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Thursday, October 26, 2006


"Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today."
Those are the words of a Skye Sweetnam song that I have had stuck in my head. That and a remix of "I Go Crazy", DHT's cover of Paul Davis's song. I loove that song. It's presently the most-played song on my library, but that's not all that difficult, as most of my songs have a zero play count since the oopsie.

Well, I'm attempting to compose a letter to my real-world friends about the difference between who I pretend to be for normalcy and who I am in all reality. This is a huge task, and it's getting harder and harder as time goes by. I have to tell them eventually. I'm hoping that this letter that I'm writing can be an alternative to a very awkward conversation. It's going to be uncomfortable as it is, because I'm still exposing myself, making myself extemely vulerable, which is one of the worst feeling in the world for me. I absolutely hate having people know something that is so close to me. I just hope that if I do actually give people this letter, that I'm not taken wrong.

But beyond that, I have water in my ears. I hate that feeling too. I hate showers, except that they make me feel clean afterwards. Whatever.

I start piano lessons soon. In fact, Thursdays in the evening. So I get to go to lessons tonight. Whee...

Well, it's about 11:30, so I'm off to bed.

Seeya!

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