Monday, April 18, 2005

Samantha has a surpise for me....
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8:19 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
She said she had a surprise for me that I might get today or tomorrow.

[Post]
Josh's surprise didn't fall through. It was a double date with him/Courtney and me/Samantha. I would've said no, though, 'cause he may be instigating something that may not even be there anymore.

But I have an idea on what Samantha's surprise is...she may want to get back with me. She said it would make me jump up and down, and it will. That would make me very happy. Very happy indeeders.

I RPed with Brianna some with my new character, Leon. He's not like some of my other characters, and I'll post some stuff about him tomorrow.

Gotta go. Class is starting. Laters!

>>Matt

PS: I KNOW WHAT COURTNEYS SURPRISE IS FROM SAMANTHA! MWAHAHAHAHAAHA! -laughs all evil like-

PPS: Submitted 3 new fan arts. Check them out!
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Friday, April 15, 2005

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8:46 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
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Right now, I'm not in a good mood. I just heard that one of my so called 'friends' OD'd and thats why she wasn't at school yesterday. I never want to talk to her again if she thinks that killing herself will make everything better. And no, it wasn't Samantha or Courtney...and it'll be a couple hours/days before I cool off from this.

And that cursed surprise that Josh has planned is bugging me! GAH! Courtney, PLEASE GIVE ME A HINT TO WHAT IT IS!!!111!!!

I talked to Samantha last night. After talking with Josh at the college, I needed to talk to Samantha. My heart told me to ask her if she had thought about me and her. She said she'd think about that later that night...even though I doubt she did...and I'm probably not gonna go to prom this year or next. All it is is some stupid dance thing. And besides, I don't have a date and if I did, I'd rather have that person be my girlfriend than a friend of mine.

Laters.

>>Matt
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Thursday, April 14, 2005

A lot can happen in one day.
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8:10 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Read my post to find out.

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Gah...I hate it when people get angry...yesterday, Samantha got angry. Well, she wanted someone to walk with her. I decided to go with her. But, she stormed off ahead of me. In front of Mr. Breechs' room, she started asking where Josh was. Now THAT set me off. If she wanted Josh to walk with her, she should of just told Josh to walk with her. I was already angry from feeling her anger, and this just piled up.
Well, I snapped a pencil and pen in half, covering my hands in ink. I tried to whipe it off, but to no avail. Well...you all know my temper...

During 7th period, we were called to an assembly. Samantha tried to get my attention, but I pushed her away like a complete and utter incompetent idiot. I was still angry at her though. My mother says she is using Josh as a crutch more than anything and she needs to stop doing that all the time. She has me and Courtney to go to as well. And it kills me whenever I can't help a friend out with their problems...and SOMETHING was bothering Samantha at lunch yesterday. Her posture and facial expression said so.

I don't know what to do...I want to get back with Samantha...but I'm not even sure if Samantha wants to get back with me. There are signs that she does and signs that she doesn't. What should I do!? I don't know...my mind is messed up enough as it is...

Laters.

>>Matt
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Bored...
[Time of Post]
10:17 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Nothing to do at the end of class...

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Hewwo everyone. I feel like I'm in a good mood. Yayers. But it'll go away by the time lunch rolles around...Courtney is gonna leave after 4th or before 4th pd and then at lunch, I won't have many to talk to. But eh, I'll live.

I may stay after school with Josh to go to the weight room. I need to work out some...I'm a weak little person...and I want to get stronger.

I made a wallpaper. ^_^ Check it out and use it please! ^_______^
._. I need to make more and post some more artwork...I'll do that over at Joshs.

Laters!

>>Matt
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

   I now starting to question myself...
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8:17 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
I got to thinking last night and I'm starting to question my emotions...

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Hey all...well, here is the low down on whats up with me...I got to thinking last night about Samantha (and NO, THAT didn't happen), and a thought popped in my head...do I REALLY love her? 99% of me says I do, but there is ALWAYS that 1% that says its something else. If we do get back together, I'm gonna try to see if these feelings for her are true...and I'm gonna tell her about this.

Right now, this class is crazy...Newman says he likes men, and Jordan wants someone to suck his fuggin baa whatever that means.

Well, Matt and Revenge MAY have a kid...and then Matts gonna die by Rexs hands...that means the child will be a bastard child and Reno will be very hurt by this and myay go after Rex...and then Rex will use the Gallic Gun-Kamehameha Wave from Matt on her probably...then ALL Hell will break loose...but I doubt that..

Well, thats all for now. I'll chat with you all later, except for Brianna, whom I'm chatting with now. Laters!

>>Matt
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Monday, April 11, 2005

I had a LONG weekend...
[Time of Post]
8:16 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Trust me. I was BORED and whatnot...

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Gah...lets start with Thursday...now, THAT day was scary...Samantha had an asthma attack. It scared me, greatly. I never seen someone have an attack, so, naturally, I was scared out of my mind. I thought she was gonna die since she DID die due to an attack, but they brought her out of it a few days before...after that, I walked her back to her class after I calmed her down.

Friday, I went to see her before I left for my brothers. She got her gradecard...2 Fs and a D...her parents jumped down her throat...poor Sammy. -gives Samantha a big hug- I'll help her get her grades up.

Saturday, I wound up in a rear end collision in my brothers purple 1989 Ford Mustang...we are all okay, but it busted the front end up! -starts to cry- I wanted that car too!

Sunday, I first went to Samanthas house, THEN I came home and played FF9. I wanted to see Sammy after that near 'death' experience with the accident.

Thats all that happened...oh...Angel called down Jr's house Saturday...she's writing a story...

>>Matt
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

Not much time.
[Time]
10:23 AM EST USA

[Post]
Gah. Teach may come by, so I'll have to make this short. Samantha broke up with Samuel. YAY! And now Courtney is bugging her to go out with me, I think. I at least want to wait a week before I go out with Samantha unless she wants to make it shorter though ^_^.

I heard of a new anime called PowerPuff Girls Z. If I can find any info, I'll post it. Check out this OtakuBoards thread for any info.

Laters!

>>Matt

PS: I love you Samantha, Courtney, and -flips off Josh- I love you too bro! But not in a sick gay sense!
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005

BOREDOM!!!
[Time of Post]
9:57 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Boredom…

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Hey all. Boredom has set in…Josh’s mother starts back at the college today and I guess it’ll be back to regular routine again. And that’ll be boring…

Samantha is feeling better today. I hope she gets 100% better soon. She has been sick for the past few days and that’s been worrying me. MUCH. She had an asthma attack yesterday, and even though her asthma is small, I was VERY scared. I was tardy for 8th period though, XD. I didn’t care. My friend was not feeling well, and she needed help. Her boyfriend sure didn’t. AND HE WAS STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO HER!

I got up to Terra on FF9 last night. I’m gonna beat that game soon! Yessers, but I’m gonna have to train my characters beyond what they are now. Zidane and Vivi are around lvl 40 or so. So, it’ll be a while.

That’s all for now. Take care!

>>Matt

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Monday, April 4, 2005

Samantha wants to break up with Samuel.
[Time of Post]
8:32 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Just like it says. Samantha wants to break with Samuel.

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Gah…I hate Samuel….but before I put anymore, here is who everyone is for those who have NO idea what I’m talking about:

Joshua Florea- my best friend. He is like my brother.
Courtney McGuire- Josh’s girlfriend. A close friend whom I consider my little sister.
Samantha Dunham- my ex-girlfriend. We are still friends but I want to get back with her.
Samuel Johnson- Samantha’s current boyfriend. He doesn’t bother to talk to her though.
Cody Gilpen- the dropout who says he ‘loves’ Samantha. All he loves is what he can do to her.

Well, Samantha is afraid of what Samuel will do if she says that they are broken up. But, if she doesn’t, then he’ll use that fear to his advantage. I know she isn’t afraid of me, that’s for sure. I’ll talk to her after I-CAT and tell her to do it now. I’ll drag her if I have to. I hate to see her being ignored and being afraid of him. He never speaks to her anyways, except maybe to say hi.

Other than that, that is all. Gotta go. Teach is getting on me

Laters!

>>Matt

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Saturday, April 2, 2005

Today was fun ^________________________^
[Time of Post]
9:13 PM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Josh, Courtney, Dawn and I went to Applebee's for Josh's b-day!

[Post]
Hey all. Whats up? I'm over at Josh's talking with Brianna, Josh, and Austin. I had fun today. I also got to go to Samantha's house for a while during the time Josh was taking Courtney home. And I got to meet Sammy's friend, Samantha Joe...I have to use their middle names when they are together.

I convinced Samantha to break up with Johnson. He isn't much of a boyfriend to begin with. I hope we get back together though...and I hope that if she wants to tell me something, she'll just say it instead of hiding it from me.

Well, thats all for now. Josh (aka Raddak) made a myOtaku account! Check his site out and add him please!

Laters!

>>Matthew Wayne Duffey
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