AIM • gigabytebcs40 E-mail •Click Here OtakuBoards •matt3402 Website •Click Here Yahoo! Messenger • gigabytebcs40
Vitals
Birthday • 1991-06-19 Gender •
Male Location • Out of my mind. • Bellevue, Nebraska • Somewhere you'll never find me. Member Since • 2004-07-22 Occupation • Student (10th) • Lazy Bum • Personal Web Designer • Weirdo Real Name • Matt (duh!) • Whatever I feel like going by at the moment • There are other aliases, but I shall not name them here.
Personal
Achievements • I'm learning how to play the piano... • I figured parts of PHP out for myself. • I'm one of the weirdest people I know. Anime Fan Since • Pretty much, I don't know! Favorite Anime • InuYasha, but I barely ever see it anymore... Goals • Get Good Grades • Draw more fanart • Learn Japanese (Eventually) • Be able to write C++ programs • Somehow, learn to draw. Hobbies • Computers and internet • Programming • Web Design • I own some of the least visited sites on the internet! Very well designed, but no good content and few returning visitors. Talents • Insanity... • I have a rather thorough knowledge of HTML and such. • I'm an optimist and a pessimist at the same time.
myOtaku.com: matt3402
Monday, June 12, 2006
...?
I wrote stuff that no one will read again. It was a really short rant sort of thing about the relationship of two words. Nothing all that interesting.
Well, How long's it been since I posted last? Way to long? That's what I thought. But I don't post much because my life is so frickin boring that I don't have anything to post about! I haven't been out of the house except for specific purposes since around when school got out.
And I'm still not sure what's going on with my girlfriend and I's relationship. I'm thinking that I'm history, but I don't know. I just hope that it's over, because every day at school I saw Jessie, which made me think of how bad my first experience was. Then now the thought of such has been freshly imprinted on my mind every time I think about either the relationship or just her in general. I managed to get along just fine alone in fifth grade. It was years like seventh through the present that have been the most messed up. I never want to do my work. I'm always depressed to some point. I'm always staying up until three, four, five, sometimes six, in the morning. I'm never able to focus for long. I'm always... well, I'll leave this thingy out because only a few people would get it... I just have been messed up since seventh grade. All I know is that I just can't focus and do much more than complain about how I can't focus on anything. the stuff onscreen only appears clear if I'm specifically looking at it directly, all else is too blurred to even notice. As I type, the ad on the page is blurry since I'm focusing on the words I'm typing. All around it is. This summer is going to be hard. It's never a good thing when I go into the "new year" (this one's year revolves around the end of school) depressed or just feeling like crap in general.
I should probably shut up so I don't... I don't know. I'm just going to shut up now.
--*insert alias you prefer to recognize me by here*
...?