Friday, April 1, 2005

Fate has decided to be nice to me....for once!
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8:59 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Me and Samantha have a chance to get back together!

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Hey all. As you can tell, I'm in a good mood. ^_^ I went over to Samanthas house last night and as I went to give her a goodbye hug, I placed a kiss on her lips. But on to something that happened earlier that day...
For some time now, I've knoticed that Sam Johnson has NEVER said anything to Samantha at school to my knowledge. The only time he has actually said anything to her is during lunch, which I doubt he said much. So, I asked Samantha why he never talked to her. She started to question that herself and so, I aske her to promise me this: if Johnson can't give her a good enough reason for why he won't talk to her, will she get back with me. And she said yes, she'll keep to that. So, after I-CAT, I'm going to ask her if he gave her a good enough reason. I hope not...I really want to get back with Samantha.

Well, thats all for now. I'm going over to Josh's house for the weekend and Sammy is going to take her drivers test today! Whoo!

Laters!

>>Matt
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

Well, my life is now over....
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8:23 AM EST USA

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Read on...

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Well, Samantha is going out with Samuel Johnson now. Just GREAT! Why does this have to happen to me? Now, whenever I see Josh and Courtney together and Samantha and I are just standing there, it kills me! I know I love her, but I guess I was too late in the asking...why does life have to be such a BITCH!? Yesterday, when I found out about Samantha and Johnson, I busted my watch on the hallway floor, banged my head on the lockers and punched them as well. During 6th pd, I went to study hall with Josh and talked with him. I cried a lot, but I held it in. I wrote a letter to Dad, and I'm gonna have Samantha read it. We did talk last night when I was over at Joshs.
She said if I can't take being like this anymore, just tell her. She'll break up with Johnson so we can be together again. But why did she say that? Does she REALLY want to be with Johnson? If not, then why is she going to try? If you are doing something you don't like (and are not being forced to do so), then why would you do it?

Most of my class is in New York City. There is only me, Adam, JD, Brad Secrest, and Nancy. It's rather quite. Screw the project that I have to do.

Thats all for now...I hope I don't have another breakdown over this.

Later.

>>Matt

PS: I also got to play Devil May Cry 3 as well. Kick ass game! -goes all out on Swordmaster Style-
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

......meh gonna do something....
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9:17 AM EST USA

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It concerns me, Samantha, and Courtney.

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Heh...I went over to Samantha's house last night. I WAS gonna invite her over, but her mom said no...evil mother...well, we were over at her aunt Marilyns. As I went to leave, I gave her a hug...and then pulled her over to the couch and fell on it, pulling her down with me...mwahahahaha...well, we layed there for about 4 seconds, and got up. She sat down beside me and I decided to actually give her a goodbye hug. But, when I went to hug her tighter, she did the same thing...why? Well, on to the subject...

I'm either gonna ask Sam back out either tomorrow (Josh's B-Day) or next Monday...or sometime in the weekend. Josh doesn't know (unless Courtney told him). I think she wants to get back with me, but I don't know. Whenever I gave her a hug last Monday and last night, it seemed as though she and I didn't want it to end...and I felt something. And no, it was not THAT! I wanted to cry last night when I hugged her. -sigh- I'm confused.

Well, thats all for now. Nothing much to do. Laters!

>>Matt


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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I hurt my wittle finger!
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9: 17 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Meh cut meh finger on a dagger!

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Owweee…my finger hurts…I have it a nice clean SLICE on Josh’s dragon handled dagger…but it was an accident! –begs Brianna, Samantha, or Courtney to kiss it and make it feel better. Only Brianna responds- …only Bri loves me? –cried- LoL, it doesn’t hurt THAT bad. But it does sting as I type. I hope I don’t pull it open again.

Well, Josh and Courtney are back together! YAY!! Josh said that the reason why he didn’t want to go out with Samantha was because he knows he has feelings for her, but it seems that they are more lustful than love, same with Samantha. But Sam knows how Josh feels. I just hope she doesn’t do anything stupid. –cough-Go out with Cody Gilpen-cough- Speaking of that large headed cave dweller, he was talking to Samantha on the phone, I think on Saturday, and Sam had these baggy pants on. Well, they kept falling off and as she went to pull them up, she said a BIT too loud, “Mom, my pants are coming off!”. Well, Cody has the BALLS to say, “Well, if you were at my house, they’d come off a LOT quicker.” GRRR!! I just want to snap his neck in two! Why do most men think with their smaller head? I guess as they grow older, their brains migrate to…well, I won’t say where. But I am not like that. I’d probably say “Hmm” or whistle (if I can!), but not something like what Cody said….I still get this small flame in my gut whenever I think about hurting him….heh, and one day, I may go ahead and do so if I snap. Which may be instigated by him.

I broke it off with Angel…I hope she isn’t mad at me. I sent her an e-mail saying I want to break up. I realized I got into something a BIT to quickly and I think it is just lust from her point of view. I’m gonna wait a good bit before I ask ANYONE out, and the first person I would ask out would be Samantha, hands down.

Well, that’s all for now. I plan on something April 17, and Courtney is gonna help me plan it…mwahahahahaha…little sis, you and I are gonna be evil…..GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!…laters!

>>Matt

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

.....boring.......
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9:07 AM EST USA

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I am bored...

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Just got done doing the work we were supposed to do in I-CAT, so I decided I might as well post.

Oh, before I forget, swtanimechick, I am still a virgin, alright? I quote you: "wait...how do you know that sex takes up a lot of energy? Are you saying you're not a virgin anymore? XD"
Well, I know that due to the fact that...Samantha has had sex, and so has Ron, Peggy, Pam, Rick, Renee, Cory, Zack, and others. I gather information on what I hear. And it is also common sense, lol.

I broke my GameShark...I got mad at FF9 cause I kept losing at the Treno Card Tournament and I couldn't advance in the story untill I WON. I lost my 3 most valuable cards (Cactuar, Shiva, Ramuh) and I smashed the FF9 case, and the GameShark disc was in it...it broke clean in two and I also cracked the front case...thank God I didn't bust the other discs though!

I might be going to Josh's today. He may also bring Samantha with him. Heh, then she'll be able to see me at Super Saiyan 4 Vegeta and whoop that puny little Bardok Josh has! ^_^ And then Josh'll whoop Vegeta after he gets used to the speed of the game again..-sigh-..a shortlived victory...and I think Samantha is wanting to get back with me...well, part of me is saying that. I really don't know...o_0...and if she does...you might as well bend me over and rape me...cause I would be royally SCREWED!

Well, thats all for now. Laters!

>>Matt

PS: Courtney, you think you could ask Samantha that for me? Pweese?
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

FF9 is fun!
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9:24 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
Well, it's true!

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Gahahahaha! I feel happy for some reason...maybe it's because Josh told me that him and Courtney probably WILL be getting back together soon! But he said at the latest it'll be at the prom. And that is in May...it'll be hard for Courtney, Lord knows it will be, but she will just have to tough it out and go with it...I just hope Josh doesn't hurt Courtney or vice versa.

Josh said something about Angel last night on the way home from the college, but I can't remember it...oh yeah! He said she is horny 24/7....O_O....and he told Samantha last night that if she comes to Bainbridge this summer, I may be dragged into a room, locked inside with Angel and not be bothered for about....7-8 hours or so...if you get my drift. -wink wink- LoL, well MAYBE not 7-8 hours...maybe even longer, MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! By what I hear, sex takes a lot of energy...and guess what? 2 glasses of tea and a can of Mountain Dew....INSTANT HYPERIZATION!! GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!...or just be my crazy self...is that energy enough?

Eh...well, for now, she says that another way to help her 'problem' is...phone sex...she says I need to learn to talk dirty...can anyone help me here? LoL.

Laters! Class is starting!

>>Matt
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

....!?!?!?!?!?!.....Angel is scary, yet intersting...
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8:24 AM EST USA

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Read further on in the post...

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She gave me a nickname...the name she gave me is 'Sexy Matty'. Why? She thinks my voice is rather...ummm...whats the word?...maybe arrousing will do. And she thinks that I am the sweetest guy in the world. Maybe I am. Who knows?

I was surprised she called me last night. Since it wasn't on the weekend, she had a certain amount of minutes. Well, we talked for about 45 minutes. She said before she called me, she took a shower. -cough- She was 'thinking' about me -cough- O_O...should I be worried? Eh, who knows...well, I told Josh and Samantha this: I don't want to deal with their problems, so I don't want them to come to me with their problems (as if Sam would anyways). I told her to keep that cross necklace I gave her till she hates me. So far, she hasn't given it back to me.

Angel may stop by Joshs house near the end of summer break. I hope I'm there when she does. ^_^ She is gonna go see someone down in Florida and she may stop by Ohio on the trip back. Yayers! I just hope she doesn't get pulled over or has a car accident...-cries-

I better stop now. Class'll start soon. Later all!

>>Matt
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Monday, March 21, 2005

People never think...
[Time of Post]
8:16 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
There are some people I just want to hurt and strangle…

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Well, the weekend was pretty crappy. I’ll list the negative and positive things of the weekend:

Negative
*Courtney cut herself again, after PROMISING ME she wouldn’t.
*Courtney is thinking of moving in with Cody when she turns 18.
*I seen Josh cry for the FIRST time in my life.
*Josh and Samantha are probably gonna be going out pretty soon.
*I had to start a new game on Elder Scrolls 3: Morrowind.

Positive
*I met Angel.
*Angel said she liked me.
*I got my stats boosted on my new Morrowind game.
*I asked Angel out…. ^_^;
*I now know what turns Angel on and what not to talk about unless we are ‘alone’.

But the problem is…Angel lives in Michigan! –cries- Life hates me…and I barely even talked to her for not even 5 hours and she LIKES ME!….I guess I have that ‘charm’ that people say I have after all. ^_^

Well, I better go. Teacher will get on me…Laters!

>>Matt

PS:Well, since my little sister wants to move in with a dumb ass, horny as hell, neanderthal looking bastard, my brother going out with my ex girlfriend, and my ex girlfriend barely acknowledging my existence or ANYONES existance when Josh is around, I may as well GO AND FUCKING KILL MYSELF SINCE WE ALL HATE EACH OTHER!
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Friday, March 18, 2005

Hello everyone!
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10:22 AM EST USA

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Can't think of anything else...

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Well, I am officially single now...-sigh-...I'm not sure whether or not to like or hate single life. I used to hate it, but some parts of me are liking it now. And yet...meh, I'll get over it all soon...I just hope me and Samantha will get back together sometime soon. I'm gonna miss tickling her and picking on her (and other unmentionable things) to her.

Well, I better go. Class is almost over! Laters!

>>Matt

PS: Please visit my little sister. PLEASE!?!?!?!
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Thursday, March 17, 2005

LET'S GET STARTED READY STEADY GO!
[Time of Post]
8:16 AM EST USA

[Subject Meaning]
It's lyrics to the FMA opening song.

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I got to talk to Brianna last night ^_^. I went to sleep easier as well...I guess after talking to her, it kinda made me sleep easier. Yayers....but I told her I'm gonna dread today and here is why:

Today is the last day that me and Sam will be together as a couple. Josh said I outta go out with a bang, but what does he mean? All I want to do is be alone with her and hold her the entire time and cry. Why? It'll be the last time I'll ever get to hold her close to me and I'll miss that...

Well, off of the negative stuff....thats about all I have to say...other than that....Later!

>>Matt
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