Monday, October 29, 2007

The Good And the Bad
Ok good and bad news. Britt's out of the hospital. She might be on tonight, idk. the bad news is that Lance isn't doing good at all. The doctors said he won't make it to next week. And his birthday's this week too. Britt's very upset and I'm upset too. She's looking for his password so she can try to post something on his site. The doctor's have don everything possible to save him and nothing's worked. If only they could do something T_T Well I hope you all have a good day. I've gotta go see how Britt's holding up.


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Thursday, October 25, 2007

>< OMFG!
Ok today wasn't the best. But it ended pretty well. It was raining like crazy this morning and I got soaked. >< then I was on the bus and this stupid idiot who I used to be friends with sits by me. She's like stalking me. Ever scince I stopped being friends with her she keeps following me around and sitting near me any chance she gets. And she's always staring at me. It's getting so annoying. she even joined drama club just to follow me around. so not cool ><. What really annoyed me was I got off the bus and was going into school. The dumbass got her friken umbrella caught on my backpack. So then I'm standing there in the rain while this idiot tried to pull the umbrella off. And all these people were walking by and laughing. I was so mad. then I had to see her again in drama club. And I was doing this monolauge thing and she went right after I did and totally copied me! I was like wtf! Tonight I have a chorus concert so we had a practice during the last 2 periods of the day and she was listening in on my conversation with me friend and kept trying to butt in. And now 2 of my best friends are fighting and expecting me to pick sides. It was pissing me off sooo much! The funniest thing happened during chorus. The guys were singing their song and they sounded just like Bert Mccracken (The Used) and me and my friend were laughing soo hard! One of them even looked a litle like him XD So that's my day. I talked to Britt and she's comming home on monday. So she'll probably be back on here soon. She's really depressed. Lance isn't doing that well. The doctors are saying that he might not make it to the beginning of November. and it seems like they're right. He's getting even worse. Britt got a chance to hang with him for a few hours for what might be the last time. It's soo sad TT I feel so bad for her and Lance is a really awesome guy. I realy want him to live!!!!! ok....I'd better stop before I make myself cry ot anything. I've got some questions today...YAY! :D XD

1. Do you know Britt or Lance?
2. Anyone know my friend Jessie (fmasoulreaper)?
3. What do you think my favorute music video and song is?
4. Without looking at my profile how old do I seem?
5. What do you think I look like... without looking!
6. Anyone read the book Twilight? My friend lent me it and I just started it.
7. Ever play the taste of chaos game?


Ok, that's it ^^ .

Fire At Will
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>< OMFG!
Ok today wasn't the best. But it ended pretty well. It was raining like crazy this morning and I got soaked. >< then I was on the bus and this stupid idiot who I used to be friends with sits by me. She's like stalking me. Ever scince I stopped being friends with her she keeps following me around and sitting near me any chance she gets. And she's always staring at me. It's getting so annoying. she even joined drama club just to follow me around. so not cool ><. What really annoyed me was I got off the bus and was going into school. The dumbass got her friken umbrella caught on my backpack. So then I'm standing there in the rain while this idiot tried to pull the umbrella off. And all these people were walking by and laughing. I was so mad. then I had to see her again in drama club. And I was doing this monolauge thing and she went right after I did and totally copied me! I was like wtf! Tonight I have a chorus concert so we had a practice during the last 2 periods of the day and she was listening in on my conversation with me friend and kept trying to butt in. And now 2 of my best friends are fighting and expecting me to pick sides. It was pissing me off sooo much! The funniest thing happened during chorus. The guys were singing their song and they sounded just like Bert Mccracken (The Used) and me and my friend were laughing soo hard! One of them even looked a litle like him XD So that's my day. I talked to Britt and she's comming home on monday. So she'll probably be back on here soon. She's really depressed. Lance isn't doing that well. The doctors are saying that he might not make it to the beginning of November. and it seems like they're right. He's getting even worse. Britt got a chance to hang with him for a few hours for what might be the last time. It's soo sad TT I feel so bad for her and Lance is a really awesome guy. I realy want him to live!!!!! ok....I'd better stop before I make myself cry ot anything. I've got some questions today...YAY! :D XD

1. Do you know Britt or Lance?
2. Anyone know my friend Jessie (fmasoulreaper)?
3. What do you think my favorute music video and song is?
4. Without looking at my profile how old do I seem?
5. What do you think I look like... without looking!
6. Anyone read the book Twilight? My friend lent me it and I just started it.
7. Ever play the taste of chaos game?


Ok, that's it ^^ .

Fire At Will
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Monday, October 22, 2007

got this from gerardway92's site and it's so true!!
How many of you are sick of being called a "freak" or "cutter" just because you are gothic!?! Well i am, and i know we don't deserve it! For one thing, we dont worship satan or drink blood or even cast spells with our evil cults! We are just people...some more heartbroken than others. Another thing, the whole "Oh she's gothic so she spends her whole day slitting open her wrists" thing...stop. Not all goths cut! And for those who do, we have a damn good reason! And ya want to know a secret.....WE CAN SMILE! We can laugh, think, love, everything! We are normal people, and we do not deserve the abuse that we get. We are called names and get bad reputations...makeing our pain even worse! We don't need your sympathy...but we do need your moral. Just stop with the emo jokes and the whole deal with thinking that we can't have fun and spend our whole days crieing and sliceing open our wrists! If you have been abused, our feel remourse for those who have...please repost and spread the word. We don't deserve this...please help it change.
write your name and see how many people actually agree and if you have bad comments about this KEEP THEM TO YOURSELVES! Copy and repost and add your username to the list. Thank you.


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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Tagged/ Retro Day
Ok, I got tagged by kogasgirl4ever

Name: Missy

Gender: female

Eyes: Blue

Hair:Black

Height: Last time I checked I was 5 feet inches.

Weight: I have no idea

shoe size: Ummmmm..... 7.
Skin: Very pale. I don't like going out into the sun much.

Hobby: Acting, Making short films with friends, Drawing, Writing, Reading sometimes,Watching anime, Hanging out with friends,Listening to music, Singing and going online.

Grade: Freshman (9th)

Reads: Any and all Darren shan books, Vampire books, Manga, shojo beat, Shonen jump, Anime Insider, Sometimes new type, Sometimes rock sound, sometimes blender, AP, Fanfiction, And soon when I finally get a copy Umbrella Academy.

Fears: Never meeting my one true love (I know sounds corny,but it's true) and not being able to accomplish my dreams.

Watches: Lots of anime, Movies such as Rocky Horror Picture Show, Jared Leto movies, Japanese horror movies, Horror movies, Memoirs of a geisha, Vampire movies,Certain musicals, South Park, Family Guy, Tim Burton movies, Fururama, Robot Chicken, Degrassi, The bst years... ok I'll just stop now

Moods: It depends on what day it is. I can go from really really pissed off to depressed to hyper to happy.

IQ: I don't know. -_-'

NickNames: Missy, spider girl, Demonic Diva, Black widow, Vampy, Toxic revenge,MCRLetoVamp and Miss miss.. I think that's all

Dreams: I want to find my true love and hopefully it's this guy that I really like but i have absolutely no chance with him so i should give up, To be a great actress/ Director, To write bit movie scripts and to move to new york city.
Pet Peev: When people keep asking you something when you've already said no, Getting labeled, Being called emo, Being mistaken for someone who cares about really annoying people's plans and lives. (Ex: annoying girl in my math class who has to tell the whole class her life story practically)
Funniest thing I've done: Um... more gross that funny. I was sleeping over Britt's house once and we were playing truth or dare with our friend Sakura (I think some of you might know her she was kakashilover79,Tasha and some of our other friends. and Britt did something really funny and i was taking a drink of soda and I laughed and it went through my nose and mouth at the same time...... and I made this really funny movie once.

Words that describe me: Ireally don't know....lol.... ask Britt when she gets back! XD
I TAG......hmmmm........

Ok I can only think of 4 for now...


blackkat13
gerardway92
fmasoulreaper
GumdamGirl07

Ok, So for my day. Today was retro day at school. We have homecomming this week so we have spirit week. I dressed up like a punk person from the 80s. It was pretty cool. Some people took the retro thing a little too literally. Some people were dressed as cave men and there was someone dressed as a viking and a person in a toga! it was so funny!!! tomorrow's fictional character day, so I'm gonna be someone from the black parade/ a vampire. Tomorrow should be interesting. I hope everyone had a good day and has a good one tomorrow. Not I gotta study for my spanish test ><

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Monday, October 15, 2007

Blah
Hey everyone. Stayed home today... my ankle is pissed off at me. ><. Idk if I mentioned this but if you're wondering why Britt hasn't been on it's cuz she had this accident involving stairs and she got hurt pretty badly. She should be ok though. and Lance hasn't been on cuz he's been really sick cuz of his cancer. Britt would've posted something on her site but she's not allowed to go on now and she didn't give me her password. and she lost Lance's. -_-'. I wish i could go see them but Lance can't have visiters not even britt only his dad. And I'm not supposed to walk around much. ><. I'm sooo bored. It's about 11 am... it's early and I can't call my friend Jessie cuz he's in class ><. lol....of anyone by any miracle has no school... please p.m me! Thanks.. sorry for the little bit of rambling.

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Sunday, October 14, 2007

I'm sooo clumsy
Hey everyone how's your weekend? Mine kinda sucks. I twisted my ankle skateboarding and I haven't been able to do anything. -_-'. I'm gonna have to go to the doctor to get it checked out cuz it's not getting better and it hurts. The wierdest thing happened thursday or friday, I can't remember which day, though. There was this huge fight on my street. I didn't really see who was in it i kind of saw one of the people and they looked familiar. These ghetto people were speeding down the street with their music blastin and they stopped to talk to this guy who was sitting on his front porch. Then they said something to him and started beating him up. And it was so unfair like 5 or 6 guys against one. And I could tell the guy getting beat up was goth or punk. My mom called the cops cuz she was afraid that the guy would get hurt. Then the ghetto guys started pulling stuff out like pliers and garden hoes and wrenches. It was soo messed up. Idk if the poor guy was ok. he fought bask pretty well and I know he didn't get in any trouble with the police cuz he was just defending himself. It was sooo crazy!!! That was the only really interesting thing that happened. I wasn't able to go on the computer so I was stuck working on the script for the next film i'm gonna make and reading manga. I hope you had a more exciting weekend than I did.

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

2nd Post
Hey thanks for sighning my guestbook everyone that did. And thank you Kogasgirl4ever for the comment. Today was soooo boring! I hate school so much. I can't wait for drama club on thursday. It's the only good part of school. And they got rid of anime club ><, I really wanted to join too. I don't really have anything to talk about right now. I'm gonna go see Britt later... that's about it, lol XD I hope you had a good day and someone please p.m me. Thanks

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Monday, October 8, 2007

Hi
So this is my first Post, yay! Well I'll talk about some stuff I couldn't fit into my intro. As I said I'm a huge Mcr fan and I love 30STM and Jared Leto. I want to be the female version of Jared. He's my idol. I'm told I'm a nice person but please don't get me mad. Things that really annoy me is when people label someone. Sure I'm gothic but I don't like to be labeled. I'm just me. I also don't like to be called emo, a teenie or a poser. I'm none of those things. My best friend ever is blackparadegrl and her boyfriend is really nice too. I hope that I can be really good friends with everyone and I'm really excited to start off my site.

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