Friday, September 17, 2004

I NEED A NEW BACKGROUND!!
~Time~
10:24

~Post~
Hey. I got a new background, but I need a new one...can't see the text real well. Class is almost over as well, so I may just sum this all up in one sentence: PEACE ALL, GOING TO GO GET A NEW BACKGROUND!!...not really. I'm gonna talk to Kayla and Josh today and whatnot...try to survive the day...and I may be going to see Resident Evil: Apocolypse today (not likely), or Saturday (most likely). Well, I'll tell you all how the movie goes later. Peace again all!!
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

Not a lot of time left.
~Time~
10:27

~Post~
I dont got much time left, so my punctuation will be off slightly. Good day. Josh got his drivers license yesterday..STAY OFF THE ROADS!! I havent REALLY went on a car ride with him, so Im not sure if he is a good driver or not...meh, Ill find out soon. Well, gotta go. Class is almost over. PEACE!
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

   I need to see a psychiatrist....
~Time~
3:43 PM

~Post~
Hey all. Didn't get to talk to Kayla at lunch...I wasn't sure if she wanted me to...but afterwards, she grabbed me from behind, and wanted to talk to me. I WAS angry at her because I thought she didn't want me to sit with her at lunch, but as soon as I seen her eyes and her smile..well, to put if bluntly, I became a pile of putty in her hands. She told me to come sit with her anytime I wanted to. I felt happy afterwards...I am glad now...yay for me! Anyways, thanks for commenting on my earlier post. I'll go to each of your sites and comment on yours.

PEACE!
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Confusion is at its worst...
~Time~
8:27 AM

~Post~
Curious about the subject? Well, let me explain. I talked to Kayla last night on the phone. She said that she gets angry at Josh and me for not talking to her at school. Well, I said I was sorry and I'll talk to her everyday at school. But, when I went to her locker to say hi and whatnot, she gave me this "What the hell do you want?" type of look...I'm gonna sit with her at lunch and talk with her, and hopefully I can find out what was wrong before first period. And thanks for the uplifting words you guys and girls (Number 5, Britt, VileFantom, and swtanimechick). I'll do what you said Dave. Hopefully that does work.

Well, I'll be seeing you all laters. Oh, BTW, Britt, my MSN name is Matt_Prower@hotmail.com
IM me when you get the chance ^__^

PEACE!
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

   The hands of fate must be cruel and evil...
~Time~
8:04 AM

~Post~
Sorry for not posting yesterday afternoon...I didn't get to talk to Kayla till about 6:00 PM that night and so...well, I sent her an e-mail before hand but she said that she hadn't read it yet, so she got off the phone with me to read it...in the end, she called up Josh, thinking I was mad at her...but I wasn't. I'm about to give up on her, cause if she goes to Josh everytime she wants to tell me something or she thinks I'm mad at her, then if I DO become her boyfriend, she'll seem like she's so far off that she doesn't even care what I'm thinking. I have more common problems with her than Josh and I can relate better than him in many ways, yet she goes to him whenever she has a problem...I'm about to give her a b****ing of a life time, but I ain't. I told Josh to tell her that I ain't mad at her and I will NEVER be mad at her...I may be mad at what she DOES, but never directly at her..well, class is almost starting, so I'll go.

Peace all.

~EDIT~
To all of those who have tried to confort me before, I thank you all.
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Monday, September 13, 2004

   Today is the day when I make up my mind...
~Time~
9:00 AM

~Post~
Hey everyone. I ain't in a happy or sad mood, I'm in a semi-angry, post-apocolyptic mood. I got to thinking about some of the stuff that Kayla has been telling me and whatnot, and I'm gonna confront her today: giving me a wrong number, scaring me to the point of insanity and pain, and playing with my innocence and heart like it was a toy! I seen what heartache can do to someone, mainly Dave and my mother, and I don't want that to happen to me. So, today, I'm gonna confront her in front of all her friends and I'm gonna get some freakin' answers from her. And I'm gonna talk to JJ, and if Kayla is just playing a little game, I want JJ to get out as quickly as possible. I'll post what happened at lunch this afternoon, okay all?

Peace!
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

   Lonely...scared...angry...not a good combonation...
~Time~
12:19 PM

~Post~
First off, I'm not in a good mood...I feel like just saying fuck all and going into a dark corner and staying there for eternity...I just wish that some people would understand me for once...


Besides that, this weekend has been pretty decent, though..got to talk to Dave on AIM, made some new friends, one living in Asia even! Thats Number 5 by the way on my friends list. She seems like a nice girl. I have yet to see a pic of her, which I wish I do soon.

Well, thats all for now...hopefully, if I ain't feeling like dieing, I'll post on Monday and whatnot.

PEACE!
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Friday, September 10, 2004

   Gah..all my friends seem depressed today...except April...
~Time~
8:29

~Usual Post~
Hey everyone. If your wondering about the subject, it looks as if Josh, Kayla, and Dave are depressed. I don't blame Dave (check VileFantom for more details) for many reasons. Trust me, just read what he posted. Josh got a b****ing out by his ex girlfriend cause her new boyfriend just dumped her...and Josh got a mouthfull because of it...I feel sorry for him. And then there is Kayla...she seemed sad today. I need to talk to her today, and try to cheer her up. Last night I felt like crap, but soon as Kayla called, my spirits went up and I felt a LOT better.

Well, enough about that. Everything is going well besides the previous stuff. I'm gonna be turning in my project today and I hope me and my group (Me, Cory, and April) get a good grade on it.

Well, PEACE all!
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Thursday, September 9, 2004

God, I'm bored...but happy!
~Time~
9:38 AM

~Usual Post~
Hey all. In school again and just got done making a Paint image. Its funny. Adult Gohan is firing at his younger self...well, I'll explain later....Cory is standing over me....now he isn't...anyways, yesterday was CRAP. It rained most of the day, which ruined my day. Kayla got angry at me for not talking to her yesterday, and I was in a bad mood, so I didn't want it to effect her. Well, today, I WILL talk to her and apologize to her. -sigh- And I'm gonna ask her if she has an answer to my question this weekend.

~Art Update~
I'm working on a new character design. I may have it posted this weekend. Keep in touch!


PEACE!
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Wednesday, September 8, 2004

   "Well, it's been nice knowing you, Vegeta..." -Goku, The Return of Cooler
~Time~
8:49 AM

~Usual Post~
Gah. I have to do a project on how stress effects office work. Trust me, it's not fun, especially when all you get is STRESS BALLS! I hate search engines! -kills all search engines except for Yahoo!-

Besides that, I haven't been getting much sleep, haven't been eating much, and I can't even focus on my drawing or school work...I dunno why. Any suggestions on how I can clear my head? Hmm....maybe meditating will help...I'll do that later after school. And BTW, Dave, I'll be posting that 'Matt Prower' pic you sent me this weekend, just to let you know.

~Art Update~
None so far, but I'll try to work on some stuff. Maybe just some random artwork, doodles and whatnot to get my art groove back.


PEACE!
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