myOtaku.com: Matt Prower

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myOtaku.com: Matt Prower

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

I just want to die.
Why do I always get the shitty end of everything!? Why do I always wind up having to feel like shit while everyone goes on with life!?!?

Last night, I was over at Joshs. Samantha called. After I got done talking with her, she talked to Josh. As soon as they started talking, I knew something was wrong. I felt it in Joshs voice. But when I went to say bye to Samantha, I asked her whats wrong. She fucking lied to me and said nothing was wrong. Just THAT little act caused myh entire mood to go to Hell.

Well, I just learned a few minutes ago that her parents are getting a divorce. WHY IS IT THAT SHE CAN GO TO JOSH ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND NEVER TO ME!?!? Not even ONCE has she gone to me! I always learn whats wrong from Josh. I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE!

And Courtney, I know you had something to do with Samantha getting back with me. If I find out that my assumptions are true without DAMN good cause, I'll never speak to you or Samantha ever again. And I mean it!

I just don't give a fuck about life if no one around me is even willing to shed light on their problems to see if I can help. I know Josh is better looking, stronger, smarter, more intimate and romnatic. So, whats the use of even trying to do anything when without even trying, he bests me at EVERYTHING!?
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