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• Bellevue, Nebraska
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Sunday, October 2, 2005

Ugh...
What a life I have...

I hate being tired and feeling like I do. I don't know how to explain it other than I don't feel like me. Just a totally different person. I know I carry myself different, I'm talking different, and i'm more often tired than not. To put how I feel into two words: like sh*t.

A bit has gone on since last post. I now offically have a girlfriend (Shh! i'm not supposed to tell!), and I have made a new purchase: a MIDI capable keyboard. Not my Yamaha DJX-505, but still acceptable. I'll picturamapatize it later.

Reasons I would like to die right now:


  • My secret is eating at me. (Not the gf, somethign else.)
  • I have no money (In fact, -$15)
  • I didn't do any homework from last week
  • I feel like sh*t
  • AND THE LIST COULD GO ON... BUT I DECIDE TO SPARE YOU THE TRADGEDY OF BEING THE ONES I RANT TO

Yeah... if that doesn't put how I feel into perspective, then you'll never understand until my secret has been released (good luck. i'm not breaking.). Even still, you may only think you understand. I'm feeling like a totally new person, and I f*cking hate it! HATE IT, HATE IT, HATE IT!!! All i can do is sit there and sigh and feel sorry for myself.

Well, i'm too depressedly sad to type here anymore without starting to rant too much. I don't want to do that. So, seeyas.

*sighs and uses body language to express hopeless feelings*
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