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Sunday, September 18, 2005


   Secret feelings.
2 weeks ago I went to the school dance with this guy Brady who really likes me. That day he asked me to go to the dance with him and nobody else had asked me so I said yes. Brady's not at all bad looking and he's really nice to me, but I have to admit that he's really perverted. All that week Brady had been hanging around me and my best friends Patrick and Trent. They weren't very happy with the fact of Brady hitting on me all the time, especially since I dated Patrick for 4 months and every one says that Trent & I should hook up. I go every where with Trent and Patrick, school events, the public library [that's where the middle school kids hang out in our town], and friend's houses. I go down the street holding their hands and nobody cares because they all know who we are. Well, after like a month of always being with Trent & Patrick I developed feelings for Trent and every one who wasn't blind could see that Trent & I were getting closer. Every time I walked down the halls at school some one would come up to me and say "You and Trent make a cute couple, you two should go out." That's secretly what I wnat but I'm not sure on how he feels. I've only told one person about my secret feelings for Trent and that's my best female friend Maegan. She thinks that Trent has feelings for me, but she's not sure either. At the dance one of my friends had decided that I was going out with Brady. I didn't disagree because I do like Brady and I was afraid to ask Trent out. When my friend decided that Trent just suddenly walked off. It's been 2 weeks now and TRent won't talk to me nad every time I'm near him he refuses to look at me & he gets all moody. I really miss him! I'm still with Brady and I guess I'm happy, but I still want Trent. He talks to every one else but me & every time I ask him whats wrong his voice gets sad and he says "Nothings wrong." Last Friday he was at the library and I finally had the chance to talk to him. He was acting mad & I've never seen him mad before and it kinda scared me. I asked him, "Trent are you ok?" He looked down at the ground & answered, "No." I tried so hard to get him look at me but it didn't work so I asked him if he was mad & he said no, so then I asked him if he was sad & he said yes. He won't tell me why, but I think it might be because I'm dating Brady. I love Trent. I'm just afriad to tell him.
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