to figure out that Terragen program I downloaded a long time ago... It makes a rather accurate computer-generation of a terrain. I know how to modify the landscape rather well, I just made a lake this time surrounded by some high hills. Then I got a sort of extension thing that can animate the terrain, making the camera and focus a moving set. But there are 390 frames, making it a HUGE animation and a large load on the processor to create the individual frames. So I'm gonna close everything down now so it can go a little quicker.
If I ever write enough short stories to make it, I CAN MAKE A BOOK! I even found a publisher that doesn't care how good it is and is "free..." I'm just a little cautious because I never heard of them before. They take 20% of the sales profits from the book, which isn't bad, supposedly. But then my book (with the cool "dust cover" and stuff) would be over $20. 'cause the money I'd want would be a mere $4, meaning that the publisher would take another dollar, and make it $20.96. I really would think it was cool if the profit was a cool price like $19.96... but that takes calculation... Of course, I could always take $3.20 and then it ould be an even four dollars after the commision...
Anywhoo, I should shut up since I'd have to write enough short stories to compile first, THEN i should worry about the pricing and stuff!
My dad's work had their annual picnic thingy... We went to Mahoney state Park and did all kinds of stuff.. not really. Here's a complete list of what we did, in list format, in valid HTML without < ul >:
• Arrived, ate.
• Minigolf.
• Trail ride, got socks dirty.
• Back to food area to get water.
• Pool.
• Kicked out of pool for lifeguards' dinnerbreak.
• Pool.
• Kicked out for closing.
• Culver's for dinner.
• Home.
Wow, I'm a nerd.
I made some changes to my actual website. I added a few links that probably deserve to be there. Go bother my website. I still haven't redone it, and the virtual toast still stole the original, so that's a copy.
if ($bored = no) {
echo "I am not bored.";}
else {
echo "I am bored.";}
Quote from deviantART Terms Of Service:
"To register as a member of the Service or purchase products, you must be 18 years or lawfully permitted to enter into and form contracts under applicable law."
Oops... It looks like I'm not really supposed to be registered there. However, I do believe that I am legally able to enter into and form contracts, as I have previously in my "job." (They made me sign a contract saying if I get hit with a car or sustain injury while executing their service, my family and I are the only ones liable.) But that's here! What about in California, which is where their terms are adhering to law at? I don't know. I sure hope so!
I ended up reading the Terms of Service for no reason... I downloaded someone's art as my wallpaper and then uploaded it as a screenshot, but still gave the original creator credit in the description of said submission.
I want you all's opinion on both issues:
1) Should I remove the "Deviation" with the wallpaper?
2) Should I remove myself from deviantART for precaution on not being able to enter into or form contracts?
A couple of days ago my teacher was reading a book about homosexuality in the coming decades. She was really interested by the whole thing, so she axed my friend Lizzie about it, and she started bitching:
"Get out!.. No way! I am so sick of hearing about the coming decades all the time!"
But then when my teacher got to the part about the homosexuality, Lizzie ran away all of a sudden. Then this morning, Lizzie's cousin told me that the reason Lizzie was so freaked out was because she used to write a lot about homosexuality. Often Lizzie can be a little cool like that, but she kinda loves me...
And never came back! I think I crashed my car in crazy, but that's hard, since I can't drive yet!!
Well, now I feel odd. I'm not even sure what the feeling is, or more how to explain it. But I felt it since I saw/heard Gabriella's solo in High School Musical. I guess I do know why, but I'm not going to go there in here. Not even on my MSN space... I just want to keep it to myself, since it's a personal issue and not a matter of public involvement.
My sister bought the DVD of the movie mentioned above. I watched it and that's how I saw/heard it. I really don't want to talk about the effect of the part above, but I probably will once I ramble about whatever I think of to ramble about.
I decided not to ramble about anything and get on to other matters.
I downloaded the IE7 beta last night, and you know what it reminds me of? Mozilla Firefox! Tabs, quick search, the works. It almost passes as a copy of the FF gui. I guess Microsoft is jealous of the cool stuff Firefox and Netscape do that IE doesn't. But just because it looks like Firefox, doesn't mean I'm going to use it more. I'm going to stick to Firefox because I trust FireFox more that IE.
I bought a new CD player today. It is similar to the one that was stolen from me, but it has radio (AM/FM/Wb/TV) and doesn't have a remote port! :( It cost me about $60. It's shiny and blue and awesome and stuff. It even has the same case design as my old one, but it's all blue where there was either see-thru black or orange. But it's neat nonetheless. Here's a picture I found on Google:
well, I should send this post so I can get the cable to hook the cd player up to the monitor speakers so I don't get a headache.
I dreamed again! But it was a dorky dream. I was forced to read a book at school. And it was a cool book, but I don't think it actually exists... if it does, I have NEVER seen it in my life, like most of the messed up crap I see in my rare dreams. But what I think majorly influenced the book I was forced to read was the quizzes took last night. The number probably drilled the word farther in my head than normal, and then on top of that, I was thinking about that sort of thing anyways. So now I actually can say I dreamed recently! Whee!
Oh, and I'm attempting to re-write the book I read in my dream. I only remember the begining and a part of the plot, but I'm going to try to reconstruct it, and then see if maybe what I wrote from my dream's reading actually existed before I knew it did. I already know that if it does exist, in part or in whole, as my mind invented it, at least part of it was influenced by one of the quizzes I took.
And now I bet half of you are going "WTF?"... I don't feel like telling you what my dream was about, or what the tag I searched last night on Quizilla was. But maybe you already know, to some extent.
I messed with the \\MAIN machine again... Yesterday, I installed Windows 98 so I could play some of the older games I own, and I couldn't get the thing on the network. I managed to get it online, but then the internet was not working. I fixed that (proxy error), and then the web browser was so old that the thing couldn't even run modern javascripting! So I had to download the IE installer on this machine and share the file so that I could use it, and the web browser's font on main was so small that I think it was probably at 2pt or so. It was microscopic! Now I just need to finish messing with the Windows Update stuff for it. But for right now, it's back to Windows XP, so I can reconstruct the story from my dream. That machine is the only one in the basement with Office on it! I'm not allowed to activate the trial on this thing, and then I can't replace it with the not exactly legal version that is on \\MAIN. (Well, it IS legal, but it doesn't update as though it were legal.)
Well, I shall do something productive/useful/creative or something like that. I'm so bored...
Seeya!
Yet again I said I should do something productive and/or useful and didn't. But I found a quiz result I really like. Who remembers this one? It's from a long time ago.
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