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Thursday, April 19, 2007


   Oh no!
I'm planning another proving of my lacking art 5|<|112 (skills) yet again. But this time I'm going to try to insult the art I like best. Of course, by this I mean I'm going to make my best attempt at it, and the fact that I am trying it and will eventually submit something is an insult to the genre.

I just desperately want to do so many things that I don't know if I'll ever be able to do any of them. Web design, programming, electronics, piano, drawing, school... It gets to be too much. I just don't think I can try to learn to draw, program, design, AND play piano. I may have to pick two or three, and I would definitely be the piano going away. I want desperately to be able to draw, but I just lack the ability. I need help in that area. As soon as I can draw, I'll be happy with myself enough that I would use the talent I have.

I'm going to go start my next failure at art. If it's really bad, I'll make it into a silhouette type art instead of regular....

*blinks* Whoa! Maybe tomorrow night. I'm really tired for some odd reason...

EDIT: For some reason, my flash drive is appearing to not be formatted at all to my upstairs computer. It says the file system type is "RAW" and yet it will let me put files on it. It doesn't appear in "my computer" at all, and the only way to get to it is type the drive letter into the address bar. Any ideas why, anybody?

EDIT: Why do I try to make myself draw when I know beyond a reasonable doubt that I will fail?

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