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Tuesday, November 1, 2005


   No Excuses
Hey peeps what's goin' on? Sorry I haven't been on in forever. Thing's here are gettin' f-ed up. It's like people look at me and say I have a perfect life, that's only how I make it look.

Last week on Wednesday Super Freak broke up with me. We had been goin' out for a lil' over a month. He said it was because we had only known each other for 2 1/2 weeks before we started dating. He also said that there are other reasons but he won't tell me them, he said that we'd go back out, just not now. He avoids me, he refuses to talk even when it's like a conversation about music. It really sux 'cuz I was starting to really like me & a couple of days b4 he dumped me he told me he was in love with me. I want him back but then I remember that he left me 'cuz of a stupid reason & that he avoids me. In a way I don't care.

The same day that Super Freak dumped me one of my really good friends, Chad, told me that he was moving to Moore [a town far away from here.] That day I cried, but not because of Super Freak. I wanted Chad to stay. But I guess no matter what I say he's gone.

There's this guy named Jake & he's Super Freak's best friend. Jake's really hot & kewl but he's Super Freak's best friend AND my best friend likes him a lot. Jake & I are only distant friends but the last Friday I was walkin' home & he was walking with me [I don't know why.] He kept on making this really annoying high-pitched sound with a piece of plastic so I tried to take it from him and we started wrestling for it & he started holding my hand but I pulled away. I feel bad for all of that 'cuz Mae is like in love with him & he's Super Freak's best mate. That night I had a totally bizzare dream with Jake in it. I don't feel like going into detail so I'll just tell you the weirdest part, I kept on trying to kiss Jake. Ever since then I can't get him out of my head & I don't like it. I want him out but sometimes this evil thought keeps crawling into my head telling me that I want him.

Trent forgot who I am. He started forgetting my name & everytime I see him he won't talk. He's changed. Every one's noticed & nobody but his friends Mark & Brandon like it. I've given up on Trent. =-(

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