Tuesday, March 16, 2004

   I don't know what to do...

I'm tired of feeling guilty about sharing my true feelings. I'm tired of being at war with people I consider my friends. Kyomi has a problem with me being involved with a storyline we're doing. I also think he just has a simple problem with me in general. I'm going for a ride to talk with my Stepdad about this... I'll be back later.

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Saturday, March 13, 2004

   F*** YOU, YOU F***ING C***SUCKING BASTARD!!!

SOMEONE'S BEEN TRYING TO HACK INTO MY FAMILY'S COMPUTER THROUGH THIS SITE!!! I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BUT I SWEAR TO GOD, IF I FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE, I'M GONNA STICK A MACHETE UP YOUR ASS SIDEWAYS AND PULL YOU ENTRAILS OUT YOUR RECTUM, WRAP THEM AROUND YOUR NECK AND HANG YOU FROM THE FUCKING CEILING FAN BY YOUR OWN GUTS!!! WE'VE HAD TO CUT DOWN OUR SITES(hanij and I), CUT DOWN OUR CONTACTS, CANCEL OUR E-MAIL LINKS, AND REMOVE ALL PERSONAL INFORMATION!!! THIS IS FINE BY ME, CAUSE I ALWAYS LIKED BLENDING INTO A CROWD, BUT WHEN YOU INTERUPT THE FUN OF ANIME FANS GETTING TOGETHER IN COMMON INTERESTS FOR YOUR OWN SICK GOALS, YOU'RE STEPPING OVER THE LINE!!! IN GOD'S EYES ALL SINS ARE THE SAME, AND I SEE IT THE SAME WAY!!! I WON'T STOP E-MAILING THE AUTHORITIES OF THIS SITE UNTIL THEY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS ON THIS SITE, PLEASE LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS AND SUGGESTIONS, YOUR SUPPORT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!

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Thursday, March 11, 2004

My new AVATAR...

Just got bored, figured I'd change my avatar. Everyone else is doing it, figured I'd be popular and join the crowd. Had a bad day today, came home sick, felt drained and don't know if I'm gonna go to Karate or not. Oh well, I don't even have any energy to think of anything else to write, so SEE YA!

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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

   Ahhhhh!!

I appologize, I'm just playing around about the post below, thought I'd have a little fun, raise a little hell. Nothing serious.

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   NO SCHOOL HAH! IN YOUR FACE KYOMI !!!

Our school is having state assesment tests today. But, here's the catch. Seniors(that means me) and freshmen don't have to come to school today lala lala la... and Kyomi(who's a Junior in my school) had to get his butt out of bed this morning and go sit through 6 hours of educational evaluation(another word for slow, grueling, horrendous, mental torture they place on kids to see how much we can take before we snap). Now that I've had my fun laughing at him, I think I'm starting to feel a little guilty............. ...............NAAAHHH!!! SEE YA!

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Tuesday, March 9, 2004

   Now I know where I get it!

My dad came over to visit my sister today, it's her birthday. And last night she got a new bike. My dad had been through a couple cancer surgeries over the past couple years and he's not as strong as he used to be(NOR as young as he thinks he is). Anyway, he decided he was 18 again and tried to pop a wheelie on my sister's new bike and fell off and hurt his knee. Now I'm usually not grossed out by much, but the thought of bones crunching just, uuuggghhhh........... So anyway, I don't know how "HURT" he actually is, but just like me he's walking it off and laughing about how much of a stupid idea that was. Well, I guess I now know where I get it from. Stubborn, stubborn, STUBBORN....I'll see y'all.

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Saturday, March 6, 2004

   Howdy!!

Thanks for the advice on my character. It gave me some really good ideas. I especially like the one from you, Angel1988. About the necklace controling his powers. Anyway, If you all want more about the story, or actually want to read it, go to hanij's site. He just posted, episode #2 of our story of the 1st chapter mind you. We've estimated that there is roughly 25 - 30 episodes per chapter and the character you just helped me with doesn't come into play until chapter #3. When we have the time, I'll try and find a way to post all the chapters and episodes on my site as well. P.S. IF ANYBODY GETS THE IDEA OF STEALING OUR STORY OR CHARACTERS, LETS JUST SAY YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW WHAT I'LL DO TO THEM!!! Well that should just about do it. I'll keep you informed the best I can. SEE YA!

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Tuesday, March 2, 2004

   The GOD of DEATH IS BACK FROM HELL

Whatz goin on? It's been awhile guys. Like what, almost a week and a couple days or so since I posted. It's a combination of factors, one: I was taking a break, two: I'm just a little too lazy sometimes, and three: I don't have the energy to pry hanij away from the computer(I mean the guy is on here every single day). But anyway, I got a question for you all. I working on a fanfic of my own and friends creation. And I am designing a new character(oops, you don't know too much other than what hanij posted on his site). Anyway, this guy is the son of MY main character Timbres(which hanij introduced, but I designed). He comes into play in the third part of the story(keep in mind that the third part isn't hanij's third post of the story). And I'd like to know how I should make him fight his battles. Keep in mind these important factors when voicing your advice: He is Sentaurian ( :) My designed race) they evolved from wolves(think the wolf demon clan from Inuyasha if you need a mental picture of their looks) and they have the same social structure of wolves and are very devout to their religion. Here is this characters scenario: He was expelled from the pack(meaning literally kicked out of his race and made a lone wolf) by his father who happens to be their Alphatare(translated means "King") b/c he is too violent and has no control, not some, I mean NO CONTROL over his anger and urge to kill. He also hates his father and despises anyone who supports him. He has a tendency to explode in fits of violent anger when provoked just barely(I MEAN HE HAS A HAIR TRIGGER!!!). I'd like to know your opinion on how he should fight. What style of weapons should he use in hand-to-hand combat and what weapons would he have on his ship and Mobile Suit? I just looking for some ideas guys and would really appreciate your help. If you think of anything, plz add a comment. BTW, I'll try to get back to you all whenever I can. Promise!! Duo signing out, SEE YA!

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Thanx Guys!!

Thanks for the comments. I'm feeling better now b/c of you guys. Dang it's hard to find the words seriously. My whole life I've been taught that the world is dark and cruel and that no one cares. And to see that you actually care enough to share your opinions really brings my spirit up. I mean you people who I barely know and have never met from all over the place, thanks to you, all of you, you have renewed my faith and my humanity. It's too bad that too often we only see the evil sides of people. But, in reality it's not their fault, it's their choices. I try not to judge people too much cause I know I'm definitely not perfect, and I realize that only God knows enough about each of us to judge us justifully. So thanks! Thanks for being you, the beautiful people you are, and thanks for caring about me. And don't forget it's our flaws that make us perfect. Love you all, Eric(Duo) because Duo is truly who I am, and that anime character is truly me.

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Monday, February 23, 2004

AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!

THERE ISN'T A F@$#ING EMOTICON HERE THAT CAN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW, AND I CAN'T FIND A PICTURE OF ANY ANIME CHARACTER THAT'S PISSED ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE ME EITHER!!!! I have had by far one of the worst days, no WEEKS, NO MONTHS of my life!! It's all just been a bunch of pressure accumulated over this past month. And today a couple of a-holes about got that whole load crammed down their throats. I've been catching crap from my teachers as well as my boss and managers at work. There is part of me refraining myself FROM KILLING SOMEBODY! I decided to write this post to share my feelings. Item #1: I have been stuck at a crappy dead-end job for almost a year and a half with people who do not respect me or treat me with respect. So, since I've lost all reasoning, I'm going to let the consensus of you all pick what I'm going to do. A/ Loose my mind and kill anyone who has ever given me crap and burn the place down(this is the insane option here) B/ Simply tell them to kiss my ass, suck my you know what, eat my s#@$ and die, and then quit C/ Do the "logical" thing, and find a new job and then continue with plan B Item #2: I've been dealing with certain people at school and in public in general that walk all over me. And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of just walking away. So should I? A/ Completely flip out, go off the handle and do GOD KNOWS WHAT to them B/ Completely run them up and down one side then the other and shout out so many obscenities at them to make Christ turn over in his grave C/ Give them a warning, draw a line and if they cross it, I get the pleasure of choosing between A or B. I would really like to hear your comments on this. Don't be afraid, I won't hunt any of you down and gut you like a fish for saying what you feel. Plz be honest with me.

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