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Birthday
1991-06-19
Gender
Male
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Out of my mind. • Bellevue, Nebraska • Somewhere you'll never find me.
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2004-07-22
Occupation
Student (10th) • Lazy Bum • Personal Web Designer • Weirdo
Real Name
Matt (duh!) • Whatever I feel like going by at the moment • There are other aliases, but I shall not name them here.
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Achievements
I'm learning how to play the piano... • I figured parts of PHP out for myself. • I'm one of the weirdest people I know.
Anime Fan Since
Pretty much, I don't know!
Favorite Anime
InuYasha, but I barely ever see it anymore...
Goals
Get Good Grades • Draw more fanart • Learn Japanese (Eventually) • Be able to write C++ programs • Somehow, learn to draw.
Hobbies
Computers and internet • Programming • Web Design • I own some of the least visited sites on the internet! Very well designed, but no good content and few returning visitors.
Talents
Insanity... • I have a rather thorough knowledge of HTML and such. • I'm an optimist and a pessimist at the same time.
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
This Post...
... is the post I fear the most. It is the exposure of my largest secret in the place I wanted to expose such least. Delaying it more than I already have is just delaying the inevitable. However, avoiding it is a lot easier for now than confronting it. So I will leave it for last. That way, if I regret it, I can edit it out more easily.
The spanish final was rather easy. But I thought the game was called 20 questions, not 120 questions! The test was just LONG! I think I either did very well, or got a perfect score (doubtful).
We watched two days of Forrest Gump in history now. I don't think we have a final in it, else we would have done them already.
My rocket project for science isn't done, and we have to launch tomorrow! EEK! Maybe we can finish it while we're waiting to be called for launch. We barely have a life for the egg that's gotta land uncracked for full points.
Now it's time for the delayed inevitable: I am a therianthrope. Now, more than likely, no one knows that word, and the simplest thing I can say that makes any sense at all is "modern real werewolf." In other words, it's all in the head/heart, not in the physical existence. My body is permanently locked in a human state of appearance, whereas my mind wanders among a wolf and human set of thought.
FAR LATE EDIT: Don't take everything I say with this as truth. I will be truthful in saying that I may subconsciously lie trying to protect myself.m
Now I have alienated myself enough to write this in a note to my girlfriend, (at least she is for now... I have no clue how long we're going to stay together.) since she wrote me a note asking why I was acting "different" today.
Now I need to shower/draw/bed so I don't get in trouble.
seeya!
P.S. Those who think they'll like me more for this secret, I have a word of advice for you: don't. If you specifically like me because I am a therian, then I'll specifically dislike you for liking me for a reason beyond my control.
P.P.S. I'm a sad excuse for an "artist" of any sort.... :(
P.P.P.S. I chickened out and edited it after someone already saw it. :(
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