Sunday, November 5, 2006

I'm an idiot!

I haven't practiced what little piano I do know since my lesson on thursday. Oops! I did the homework, but my life is a little out of whack as it is, I've been doing this and that since I woke up. I haven't really had time today, because when I got up, we were making breakfast, after breakfast, we had a little bit of downtime, and I went on the computer. Granted not the nice one, but still. Now I'm sitting here, half an hour before bedtime, and I haven't even finished my homework from school! I'm in for some fun tomorrow morning. I have to finish over 50 questions in math, and I don't think that's it.

I need to ditch my "job." I don't get paid enough for it. I went down nearly a dollar from the month before, and when you get paid as little as I do, that's quite a bit. I can't wait till this summer when I can get a different "job" and make more money so I can eventually buy the stuff I want to, such as my Mac and my new PC... (Don't even say anything about the Mac, Kitsune.)

Well, the day I got the money to buy this one graphics card I had been looking for, CompUSA stops selling it! I was so aggrivated! I had just gotten the money to buy the thing, and then it's not there! It was a very nice card for it's price. 128MB RAM, a respectable GPU core speed, two DVI ports, $40. Then I go to buy it, and it's gone. GRRRR! CompUSA, you drive me crazy! (Crazier, I should say.)

Well, I don't know if I wrote this here or not, but I wrote a letter thing to tell people that I am, well, different. More different than I can say comfortably here. Well, I typed an exactly 1000 word letter, and I still haven't given it to anyone. I've gotten to the point where the letter is in my hand, but then I chicken out and put it away again. I don't even know why I'm so afraid to tell anyone this thing. It's not something I should be ashamed of, and I'm not the only person in the world who has this secret. I guess I'm just afraid of the reactions people will have, because if I don't explain it just right, I'm going to confuse people and make people doubt me. And I hate that my ex-girlfriend told one of her friends that I had something to tell her that my other ex hated (or sill hates) me for. This guy she told this to called me and asked if I would tell him. Of course I couldn't, but that call was not one I really wanted to receive. Talking on the phone makes me nervous. Ick.

Well, other than all that, I have been a weirdo as usual. I so want to write something else after the "weird" part of "weirdo" rather than just "o," in fact, another word instead of one letter, but I digress. I got someone interested in my High-low game on my calculator. He wants me to transfer it to his calculator tomorrow. He was intrigued by the choice of number range, 0 - 1 Million. :) I know, I'm so weird. I can get it in about 26 tries sometimes. Unless I screw up, then I end up with countless tries. Whatever.

I noticed that I've still been writing long posts but I haven't been using the "Horizontal Rules..." Why, I don't know, but I haven't.

Well this makes another long post for me. It took me nearly 10 minutes to write all that. Surprising? No, but I wasted some valuable time doing this.... Some time I should have been practicing piano in...

And guess what! "P, Mf, and F!" As well as Half-note, dotted half-note, and quarter note. =P

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