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Sunday, January 23, 2005


   What am I to do?
[Time of Post]
5:25 PM Eastern Standard Time USA

[Subject Meaning]
I'm over at Josh's. Read the post and find out...

[Post]
Yeah, if you haven't figured it out, I am a little depressed. A little while ago, I got off the phone with Sam. Well, after talking to each other, we agreed to put or relationship on hold and see other people for a bit. Well, she want's me to see her best friend Brittany since Brittany has had a crush on me for the longest of times now. She is gonna see what Cody is like. If we don't really like the persons we are seeing, then we get back together...
But I'm not sure if I can do this...I love Sam very much. I know she loves me, but she wants to get her emotions figured out, so she is gonna see what Cody is like...that ain't gonna last long, believe me.
But I'm gonna have to try my hardest not to scream or get pissed if I see Cody kiss Sam...I have a temper problem and it may excallate to something bad if I seen that. I made Sam promise me that she'd be careful around Cody...he better pray he doesn't hurt her or do something to her that she doesn't want to do....cause I swear, if he does, Sam, Courtney, and Josh will be afraid to even look at me, even if I'm not looking at them...

I would really appreciate the support from all of you, if possible. I ain't that strong, emotionally, and I won't be able to do this without help and support. For those who helps, I thank you right now.

>>Matt

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