Monday, March 13, 2006

   Code Green!

I'm don't feel like the mood icon, but that was the only green one!

Yes, I have solved my schedule crisis. In homeroom today, I decided to postpone JAVA until Junior year, then I have CSR's and Spanish III. Here's what my schedule might look like.(bold signifies required classes.)

1. English 10
2. Biology
3. Geometry
4. World History
5. P.E.: Lifetime Sports / Video Journalism
6. Spanish III
7. CSR I&II

Yet again I added a weird HTML comment in there that is hilarious to me...

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I had a scare for a few seconds today when I checked my email. I was expecting an email from my girlfriend's friend. And when in arrived... *cue dramatic music* I SENT IT THROUGH THE WRONG ACCOUNT!!!

So yeah. I was looking in the folder that it would place it in, and it was in the folder for the email account related to my secret! It was scary, because she knew it was me... Now I have to wonder if she knows me elsewhere on the internet, because I didn't even sign the email with my name at all. It contained no identifier other than the "From" field. But I was scared. I guess outlook determined that since it's related to my secret that I must send it through the secret related account... But I don't think that she knows what my secret is. Unless she goes googling with that email address and that name... They are paired on my secret website that almost no one knows about. Lets hope she didn't.

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I'm seriously contemplating dropping my secret on the world. All it takes is a few keystrokes, mouse clicks, and waiting before anyone who looks at any of my content discovers it. I know that it's not commonly known or liked for that matter. Maybe I should just show everyone. It's only 13 keystrokes for the short version of the sentence. But that would be typing the words I fear saying most. However, if I have managed them before, shouldn't it be easier now? No. I was hurt by them, indirectly. Alex Williams and Jessie Allen were among the first outside the others like me to know. Right now, only one person who doesn't hate me knows it, and she knows who she is. ;) I don't know... I'm possibly to paranoid to tell anyone. My parents don't even know, and I want it to stay that way. They'd probably take me to a mental hospital, and there is nothing wrong with my head. (Nothing too out of the ordinary, at least...) I have set up the poll above with this question and these answers:

Should I expose my secret?
Yes
No
Don't ask me!!!!!

I would appreciate votes and comments and PMs ect. It will all help me reach my decision. If I do decide to, this will be the first location that will see this secret. It's huge and I'm scared of everyone knowing about it.

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Gym class today was weird... Me and a friend of mine had the really huge excercise ball, and we were throwing it at the wall and catching it, and this group of girls runs past and steals it. After about 8 minutes of politely asking for it back, we went and told the teacher. He told the girls to give it back. Most of them were black girls, so they said that we were racist. I, for one, hate everyone equally, be you black, white, latino, all of the above, some of the above, whatever. My friend made a complete joke out of that the one girl touched him. It was something like since the black girl touched him, he was going to die. He even said it with a sarcastic, joking tone. Apparently, all of them were too stupid to catch that, so now he has been labeled racist by them. They don't hate me yet, because I'm far too nice to people I don't know. I may be a loser, but I'm a nice loser. I tend to let people walk all over me at school... but then at home I DON'T TAKE NO CRAP! If my sister takes something of mine and politeness doesn't solve it, I WHOMP ON HER! I'm a little more nice to my parents. I poke them instead, becaue that gets on my dad's nerves. :-D But yeah. I lend money too much, never get it back; give people writing utensils, never get them back, give advice, get (almost) none in return, all that. I have had several people tell me that I'm "too nice," and the teachers usually say that I'm a model student. (even though if I think the assignment is stupid, I don't do it, and I never study for tests and quizzes) I guess I am too nice, usually. I do, however, lie frequently about only having one writing utensil. I ALWAYS have at least two of my Pilot pens and a mechanical pencil on hand. (Save for Gym class...) So there's my downfall on niceness. But I always feel bad then if I lie and they still can't get something to write with. My conscience is an evil, evil beast. (Hmm... Could be interpreted two ways!)

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Well, I've obviously been procrastinating going to bed... Unfortunately (I've been spelling that word wrong for YEARS!!!!!), I must go to bed to avoid grounding and punishments of that sort.

Seeya!

P.S. Do you know that french cryptologist, Vigenere? I know his cipher. If you use the keyword HIDDEN on this message, you will get my secret! :O
P IP JSVUO WR XRST HYIEFWQH IILVWXEYSG. SOINZM EH TNAQHQX!

*"Hits Magic 'Add Post' Button"*

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