Friday, January 28, 2005

   What will happen today? o_o
I'm gonna skip all that crap since this is the 2nd time I've tried to post this cursed thing. Right now it is 9:08 AM, so there. Meh!

[Post]
I stayed over at Josh's house last night after college. He called Sam 'cause he wanted to ask her some questions. I asked him not to mention that I was at his house. Well, to put a long story short, Sam realized the mess she would get in with Cody and is gonna break up with him today. After talking with Josh, Sam realized where her feelings truly were, as well. She knows if she stays with Cody, I'll be hurt and Cody may wind up hurting me anyways. HE DOESN'T WANT HER TO EVEN HANG AROUND JJ!...now that really makes me angry...can't cuss. I'm in the middle of class...Cody likes to tell her what to do and even had the adamantium balls to tell her the next time I give Sam a letter, he is going to beat the crap out of me. I don't care what he does to me, but if he lays a hand on Sam, there won't be enough for even the crows to peck at.

Oh yeah, swtanimechick, JJ asked Sam your question (I think it was you): "If Sam loves you, when why does she want to go out with Cody?" Well, Josh asked her that and she came to realize what was wrong. I just hope that everything goes well today.

Thats all for now. And don't forget Bri, I may be giving you a call this weekend. ^_^ Laters!

>>Matt

PS: I just got looking at some of the new greeting cards....the yaoi ones scare me...and that one with Chi, who looks about 7 yrs old with nothing on...burn whoever posted them. MWAHAHAHA!
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

[Time of Post]
9:16 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
None today. I have no subject.

[Post]
Hey all...thanks for the tips on my last post...I just think I need to have a talk with Sam, alone. I understand whats going on, but I just want her to know how I feel. I'm going to see if we can't talk at the library or at lunch today. I plan on going to her house today as well. I was wanting her to watch this DBGT video I have since she said that the Dragonball series seems interesting.
I just need to see her right now. I feel down and I got to school late...(cursed bus)...I forgot some of my stuff over at JJ's house Monday night. I need to get my stuff back. And if I can earn a little money, I may go to Sam Goody's down in Chillicothe and buy some manga. Here are my choices that I am interested in:
Chobits
Pita-ten
Fruits Basket

If you suggest another, I'll look into it. But I'm not sure if I can get enough money to buy one...-sigh-...better stop here before the teach starts to bitch at me. Laters.

>>Matt
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   What am I to do?
[Time of Post]
5:25 PM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
I'm over at Josh's. Read the post and find out...

[Post]
Yeah, if you haven't figured it out, I am a little depressed. A little while ago, I got off the phone with Sam. Well, after talking to each other, we agreed to put or relationship on hold and see other people for a bit. Well, she want's me to see her best friend Brittany since Brittany has had a crush on me for the longest of times now. She is gonna see what Cody is like. If we don't really like the persons we are seeing, then we get back together...
But I'm not sure if I can do this...I love Sam very much. I know she loves me, but she wants to get her emotions figured out, so she is gonna see what Cody is like...that ain't gonna last long, believe me.
But I'm gonna have to try my hardest not to scream or get pissed if I see Cody kiss Sam...I have a temper problem and it may excallate to something bad if I seen that. I made Sam promise me that she'd be careful around Cody...he better pray he doesn't hurt her or do something to her that she doesn't want to do....cause I swear, if he does, Sam, Courtney, and Josh will be afraid to even look at me, even if I'm not looking at them...

I would really appreciate the support from all of you, if possible. I ain't that strong, emotionally, and I won't be able to do this without help and support. For those who helps, I thank you right now.

>>Matt

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   Meh...making subject titles can be boring...
[Time of Post]
8:19 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
It is what is says.

[Post]
Knotice how early this post is? Correct. I am back in school.
Now on to some stuff I forgot to mention on my last post...

Kayla said that Sam is cheating on me. She said she seen Sam laying on Cody Gilpens shoulder. Sam told me about that on Monday! It really doesn't bother me that she did that, though. But Kayla had to drag it out into some large thing that could've easily been avoided....meh, I'll iggie her from now on.

Well, I actually got my room straightened up. That big box in the middle of my floor is now gone, along with that piece of crap stereo. I went to sleep at about 12:30 AM and I got up at 7:00 AM...6 and 1/2 hours of sleep can be fun...

Now on to stuff that I would like to keep between me and whoever reads this on myO...even though Sam is my girlfriend, she does have a crush on JJ and Cody (the Cody mentioned above). It doesn't bother me that she does, it's just that I have a feeling she wants to break up with me. If she does, I won't be able to stop her, but I will be crushed. I'm gonna tell her if she wants to break up with me, then she can if she wants to.

Well, thats all for now. I'll see you all laters!

>>Matt

PS: Here is a quiz I found. Please take it:

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Matty
2. Duff
3. Duff Master-D

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Matt_Prower
2. Super_Shadow_Xtreme
3. Venge_Katan

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My magic fingers. -hint hint-
2. My over active mind.
3. My ability to play any video game.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My idiotic attitude.
2. My shyness.
3. My temper.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. My temper.
2. My personality.
3. I'm part Irish.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Bugs
2. Natural disasters.
3. Losing someone close.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My friends.
2. Oxygen (NOT THE CHANNEL!)
3. Gravity

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Pants
2. A shirt.
3. BOXERS!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. Disturbed
2. Linkin Park
3. Eminem

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Numb - Linkin Park
2. Faint - Linkin Park
3. Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Giving Sam a better kiss. ^^
2. Tell Kayla off.
3. Actually have more than 1 hour of alone time with Sam.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Trust
2. Dignity (sp?)
3. Lots of physical contact. (and yes, maybe some of that XP)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE guess the lie, I dare ya.
1. I hate Kayla
2. Me and Samantha are going out.
3. I have a 126 inch d*** LOL

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Short hair
2. Small breasts (really!)
3. Unique eyes.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Dance
2. Kiss correctly. (gotta have Sam show me how...meh)
3. Give birth to a baby.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Reading
2. Writing
3. Drawing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Go to see Sam
2. Get out of school
3. Beat the crap out of JJ

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Artist
2. Author
3. ???

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. Castle Rock, Colorado (Heheheh)
3. Anywhere else

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Matt
2. Josh
3. Mystic

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have sex (who wouldn't?)
2. Meet Brianna
3. Write a book

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Kayla (I wont let her take this quiz, mwahahahaha!)
2. Josh
3. Courtney
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   None today folks!
[Time of Post]
12:34 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
I can't think of an idea.

[Post]
Hey all. I'm RPing with Bri (as Reno) right now. ^_^ It's her, her five kids (two are adopted), and me at CC and all hell has broke loose...I wonder if Reno still has feelings for Matt...hrmm....who knows?

Well, the 'Bitch' PMed me earlier. She said she still likes me and all this bullshit. I'll only be her friend and ONLY her friend if she can prove to me that I can trust her. If she DID like me, then why didn't she just tell me instead of hanging on Mike and Chris all the time?! o_O!?!?!?!?!

On to business...I do agree with Brianna...long distance relationships don't really work...but I will go see her if I get the chance., ^_^

Thats all for now....oh yeah! JJ is at MasterMold on X-Men Legends. Any tips on how to defeat him?!?!?!

>>Matt
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

   The b***h is back...
[Time of Post]
10:10 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
After many days of being absent, Kayla is back...I wish I could douse her with gasoline and toss her a lit match...heheheheh...


[Post]
I was almost late for class again, but I got in here about 10 seconds before the bell.

Yesterday was kinda boring...I played FF9 most of the day...I may borrow disc 1 from Cory since on my current file, I used a GameShark (naughty me!). I got Joshs discs 2, 3, and 4. He can't find his disc 1.
Samantha didn't go to Wendensday school yesterday...that means she may be suspended again! -crys-
Meh be all awone without meh Sammy!

...I got my Geometry exam, and my Government exam today...I'm gonna ace them both. These exams have been easier than crap...

Sam said she loved me just as I entered my class, and as I went to turn around to her, she was *POOF* gone...so after this class, I'll make it up. ^_^

Well, thats all for now. Here is a sarcastic comment from Cory...

"Tonight my grandmother will ask me what I did in I-CAT. I popped out peoples keyboard buttons and rearranged them." o_0?!

>>Matt
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   Josh likes the b-word....
[Time of Post]
8:09 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
Heh...Kayla, Josh's cousin, is a b**ch in his eyes...she was the one who started the rumors that Courtney was cheating on him.

[Post]
I got in class about 10 seconds late....Samantha and I had to run to class. I had I-CAT and she had Vo Ag. Heh, meh ish quick! Courtney and Samantha call me various nicknames like: Speedy Gonzales, Matty, Shorty, and some names I can't remember...grr...well, I call Courtney short (WELL SHE IS!). Yay. She ish shorter than meh.

I can't go to Joshs bowling game today...I have to go home and get my chores done. If I WENT to go see the game, I would have to head to the bowling alley right after school.

But, I feel pretty happy, despite ANOTHER weird dream....Samantha and my mom were sitting on the couch and Sam spotted a baby picture of me. I went to take it down, but then I woke up...

Well, thats all for now. I'll talk to you guys later!

>>Matt

PS: I think something is wrong with me. I feel hyper, sad, angry, and a bunch of other things at the same time...maybe I outta go to that psychologist with Josh...and I may draw some more stuff, scan them, and them post them.
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   AOE : ROR
[Time of Post]
9:50 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
That game ROCKS!

[Post]
Ignore the subject...I can't think of one...grrr....

I had nothing to do yesterday, so I went over to Sams house. She was in her room at the time so I went up there. She seemed sleepy. So, I hung out with her watching Fear Factor...maybe JJ should go on that show...eh, anyways. We kept tickling each other. Trust me, I am ticklish all over. And what she thinks is evil, I think is just normal. I won't delve into that, but it isn't what you think it is either.

So, after I went home, I doodled some...and I just posted an RP...and I had a weird dream...my sister (Peggy) was laying dead on the couch. She was there for quite a couple days (!? o_0). But suddenly, she sat up, rubbing her eyes. I went over to her and hugged her, telling her I love her...and I do, as a little brother would.

Well, thats all for now..I guess that dream means I miss Peggy...-sigh- Life is hell...

>>Matt

PS: Laters!

PPS: Anyone who has not updated for '05 has been deleted from my list. I don't hate you, I just don't want to have a persons name on my list that says '12/01/04' for the next 10 months or so... sorry!
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Monday, January 10, 2005

My Secret
Gah. Forget the time and whatnot…I might as well post what I was gonna say in another post….lets just say I’ve done a ‘Brianna’ number…

Well, my friend Courtney has a cousin named Samantha…well, the day of my Christmas Break, or the day before my sisters death, Samantha asked me out…well, out of the goodness of my heart and the fact that I couldn’t see Brianna made me say yes. But I haven’t told anyone till now. I hope none of you get angry at me or delete me from your list. I just didn’t know how any of you would take it, especially you Bri. So, there is my little secret...

>>Matt

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   Now I am confused...
[Time of Post]
8:16 AM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
Well, it seems that Bri and Henry are going out now...why do I feel as if I was just punched in the stomach?

[Post]
Hey all. Went to my bro's over the weekend. I got some MUCH needed school supplies as presents and I got a hair cut. Not much happened though. I got to see Adrienne again! ^_^
God, she has changed...except her face...she still has that sweet, cute look about her face, especially her eyes...

Well, as like my subject meaning, my stomach feels as if it's doing backflips, frontflips, being stomped on and whatnot...but the strangest thing is...it isn't bothering me as much...
Don't think I'm angry at you Bri. I'm happy for you. Everyone needs someone in their life, and now you have someone. ^_^
So, please don't think I am angry at you...I just wish you would've told me sooner...

Well, thats all for now. I'll probably do that sketch for my upcoming RP on the OB. I need to finish that...XP...

Laters!

>>Matt

PS: Oh, yeah. I forgot to mention something, but I'll tell you all this afternoon or tomorrow.
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